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| hmm did i mention i hate titles? |
| 01.25.04 (3:54 pm) [edit] |
uhh yes. well last night laska seemed a little annoyed that i got off talkin to her to go out with my friends but oh well. its not my fault she doesnt have a life as rude as that may sound its the truth. lol.
well i went out with my friends, we got drunk...sort of...i took my truck and i didnt wake up to no nakie people this time. which was good. :D i did however flirt like crazy:) thats always fun, i got a few numbers, danced dirty which was even better than the numbers. 8)
right now im eating pretzels and drinkin pepsi, its the best stuff on earth.
well im out of talkin for right now so here is a random song for your veiwing pleasure just like yesterday. and no its not britney spears for all the haters.
"Don't Wanna Try"
By: Frankie J.
(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..don't wanna try no more
(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try
[Verse 1]
i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i can't believe it ..4 years go down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i
[Chorus]
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
[Verse 2]
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin' to come back home
u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i
[Chorus]
don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
[..fading into beat]
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)
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| 01.24.04 (3:45 pm) [edit] |
argh, you have no idea how badly i want to drive my brand new benz but i cant cuz theres all ice and shit on the roads. :(
but yea there will be other days. well not much really happend today except my mom isnt goin food shopping this week and we didnt go last week and now we're not goin till next week. that really sucks. we'll be spending at least 1000.00 when we go next week. lol
Toxic
By: Britney Spears
Baby, can't you see
I'm calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm falling
There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous
I'm loving it
Too high
Can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning round and round
Can you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
But you know that you're toxic
It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly
It's taking over me
Too high
Can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
But you know that you're toxic
But you know that you're toxic
Taste of your lips, I'm on a ride
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under (toxic)
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic
Intoxicate me now
With your loving now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your loving now
I think I'm ready now
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| 01.23.04 (3:44 pm) [edit] |
well my day went pretty good, except the fact that i didnt get a bookbag like i wanted to only because all that was there had like 8 zippers! i dont need 8 zippers! i need 2! 3 is even good but two is nice. lol. well im thinkin that im not gonna find anything till september sticks up again cus thats when the new school year starts for k-12 lol. yesh. then i will buy a new bookbag. well i also thought i would use my old bookbag with the white all over it for this semester. lol. even though the zippers sometimes dont work. lol. hey its something insteada carrying all my books which i got 6 textbooks and 5 notebooks and 3 folders. lol. yea i aint carrying like 4 books a day hell no. put it in the bag and on my back. lol.
well i have no idea where laska is but shes not on here talkin to me. i dunno she seemed pissed last night cus her printer wasnt working adn then she seemed a little pissed when i had to go do stuff. i then got a lil annoyed with her cus she seemed like she was takin her printer frustrations out on me and i aint having it. lol. so yeea. i don'kno.
here is another song for your veiwing pleasure.
[u]Into You (Remix)[/u]
By: Fabolous
Verse 1:
I think your truly something special, Just what my dreams are really made of, dreams are really made of. Lets stay together you and me boy, There's noone like you around Oh baby. ooh you know that I love you yea yes oooh hooo ohhh oooh ohh.
Verse 2:
I can’t really explain it,
I’m so into you now,
I wanna be more than a friend to you now.
When they ask,
I mention my babygirl in the interviews now.
And I don’t bring the problems from the 90s and the 2 thou,
Theres no reason to have a friend or two now,
Cuz the kids ready to tell you how he feel
and a few vows
Maybe.
I speak in general now,
But girl,
imma do whatever just to keep a grin on u now,
Where I roll,
they wear bikinis in the winter too now.
What you think about tan lines on the skin of you now?
Why wouldn’t I wanna spend a few thou,
On fifth ave,
shopping sprees and them dinners to chow,
I aint concerned with other men with you now,
As long as when I slide up in you,
you growl.
And any dude with you,
he better be a king to you now,
And I aint jealous,
it’s the principle now.
I’m so into you.
Chorus:
I really like what you’ve done to me, I can’t really explain it, I’m so into you, I really like what you’ve done to me, I can’t really explain it, I’m so into you.
