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| plans have changed |
| 12.31.03 (7:14 am) [edit] |
well im supposed to have rehearsal today from 230-730 but instead ill be goin to the city at 230 so that means we're just dropping off equipment and im going to pick d up and then take my truck into the city, thats how we're working it. but we will be rehearsing at the hotel. argh making two trips into the city in one day. thats a waste out of a rehearsal. lol. id rather rehearse, d have no idea what fun shes gonna be missing. well i would be sleeping still right now if it wasnt for the phone ringing this morning around 9ish telling me all this. laska is supposed to be on now but shes not. damned people. i also got outta bed when i could have......... hold up phone is ringing......ook i have no idea what area the area code for 720 is. but oh well if that person really wants me they'll call back right? anywho where was i? oh yea i coulda gone back to sleep but no i got up just for laska, just to talk to her ass and now her ass isnt even on and its been almost an hour. fuckin people yo. oh well. this is all her fault.
well i have exactly 13 1/2 hours before TWO has to be on stage to perform. what fun this will be. and we have to make a trip into the city and drop off the equipment from 230 and be back by 730 to pick up d and take her into the city and be back there by 830 to rehearse the show songs fully in order. oh what fun this will be. well im about to bounce now cus im tired maybe ill go back to bed. peace out!
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| so yea |
| 12.30.03 (5:07 pm) [edit] |
my new years show is tomarrow and im mad scared yo. well im not really scared its just that we're doin pretty much all new, never before heard or performed songs so im kinda ify about the whole thing. but we're gonna be a blast. i've hired a top notch band to play with us and all. we're at the hotel and its gonna be good.
so i dunno. gots to go rehearse now peace out!
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| Wrongs and Promises |
| 12.28.03 (2:44 pm) [edit] |
[u]Two Wrongs[/u]
Excuse me, if you see me screaming
Deep in my mind, i'm only dreaming
cuz if i wake girl, and you're not by my side
i'd feel like half of me, is no longer alive
so please shorty, before you walk out that door
would you listen to my song
if only, i give you one last chance
with the devil, you can no longer dance
you got to be faithful, so we could be fruitful
build a family, and follow god faithfully
so just before i want to reply, i might listen to your song
ooh, before you walk out that door, listen
they say two wrongs don't make it right (don't make it right)
So if i'm wrong i ain't trying to fight
I'm trying to have some dinner with some candlelight (yeeahh)
lay up in the bed and make love all night
So papi I wont leave, maybe i'll just stay
you promise me that you'll do the same
girl i'ma love you like i never love
(touch me like you never touch me)
yo if you give me the chance girl
(yeah baby)
I'm gonna show you
I'm gonna say (i understand)
that i forgive you
and i aint gonna forget
that you brought me ?? (baby, baby, baby)
But i have grown
from a thug to a man
Build my castle with bricks
and no longer with sand
Oh Girl
And just, before I want to reply, baby
I might listen to your song
Ooh, before you walk out that door, listen
they say two wrongs don't make it right (don't make it right)
So if i'm wrong i ain't trying to fight (i don't wanna fight)
I'm trying to have some dinner with some candlelight (yeeahh)
lay up in the bed and make love all night
So papi I wont leave, maybe i'll just stay
you promise me that you'll do the same
and i'ma love you like i never love
(touch me like you never touch me)
yo if you give me the chance girl
I'm gonna show you
I'm so used to the pain that I
Can't see the sunshine no more
I'm so used to the pain that the
the sickness feels like the cure
Ay, but if only you gave me
the keys to your soul
and let me in
i'm gonna love you
over (over), and over (over) again
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
they say two wrongs don't make it right (don't make it right)
So if i'm wrong i ain't trying to fight (i don't wanna fight)
I'm trying to have some dinner with some candlelight (ohhh)
lay up in the bed and make love all night (make love to me)
So papi I wont leave, maybe i'll just stay
but promise me that you'll do the same
and i'ma love you like i never love
(touch me like you never touch me)
yo if you give me the chance girl
I'm gonna show you
(Show me, yeahhh)
I won't stay around the block no more
I'll come home early girl I promise
[u]Promises[/u]
Don't make promises
that you cannot keep
Don't say things that you don't really mean
Rap
Yo yo you got me heated
but I stay undefeated cause I
can't take the bull what what cha gon do
what I brings it on
forget the clones it's all bout me
now I'm showing off getting off
blowing freaking minds off
you're pretty don't make me flip 'cause you're slippin'
intermission I'm ever ready serving whippings
it's like - oh no what you lying bout D.L. - is all out
you can't get with it so quit
you're illigit no doubt bout it word is bond
I'm lethal can't nothing get past me but weak skon
I remain jiggy with the illiest flow
so niggas wise up and act like you know
you tried to play me D ain't havin it
AJ aint havin it
so sing your song make em never forget
don't promise if you can't deliver
how you figure
now i'm steaming I got you tripping
in your scheme- what
just tell me what ya'll think aight?