Verse 3:
Come on ma,
It’s more than a flashing,
I woulda traded it all in orderly fashion,
My billa in Florida we crashing,
Just off the shore so you can hear when the water be splashing,
The Drop top 3 in the quota we dashing,
Flawless diamonds in the water we flashing,
The money we oughta be stashing.
I make sure ever quarter be cashed in,
I can’t really explain it.
My friends be thinking I’m slipping,
These girls be thinking I’m tripping,
What kinda weed u be smoking,
What typa drinks u be sipping,
Sweet thing just to think of you dipping,
Would have me with the blue so hard,
You would think I was crimping.
Now you relaxing in the Benz,
Credit cards are no limits,
So u don’t worry about maxing when u spends.
But since u been asking about the friends,
How’d u like it if both our names had JOANSON on the ends of it.
Chorus
Verse 4:
I don’t wanna trip,
but the truth is,
Girl the way you cook a steak,
Remind me of them trips to Roofchris,
U love my smile,
no matter how chipped my tooth is
With you it aint because my whips is ruthless.
So sit on chrome,
dip the deuces,
And you aint flattered by Canary’s and VS dip tay seuces,
All the ballers look dumb when they press you.
Five and sixes,
you don’t let them kinda numba’s impress you,
Even though I was so unsuccessful,
Being a player was becoming too stressful,
But ever since,
this superwoman has come to my rescue,
My winter’s been wonderful,
my summer’s been special,
That’s why the same bar while the villa been painted,
Just so we can really get acquainted,
The love is real,
there’s no way you can feel like it’s tainted,
But I can’t really explain it,
uh yeah.
Chorus
Verse 5:
I really like what I feel when Im with you, You're a dream come true, Dont you ever leave my side oh no
Cuz it feels so rite.
Chorus
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| 01.22.04 (5:33 pm) [edit] |
something smells in here and its NOT ME! lol.
umm i brought fried chicken home tonight for dinner....yumm....my mom finished the pizza:(.
umm i got two paychecks today:) that was nice. why i have no idea. oh well.
my mom was bitchin at me for spending too much money! im like WTF?? your paying for my school and you say i spend too much money? shes like 'what you do need 300.00 per week for?' i mean everything. duh!
argh....i hate this time of year. i hate the snow. i hate the rain. i hate the wind. and i really heat them all together!
it was snowing before a little. just flurries. snow still sucks.
no one plowed our parking lot well and its a fuckin sheet of ice. yea thats good. lol
my job parking lot is just like my driveway a sheet of ice cus of the rain that we had then it was sleet then snow so yea lol.
heres two more songs for your veiwing pleasure.
[u]Come Over[/u]
By: Aaliyah
Verse 1:
Ooh yeah yeah hmmm mm mm hmm mm mm mm. I just touched down, quarter after 2, I know it’s late but I’m callin’ you, tryna figure if I can come see you, can I come see you hmm mm. I know your sleep but you were on my mind, I’m wide awake, and I want to stop by, so can you get up, and get out of the bed, cause I wanna see you, and I’ve been wondering.
Chorus: (2X)
Can I Come Over can I, Come Over stop by, Come Over to see you, Come Over tonight, Can I Come Over can I, Come Over get which you, Come Over just wanna, Come Over be which you baby.
Verse 2:
So tell me what the deal you’re not that far, I just got my bags, and I’m headed to the car, say yes or no, cause I’m on the road, baby I wanna come see you, said I really want to come see you, don’t you worry about a thing, I’m just wantin’ to hold you, embrace you, I want to, look at you, and tell you, how much I love you,
I want you, I need you, miss you
Chorus
[u]Yummy Down On This[/u]
By: Bloodhound Gang
Chours: (4X)
Yummy down on yummy down on this down on
Verse 1:
Ouch it won't reach my mouth,
If I could do it myself,
I'd probably never leave the house.
But I can't,
so here's where you come in.
Giving it "Diff'rent Strokes" just like Arnold Drummond,
Hummin' hmm hmm good like Campbell's,
And you'll
handle the sack like the quarterback Randall,
Cunningham like Joanie loves Chachi.