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| hmmm...:) me love my job |
| 12.27.03 (6:49 pm) [edit] |
well im off new years day! which is mad hot :D :wink: oh man that is so hot! im gonn have such a hang over new years day. i got my show to do new years eve and one new years day night. if that made any sense. lol. yesh. lol my comp is sooo funny. it tell you not to touch something litterally. its great, anyway i/we got a 15 song show to do both nights. argh. well i cant wait in way. i got some rock, rap and r&b in the show. we're the 2nd and last act. theres only 2 acts. and yeahaaa! :D. d still has to do her rap and she can hardly even say it and she has to rap it. oh man im afraid of this one i hope she gets it down pact before the show and shes not rehearsing it all that day as well. cus if so im just gonna have to tell her to cut the parts out that she doesnt know and just do what she knows and we'll make the song a 30 seconds slower. thats all i can do. i dunno.
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| MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! |
| 12.25.03 (5:23 pm) [edit] |
yesh merry christmas happy holidays. its christmas day as we all know and im just mad bored. i cant do anything until tomarrow when i can hook up my new car audio system into my new car.
besides those two things i also got clothes, a cd holder, another cd holder in my car, oh yea sterring wheel cover lol, yesh like i needed one of those. i got jewelry, cant live without that. only a ring and a necklace though. cds and such and yea.
so yea. im mad bored. so what did everyone else get who celebrates xmas?
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| umm yea |
| 12.21.03 (2:56 pm) [edit] |
well as for my eye its all yellow, black and blue. so yea. thats always great it doesnt hurt no more so thats a good thing. it should be better by next week.
As for nichole, shes having mood swings already, i thought those didnt come till months afterward? i could be wrong. but thank god shes not in my room no more :lol: hmmmm.....
as for that guy who hit me, i have all the paper work done for that and i should have this settled by next week after christmas and new years :)
christmas is 3 days away and yea. my mom said she bought me a vacuum cleaner cus i hate putting together and taking apart the one we already own that is sooo annoying! but why buy it for me for christmas i dont want it for christmas. im not sure if its true but thats what she said she did. maybe she just wanted me to shut up cus i kept asking her whats that big gift? and who is it for? lol :roll:
hmmm....as for my moms bf anthony, hes ok. i guess. i mean hes on my good side. so thats good. regardless the name i had mentioned before, i thought his name was different so yea. but no its anthony. so yea. anthony pazstigino. dont ask. thats how he spells it. well im about to go get some pizza right now cus it arrived and ill be back laterz! PEACE! :D
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| lets see...... |
| 12.20.03 (2:38 pm) [edit] |
Theres not much that happend today. i didnt work, i never work on weekends so i have my weekends free to party:). not like i did much parting in the past 2 weeks. with christmas and the holidays coming i really dont want to go out and party because of all the drunk drivers and the car accidents that are happening. it kinda scares me in a way, besides i also got a 5 year old i gotta be around for. :wink:
i'm going out on new years for a party most def! im not missing one of the biggest parties of the year! hell no. that i will be going to.
My eye still hurts kind of from that guy punched me. it bruised right under my eye like the whole area and above it to, it looks like i got a big black circle around my eye. hold on brb
aight im back had to potty
so yea its not even bruised where the guy hit me fully. he hit my bone right near my eye. so i dunno. my bone still hurts if you touch it but the bruise doesnt hurt. also the swelling went down a lot, my face is back to normal except for my black eye. oh well what you gonna do.
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| just answer will ya....... |
| 12.20.03 (8:07 am) [edit] |
when you answer if you do, can you put the question in your response cus i wont remember.
"Have you ever..."
Hit someone forcefully: this is a dumb question of course i have.
Seen "Are you Afraid of the Dark": another dumb question yes
Thrown anything at a moving car: waterballoons, rocks, etc. yea its been fun.
Been in a fist fight: oh yea.
Laughed so hard you cried: yea prolly but i cant remember.
Hit an animal in the road? yea, dog by accident, and other little creatures.
*Other*
Who do you sit with at lunch: we dont get a specific lunch time at college so ill say whoever is around.....theres usually, mike, d, miria, kevin, bill, james, tony, and mellisa.
Do you think Justin Timberlake is hot or not: i am a guy, so no def not.
Who gave you a Valentine card this year: i dont get cards unless its from close family and friends.
Favorite shoes you own: my timberlands
What color would you dye your hair: if i dye my hair any color i wouldnt only put blonde tips in it.
Who are you closest friends: d, my gf amanda, mike, tony, mellisa, james and kevin.
What is something you wish you could have that someone else has: i have everything that no one has.:)
Favorite TV show: sopranos
Make-up or none: NONE!! men dont wear makeup
Do you believe we landed on the moon: WE didnt land onthe moon but man did.
What are you wearing now: boxers
What song is stuck in your head: my new song d help write called "not gon cry"
*Junk... *
How old are you mentally: uhhh 5, my daughter is 5 so that explains a lot.
Describe yourself in 5 words: aggresive, outgoing, adventurous, troubleseeking, friendly
Do you dream at night: yea
Do you remember your dreams: only the good ones:)
Do you sleep with one pillow or two: 2
Do you like school: yea college baby!
Whats ur fave subject: class canceled!:) lol j/k business
Do you have a best friend(s): didnt i answer this question already?
Do you have a religion: i do but i dotn like to look at it that way. christian
Do you practice it: no never, nada, zip zitlch
Does death scare you: no why should it, we all gotta die sometime, doesnt matter how.
Do you watch tons of tv: no
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months: 4
Do you read magazines: when im at work and therse nothing better to do yesh
Whats your fave band: my band called TWO
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: uhh i cant remember, there was ludacris, uhhhh, outkast, uhhh and i think wait no dont remember.
Do you wear makeup regularly: uhh i said NO MEN DONT WEAR MAKEUP!
Are you a saver or a spender: a lot of both
*More Junk... *
Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most: mike, d, mellisa, my mom, and myself.
Can you live without the microwave: yesh thats what the oven is used for
Who's phone number are you hoping to get: noones
Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now: amanda
Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life: sandwiches, theres such a varity of those:)
Football or rugby: neither?
What's something you ALWAYS have on you: money and my car keys
What do you think of guys with nailpolishes: uhhh...
What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opposite sex: sex? lol, nah time spent with the person
What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you: i cant remember
What's your favorite fastfood restaurant: wendys
Favorite book: i dont read books
*More Junk...
Did you read Fear Street books: no
How about Sweet Valley High: no
Babysitter's club: no
Goosebumps: no
Favorite show on nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good): dont remember
Do you like anyone: my gf!
What do you want for your birthday this year: audio
What movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of: pirates of the caribbean
What movie do you hope you never see again: i dunno
Do your clothes match: yep
Did you have a bike with a banana seat: no
Have you lived in the same house your entire life: no
What was the last song u heard: the one i just finished recording called "so many things"
If you won the lottery, what would you do: save some spend some:)
How old is your tomagotchi: never had one
Ever seen a Beatles film: no..