They call him Ralph Mouth 'cause he's down on Potsie,
Rocky chasing the chicken,
Watch the plot thicken with the cock when your lickin',
Me like Apollo your Creed my Mission.
You go down for the count I countdown ignition,
Blast off you're a rocket scientist,
A genius what I mean is you suck at this,
So escargot 'cause my snail needs Frenchin'.
You must be five stars cause my staff's at full attention.
Chorus(2X)
Dinner for one I know you got your reservations,
Starvation like a Third World Nation.
So do it for the children and I'll make a donation,
My fly's in your eyes let me rise to the occasion,
In my Underoos I tend to be brief,
So when you're sinking your teeth deep into my beef.
You can fondle but it's kind of like McDonald's realize it's
Just a Happy Meal so you can't Super Size it.
Told to hold the pickle then you went and blew it,
Gherkin off and the Special Sauce comes included.
But you knew it did so concentrate like Tropicana,
To eat a Chiquita you need to grow the banana,
So can ya Bob like Dylan on my Peter like Criss,
'Til it's Chubby like Checker c'mon baby do the twist.
It's all in the wrist like table tennis,
So beat me like Betty Crocker cake mix.
Chorus
Suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it
Suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it
Suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it
Suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it suck it
If you were a Hindu I could aim for the dot
Yummy down on this
Yummy down on this
Yummy down on this throbbing pole of hot man chicken.
And feel free to wiggledunk those purple bulldog cheeks.
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| 01.21.04 (5:48 pm) [edit] |
hmmm. not much gon on today. anywho.....the roads here are a sheet of ice and it sucks if i was goin any faster than 35mph i dont think i woulda made it home in one piece. so yea. same mood as yesterday same shitty mood. i dunno. heres a song for ya'll just the way i feel to.
[u]Picture [/u]
Kid Rock Featuring Sherly Crow
Verse 1:
Livin' my life in a slow hell, Different girl every night at the hotel, I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days, Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky, Wish I had a good girl to miss me, Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways, I put your picture away, Sat down and cried the day, I can't look at you, I'm lyin' next to her, I put your picture away, sat down and cried today, I can't look at you I'm lyin' next to her.
Verse 2:
I called you lastnight in the hotel, Everyone knows but they wont tell, But their half hearted smiles tell me, Somethin' just ain't right, I been waitin' on you for a long time, Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine, I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights, I put your picture away, I wonder where you been, I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him, I put your picture away, I wonder where you been, I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him, I saw ya yesterday with an old friend.
Verse 3:
It was the same ole same "how have you been",
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey,
You reminded me of brighter days.
Verse 4:
I hoped you were comin' home to stay, I was head of the church, I was off to drink you away. I thought about you for a long time, Can't seem to get you off my mind, I can't nderstand why we're living life this way, I found your picture today, I swear I'll change my ways, I just called to say I want you to come back home, I found your picture today, I swear I'llc hange my ways, I just called to say I want you to come back home, I just called to say, I love you come back home
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| 01.20.04 (12:53 pm) [edit] |
anywho today was my first day back at school in about a month or so. yea. school sucks. lol. only because i gotta get up at 6ish. so yea.
well my first class of the day i have giaccone. oh man he's one of the best professors there are. :)
umm my second class aint too bad thats pretty cool.
i dont like my last class of the day on tuesdays and thursdays. well i like the class just not the professor. :lol:
well lets see. my comp was being a bitch last night and i couldnt get back on and it pissed me off. so thats why i couldnt finish talking to laska. but it was ok in a way. i was able to go to bed early cus i had to wake up early.
hmmm.....well yea ill put this song in......
[u]Eat, sleep, think[/u]
Verse 1:
Baby if I coulda gave you every part of me, From head to timb, All my dreams, And everything thats in between. I don't even have to have alot of all that bling bling, I'd be without the doe and thats for sure, you're satisfied. I really want you in my life.
Chorus:
Tell me what I'm gonna do, I can't eat, sleep, think, Breath without you. I wish you knew, That I can't eat, sleep, think, Breath without you.