Happy with your life: yes
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| oh man |
| 12.19.03 (8:51 pm) [edit] |
i went to work today and everyone who didnt see me yesterday was like 'what the fuck happend to you?' im like 'i got fuckin snuffed what the fuck does it look like?' i mean my eye is all black and blue and bruised and it looks like i snuffed twice insteada once. that really sucks. its still a litt puffy but hey what you gonna do. my mom was like 'you're gonna have a black eye for christmas' im like 'good! im glad, im proud of my black eye'. lol. even though im really not but hey im a man and ill say i am even though i might not agree with it just to show her up. yea cus im just like that. shes knows its just to get on her nerves :wink: but it still kinda hurts when you touch it. :cry: oh well. people piss me off. i hate them sometimes.
i went to the mall this morning and i swear there was not one rude or mean person there. everyone was so joyful and happy, then i get to work and damn everything changed, all the people that came in were mean and rude and i swear they mustve had sticks up there ass. but we were really slow. i mean really slow the office had nothing to do. we were sitting there doin nothing, talkin on the phone, we ordered out for pizza lol, we even invited the pizza delivery guy to stay for pizza, yes thats how bored we were. are you even allowed to invite the pizza delivery guy to join you for pizza? :?: i dunno. but we did he had a few slices since we ordered two pizzas then he left, i gave him a 5 dolla tip. he enjoyed that one:) so yea. i dunno. but me's gonna go. time to eat!!!!
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| hmm lets see i hate people? yea thats it. |
| 12.18.03 (6:25 pm) [edit] |
well today im gonna make this a short entry. i went to work as usually and some fuck ass customer got all pissed at me for no reason at all i just told him that i couldnt do what he wanted me to do at that moment because we were out of ink for our printer and the customer punched my right in the face, struck right below my right eye. i really hate people. well i put ice on it a few moments after it happend, im home now and still have ice on it so yea. i talked to the health care people there and they said i should put ice on it so it doesnt swell as much, it will be prolly be black but it wont swell that much. why do people have to be such assholes for? argh i hate people ill be suing for assult. im out now.
well besides that my mom is all pissed of at this whole situation shes making it bigger than it has to be. shes like oh my god it looks like you got slugged. im like not shit. because i did. its not even that big its only a little bump or at least i think it is. i mean ive gotten worse done and now shes making a moutain out of a mole hole. so i dont know. shes glad im suing. but shes making too big of a deal about this whole thing. shes like next time just do what they tell you instead of telling them you cant. im like well i couldnt do it because i didnt have any ink! duh so what shes telling me i should lie about it? instead of telling the truth like she brought me up to do. i mean come on i was only trying to be nice, the guy woulda had a bigger fit if i told him it would be out in a minute and it took 20 minutes. you know? so i dont know i mean i dont even care its just the point of the whole thing. i mean was he such in a rush that he had to have it right then and there. well as is if he was in a rush he took more time out cus he had to wait there while the police arrived. so instead of him getting out of there in 20 minutes he was out of there in an hour. so what was the point of that one huh? he didnt get no where. so i dont why he had to do it, what to show me up like i couldnt do shit back, i woulda if amanda didnt hold me back, i woulda seriously have hit the bastard back. its only self defense and that woulda been my case. lol. well i did say this was gonna be a short one so im gonna end now. yea after 5 minutes. lol peace! :x
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| drama.....thats it just drama |
| 12.17.03 (1:49 pm) [edit] |
well let me update everybody since i havent been on here in a while. well on 12/6
it was snowing for two days now. thank god but i heard we were supposed to get more, and we did. i dont like the snow. well i do, i just like doin wheelies in my car on the snow. thats the best ever! its so much fun. im a big goof, if you cant tell already. well i talked to my boss yesterday and she was like ill call you on sunday to tell you if we're open or closed. im hoping its bad enough over there and we'll be closed. its in bay shore so if they dont plow it will be but they all know i got a truck and yea. put a snow plow on my truck? get the fuck outta here. well i also put this is my other blog a few days ago. just answer if you want....
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What do you think makes me happy?
10. What do you think makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
and then on 12/7
i was kinda happy and kinda not. lol. i spun out in my truck today on a side road it was mad fun. im not really sure why its so much fun of losing control of your car/truck for a couple matter of seconds, maybe the rush? but its great! so yea. i cant wait. im goin to finish up my xmas shopping on wednesday i might be goin with dora im not sure. maybe. we'll see. man you know i know when my mom is expecting her monthly, cus i get her cravings! that fuckin sucks. before i was craving breakfast butter rolls and shrimp together! all in all that sounds pretty nasty but when i put it together on a roll it was good! i was like damn. but its not something that i would eat on a daily basis. lol.
lets see on 12/10
FIRST OFF
guess what?! my amanda who hasnt been on in more than a month i kinda talked to yesterday though her friend holli, amanda was on the phone with holli and she told her what to say to me and yea. well she's having some domestic troubles i believe and she hasnt found time to get online. we got into an arugment through holli and it didnt sound good. i think she was just taking her frustrations out on me since she hasnt talked to me in so long. I MISS MY AMANDA like no one believes. i hope shes able to get on soon so i can actually talk TO HER and NOT THROUGH HOLLI. i mean holli is nice and all but i want to talk to my amanda.
2ND OFF
i have a 3 page paper due soon on the death penalty and i havent even started it yet. my professors have been sprining test and quizzes on us and apparently they said they told us about it but i dont think they did cus me and 2 other students dont remember this happening. I also got this speach to do in communications tomarrow and i dont wanna. My speach has to be on a personal relationship of mine, im like what the fuck? i am not speaking to the whole class about a personal relationship of mine. i mean how is she gonna know right? ill just talk about my dad if i dont bullshit the speach. my dad isnt a personal relationship in the fact of it being a good one but it is personal in the fact of being a bad one if you know what im saying. im gonna do my speach like this and just tell me what you think aight?
'Alcohol, abuse and murder threatend to slience my family forever but faced with problems that have ripped other families apart, my family, except my dad, have found the strengh to rise above. When i was little my dad would always abuse me, it didnt help that he was a drunk which made him abusive if he didnt get his alcohol. i remember one time that he was so drunk he got pissed at me for breaking a drinking glass and he through me into my moms china cabinet which fell on me after i landed on the ground. My aunt tried to stop him but she could he shot her with a 12 gauge shot gun she died after a few moments, if i knew that was the last time that i was gonna see her i probably would have killed my father right then, but how was i supposed to know. He was going to kill me cus i was his only witness and he knew i would tell, but the police arrived soon before he got the chance. Way before this he would always beat on me for little things, like breaking the glass. he would beat on my mom for things that i had done, like she had control over things i done in school? My dad was into selling drugs on the side of his big excutive position. He never got caught though. I grew up in that house believing that abuse was right. My dad is now in jail for 30-life with no parole. He's on 1 account of murder, 1 account of atempted murder and child abuse. After my mom moved us into our house we live in now i sat in my room thinking about all the things that he had done to us when we were little till now, i was 15 at the time. i set in my mind that im not going to grow up and be like him, i set in my mind that abuse is wrong, regardless what i learned was right. I mean its almost like my dad brought life from death into souls. My dad was a great person honestly when he was solber, i cant remember the last time i saw him solber, my mom says it was after i was born sometime and before i turned 2. He says it was all my fault he was the way he is. I was a terror kid ill admit it but im the problem, the drinking and the drugs were the problem for him. there is such a thing as you can sell 10 million ounces of narcotics and be broke if you have greedy drug dealers behind you, and that was my dad. that would deplet his funds cus he would spend the money and he'd be back at zero. my dad was the type of person, like me in a way, if someone says what if you dont sell it? its like what you mean if i dont sell it, im gonna sell it! but i just sat down one day and just started reflecting on my life as if it was a storm, you like when it rains and pours everythings bad and i wrote a song. If we didnt go through the bad times, the struggles and the hard work we wouldnt be as close as we are, we wouldnt be as strong as we are, we wouldnt be as wise as we are because its not over with as far as me still having memories of what happend but now it is over with as far as me talking about it. The one thing that ive learned through all of this is to love myself, yes if i dont love me i wont survive.'
what ya'll think? its good? i should use it. i think im gonna.
lets see on 12/11
this song is so much like my mom.