Verse 2:
you watcha while i sleep and Make believe me inside of you, I feel so outa line, Wayin down my spine, My legs hurt from the walls I climb. Why you gotta make me be so freaky, Cuz you know all about, And thats no doubt
I'm satisified, I really want you in my life.
Chorus
Verse 3:
No question, I've been stressing, About all the things I feel for you, Im giving you all of me, Every single part of me, I'm here to let you know, I love you and I'll never let you go.
chorus
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| 01.19.04 (4:52 pm) [edit] |
well lets see nothing happend really today except for the fact that coming home today from work i slid on ice. the people infront of me were stopping and the people in back of me were stopping. so yea i hit my breaks steady and i just slid. ABS breaks man they're great my truck handled better on ice than i thought. well i never slid on ice before just snow. but slidin is fun when theres no cars around but its not fun when you have oncoming traffic and people infront and behind you. well i regained control really quickly, i didnt hit anything or anyone which is always good. once i took my foot off the break she went right back into my control:).
well heres another couple songs for your veiwing pleasure.
[u]Someone For Me[/u]
Intro:
You, you were that someone for me. You, you were that someone for me, and I had always believed, that you would forever be, right here with me.
Verse 1:
You made me feel like i was number one in your life so I
gave you everything I could. My life meant nothing to me, that day you were unhappy, I did more than a man should. But now it seems that it was all, Just a waste of time cuz, Cuz you just up and walked away. Without even a reason why, now all I do is sit and cry, but there's got to be a brighter day, day.
Chorus:
You, you were that someone for me, and I had always believed, that you would forever be, right here with me, See I guess I was wrong, because now you're gone
and the pain is so strong, cuz I'm alone.
Verse 2:
I feel like I wanna die girl, Why did you have to lie cuz you, Know I believed every word you said. I guess I was a fool to be, So in love with you cuz everybody said you were no good. Ever since the day that you walked, All I do is sing a sad song Of how I wish that you'd come back. But my mommy said that it'd be ok, Baby boy the rain will pass away, Then there will be brighter days.
Chorus
Verse 3:
With the sunny days, It would soon pass away, And the loneliness I feel Will be just a memory. I said to myself man hold your head, theres gonna be brighter days ahead, All of the pain that I've gone through, It wasn't worth the tears I cried for you.
Chorus
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| 01.18.04 (7:19 am) [edit] |
Oh man i went out with my friends last night and guess who shows up cus the restraining order i put on her had ended. my baby momma......well keillie's mom which that would make her my aunt. lol. well it getting better trust me. i was just hanging out having a good time with my friends and she comes up in the club yelling and hitting me! she was screaming at me she was yelling "All these so-called ballas want me boy I'm styled you know I'm sexy Betta' come break me off a keep yo' girl on yo' bankrole, See me switchin' blowin' out kisses dudes don't know what they be missin', I'm the type of girl you need keep some cookin' in the kitchen, Bake yo' biscuits up from scratch, But chu betta take care yo' kids, Juvenile Court is where it's at, And that freak you shackin' wit' she too nice I'm mean though!"
ok first off this my aunt tellin me to go fuck her! im like WHAT THE FUCK?! so i come back wit "where its at? Man this freak has got me stressin' in the court I must confessin', Playas try to get that checkin', In that jail I can't be stayin' and my g's you can't be cakin', Child support can burn like torch when you get behind yo' payments, Here they go they you send you letters then they wanna come and get you, you prolly shoulda used the condom, i prolly shoulda neva' been related, Why you wanna try and impress me?"
i swear i got slapped about 6 more times for that one. im almost ready to flip cus shes hitting me so much!