While all the time that I was loving you
You were busy loving yourself
I would stop breathing if you told me to
Now you're busy loving someone else
Eleven years out of my life
Besides the kids I have nothing to show
Wasted my years a fool of a wife
I shoulda have left your ass a long time ago
(Chorus)
Well I'm not gon cry,
I'm not gon cry,
I'm not gon shed no tears
No, I'm not gon cry,
it's not the time
cuz you're not worth my tears
Well I'm not gon cry,
I'm not gon cry,
I'm not gon shed no tears
No, I'm not gon cry,
it's not the time,
cuz you're not worth my tears
(Vs.2)
I was your lover and your secretary
Working every day of the week
Was at the job when no one else was there
Helping you get on your feet
Eleven years of sacrifice
And you can leave at the drop of a dime
Swallowed my fears, stood by your side
I shoulda left your ass a thousand times
(Chorus)
I know there are no guarantees
In love you take your chances
But somehow it seems unfair to me
Look at the circumstances
Through sickness and health 'till death do us part
Those were the words that we said from our hearts
So now when you say that you're leaving me
I don't get that part
(Repeat Vs.2)
(Chorus)
then on 12/12
theres nothi much goin on today. i gotta got to work sometime in the next two hours or so. im actually changing my group name. im in a rap/r&b group with my friends. its only 3 of us. lol.we actually changed group members. we got me, mike and stephanie. so yea. so far its working out good. me and mike have always gotten along well with each other but he broke up with his gf so we kinda had to replace her cus all they were doing is arguing with each other. so thats not good. we had to we had no other choice. she was happy. she was only in the group for him so its actually a good thing. i just wrote a new song. so we'll see how this goes now.
uhhh 12/13
well today i was supposed to be off but we have this law suit that we have to get all the paper work for it done by christmas so we're all hard at work. i was supposed to be into work at 10 but i thought it was 9. so i got up and got there on time actually for once and i didnt have to be until 10. well i got to go to work early which was good for me cus if i woulda left i wouldnt have came back lol. man i shoulda not have gone at all. all these fuckin people were coming in making complaints at me cus the cashier downstairs is too slow, the bookkeeper amanda is too slow. well i cant help it that amanda is slow when she has a lot of people waiting, that stresses most people out as is. fuckin people i dont know what the hell they were all doin there on a fuckin saturday for they should have been out shopping for the holidays. that would be much better,:) for me anyway. so yea i didnt get outta there until about 140 i was supposed to outta there by 1. but no fuckin people have to call and say that they'll be late. argh! i hate fuckin people. thank god im off tomarrow oh shit i gotta call for my sched cus i forgot to look before i left.
12/14
i just got finished deleting all this kodak picture crap from my lap top. someone uploaded but never uninstalled this shit, no wonder why i couldnt do anything with it cus you cant do that kinda shit with a lap top and i dont have a reg computer this is all i use. so yea. i had to go food shopping today for my mom yea that went real well. lol. doing wheelies in that parking lot cus its snowing well it was snowing, now its raining. all this shit is gonna turn into ice and since fuckin people dont know how to drive on anything but dry roads they're gonna be sliding all over the place. so yea. anyway my mom found this new guy she'll be seeing. he's supposed to come over around 6ish. so i dont know this guy is all she talks about. shes been talkin about him for the past 3 days. shes talked to me about him cus she kinda wants my opinion on what i think. but she asked me what i thought on dave and i told her i didnt like him at all, she went out with him anyway. why would she want my opinion on someone if shes just gonna do what she wants anyway? at least when i ask her what she thinks about a girl im seeing, if she doesnt like her then im not gonna keep goin out with her you know what im saying? so yea. i dont know. well she found this guy working in the morgue in her hospital so yea what does that tell you lol. so yea. well its 530 im gonna go get something to eat and check out this new guy
12/15
seriously, every time she gets her monthly i get her pains, hmm are they called sympathy pains? think so. and i also get her cravings she thinks its the best thing in the world, but me personally dont, i hate it with a passion. right now my stomach hurts cus i ate shrimp, crackers, ice cream, and wendys pretty much at once. so yea. i think im gonna be sick.
but one a brighter note, i have my paper due in criminal justice on next monday, we're supposed to have it in by the last day of class. im gonna hand it in on wednesday. i have a page and 1/2 done. i just need to do some research and shit and itll be done. my printer is retarded it doesnt print in black ink, well it does but you cant read it. so i had to talk to mrs spellman, my criminal justice professor, and asked her if it was ok that i handed my paper in, in a color like blue or red, green, etc. she said it was ok and that she liked color, she also said that black ink got boring after a while. so thats good news.
on a second brighter note, i was walking with my friend gina and she almost fell down four steps cus no one salted them at the school i happend to think that was very funny. i never even asked if she was ok. i just laughed at her. lol. im still laughin now thinkin just thinkin about it. lol. uhh hmm
theres no more brighter notes oh yea one more i finished my christmas shopping today. i got my mom two belts that she needed and i also got her a 200 gift cetificate for one of her favorite stores so yea she should be happy. i also picked out some new shoes for myself. not like i needed them but yea. i picked up keillie some toys and stuff that she wanted, fuckin bratz dolls and shit drives me crazy but hey its what she wants right?
and of course yesterday
well i think ive said this once before. my moms friends family i living with us and yea. now nichole is pregnant, her mom hates me for it, i havent done anything to/with nichole. i dont know. her mom thinks that nichole is a sweet, honest, and pure little girl. yea oook fuck that shit shes a fuckin whore! shes been with at least 10 different guys that ive seen her being dropped off at the house since shes moved in. I dont know man, i dunno, her mom also thinks that im her baby daddy. im like yea ok i have my girlfriend what do i want that slut for? i aint gonna cheat im not like that. now at the beginning it was her parents idea fro nichole to stay in my room with me, share a bed etc. yes i said share a bed. thats what i though was a little fucked up but i was like whatever, ill just deal with it tell my gf whats happening and she cant be mad at me as long as she knows. well she understood, thats good news. ill admit nicholes pretty and i wanted to bang her, but i HAVE A GF! im not gonna do that. nichole has been all over me since day one. i kept pushing her away i swear she must've though i was gay or something. i dunno.
now when her mom found out she was pregnant i guess she still wanted to know the fact that nichole told her that shes fucked 8 guys, her mom still thinks its me. its soo annoying. she slapped me twice yesterday and after the second time i kicked her outta my room, now my brother gets her fuckin shit. i swear i dont think any man could put up with her shit. i mean im not the abusive type, but ill be the first one to admit that i got the tendences to be abusive, and if you hit me enough i will restrain you from doin it again yo. ill pin you down or something ill do anything i can before i lay a hand on a girl physically like that. well yea. that was yesterday/last night.
today! woohoo. hmmm......i went to work i just got home about 9 minutes ago. yesh i got home at 9! woohoo. i hate my job. too many fuckin people suing for stupid shit. i got this one big lawsuit that i've been working on JUST the paper work for a week now. im like damn i need this shit over with. its a car accident and apparently the accident was really bad, the car flipped over and the whole shit. they're suing for millions of dollars. i dont blame them. i wouldve done the same shit. except i would sue for more than just a couple million like these people are doing. this woman says that all she wants is 2 million dollars and an well thought out apology. im like what the fuck? a well though out apology? after your fuckin crippled for life? you just want a well thought out apology? are you fuckin insane? i guess she is. i would sue for at least 30 million dollars. if not more. lol. but at the least id settle for 20 mil. im like shit yo. i dont know what the fuck all ya'll are thinkin. meanwhile the guy who hit her car was drunk and he's been arrested for DWI's and reckless indangerment. lol. i thought that was pretty funny. RECKLESS INDANGERMENT!!! of course if you think about it reckless is dangerous so do you really need the indangerment at the end of reckless. why cant you just say reckless driving? wouldnt that be the smart thing. but i guess reckless indangerment is more on the intellectual side of lawyers. well in my law firm anyway. i swear people dont get smarter they get stupider. lol. yesh i meant to say stupider and more stupider. lol. just to get my point across. well yea. my fingers are starting to hurt from typing all this shit. basically this is my entry for today since the same shit that happend yesterday is still in the process of being finished. lol. ill catch all ya'll later any questions feel free to ask :D
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