She comes out and says "Why you playin? Boy yo' baby need some shoes, boy yo' baby need some clothes Need to try and pay yo' fees, why you out here playin' these hoes? But this what you gotta do, I don't wanna hear yo' mess talk to me bout' givin' checks, Put a judge up in my business what I want is what I get, Shoulda knowned it from the start, Now you payin' for that lyin' see yo' ass in court next month!"
i was like "what you talkin about? Pay you g's I'll give you quarters I'll just wait for court to order, you'll find me somewhere round' the fuckin' border, Hangin' with the finest women, what you know its gangsta livin', Drinkin' on a case of JD, money you know i'm wit' it, I done hustled a job and broke some back there wasn't no stoppin' You done did the clubbin' hoppin' and them pills you kept on popped', Now I see why you be freakin', If you wanna give me reason catch me in that court room to bust yo ass"
At that point she just flipped out on me, now this is a woman who is a crack cunt, and shes supposed to be my aunt at the same time. now she comes and wants to take MY kid back, i dont think so. well at this point my lawyer is there we have moved from the club to outside the club. she hits me again and i went at her my lawyer grabbed me and said "you dont wanna hit her" im like "yes i do, dont tell me what i dont want to do". my lawyer let me go and he went to go call the cops. well she standing there repeatly hitting me and i was about to snap till i saw the cops the cops come strolling up and i was like "Somebody come get this woman to stop fucking hitting me, cus if she doesnt i swear im gonna fuck her up!" the cops grabbed me and held my hands behind my back and she said "he hit me several times and threw me to the ground" now my friend had a video camera just for my saftey in this, it was a good thing to:) and i was like "i did not hit you but im gonna hit you right now!" and i went at her yet again and still i was bring held back. i was like "can we go to the video tape please before i hit this bitch" well they went to the video tape and saw that i hadn't hit the bitch yet and shes now a liar and they asked what was goin on and i told them they were like "this woman isn't capable of raising a child" she flipped out on the cop! she went over there started hitting the cop and when she was being held back she was like "dont you know i like this sorta thing?" i was like "i think im gonna be sick" well the cops and my lawyer gave me yet another restraining order against her for at least 5 years i think they said and they have her pretty much on house arrest for 2 years. lol. they said she cant come within 100 miles of me and if she does she will be automatically arressted. if she hits me, i have the right to hit her back (which i enjoyed hearing that one) the same way she hit me. so yea. the order went into effect last night and she had exactly 30 minutes to get 100 miles away from me. she lives in the Bronx ok. so yea thats like more than 100 miles right there driving. lol. so yea. that was my drama last night. hope you enjoyed hearing about it lol.
well here is a song for your veiwing pleasure today.
[u]Menage A Trois [/u]
By: Baby Bash
Intro:
I was thinkin' that we could get a lil freaky, I could call some of my girlfriends (x2)
Verse 1:
Show me what that body do like,
Wanna do everything you like,
Your girl looking way cool,
how bout we hook up tonight?
Jacuzzi's,
sweet hotel,
dirty movies,
oh that's well.
I'm such a freak,
ooh la la,
groove me with that tail.
Down and dirty,
rough and rugged,
dog nasty cause you love it,
She gonna kiss it you gonna rub it.
Livin out my fantasy,
baby come and dance for me,
You got that candy cream,
let me see you pull your pantie string.
Let your thong slide to the side,
chica open wide,
and let us do that damn thang,
baby girl you know thats right.
It's kinda vicious though,
its kinda pimpish though,
This carmel coated candy cane is so delicious though.
Chorus:
Show me what your body do, You can bring your girlfriend too, We can have a ron de vu, Menage A Trois
We can have a drink or two, You can bring your girlfriend too, We can keep it on the cool, Menage A Trois (x2)
Verse 2:
I'll show you what my body do,
Put it on her then put it on you,
Little freaky ron de vu,
Yea we can keep it on the cool,
Three's company so come with me,
Got enough to make two feel lovely,
He kissin me,
she rubbin me,
she lickin me,
he fuckin me,
Wanna watch,
you wanna see how me and my girlfriend get nasty.
We some freaks up in the sheets in a perfect fantasy, But chu need a man with stamina
who can take two women to handle her,
Like a playa done took viagra,
workin it till he see the sun,
Power yea that nasty girl,
testing me?
I'll rock ya world,
Got skills like a pro
and plus you know I got that bomb pearl,
So boo I'ma roll wit chu,
yea me and my home girl too,
We gonna take it to the room,
so baby what to do?
Chorus
Verse 2:
Let me see you break yo back,
Baby girl take all of that,
Let me see you break yo back,
Uh-oh i think she swallowed that,
I got the mirror on the top of my bed,
and got that magnum P.I. for the top of my head,
Let's keep it all to the gravy,
me and you lovely ladies,
Sippin hypnotic,
gettin exotic,
man it feels so crazy (x2)
Bridge:
You know I like to watch, You know I like to see, I'm kinda freaky mama, Oh baby please believe it (x2)
Chorus
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| aights now.... |
| 01.17.04 (2:08 pm) [edit] |
well this morning started off pretty crappy.
my daughter came in and started jumping on my bed while i was still in it. she jumped and landed on my balls yea that hurt. so my morning started off painful.
i woke up and came online since i had nothing better to do well laska wasnt on. she was prolly sleeping but thats ok cus i told her that i prolly wouldnt be on. so thats all good.
then i got dressed and shits and went to the store with my mom and she bought me breakfast. :) and i was happy. well me and her went food shopping, and i drove of course. no i didnt give her a heart attack today. 8)
i had to go to soundtrax today so i took my mom with me. today i didnt buy anything there i just went to look to see what they got. :wink:
well at 420 and i went and smoked a blunt just for old times lol. and cus i kinda needed it. i got home today sometime around 3ish.
i finished the finishing touches on my new song that i renamed to "Are you free or are you guided?" so i think that it came out good. now im working on making the finishing touches on my other new song called "breathe".
i hope laska comes on sometime soon cus i miss talkin to my baby. and i dont have no minutes either. :(
[u]Are you free or are you guided?[/u]
Intro:
It's for the open minded
Verse 1:
Now, now what do you believe?
Who do you receive?
Where do you go next?
And through what exit do you leave?
The questions that I believe
confessions go to He
Count your many lessons and blessings that they bring
This is for my being and all life that is conceived
Energy told me you manifest your destiny
What is energy?
It's what you eat
It's what you breathe
It's what you think
It permeates throughout your being and serves a link to all other energies
That's anything and everything
Moving light that you have never seen
And light carries information without hesitation vibrations glean
Through the constellation,
manifestation stimulated
Better destination,
total creation realizations
And mental concentration
Alienated from the truth
Is why we conversated
Savin' the nation for the youth
Is for my observation
Chorus:
Are you free or are you guided? Do you make your own decisions? Our only responsibility is love
Verse 2:
Let's touch on Christianity
I question all humanity
Is God so full of vanity?
That children enter this family
Who haven't yet to see that Jesus is the key
Or suffer this calamity,
I cast you down for an eternity Insanity
You can call me what you want to
But the man in me
Separated from this false reality
Would never be the victim of casualty
For my lack of understanding there's a guarantee
Spirituality has immortality
No matter your status or nationality
What's your locality notice the fallacy
We're all separated by principalities
Billions of galaxies and all you see is this
In the totality of eternal bliss
A life of sin it's all the kin
Chorus
Chorus
Verse 3:
You see,
we like to make things complicated
You don't have to read books and go to church
To learn about God And find out answers
We don't know how to talk to each other
You know if we all just be quiet
Then we'll realize that we can really hear each other
And then you'll realize that you already have the answers
Chorus
Chorus
Outro (3X)
Do you make, make your own? 'Cause you're all on your own Do you all make, make your own? 'Cause you're all on your own
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| 01.16.04 (3:53 pm) [edit] |
aight lets see nothing is happening right now except im hungry and yea.
im talking to laska and shes not saying anything thats too interesting right now. DAMN GIRL TALK ABOUT SOMETHING! j/k
well im gonna go make something to eat. SSS (sorry so short:))
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| 01.15.04 (11:37 am) [edit] |
GOD i fuckin aol, i was finished with my whole blog i just had to add one more thing and AOL fuckin shut me down!
anywho like i said i have good news and i have bad news.
The bad news:
well if i dont get to see laska for her birthday i have a back up plan that she cant resist. if i do i also have a another plan for if i do see that she still cant resist.
The good news:
either way this will a birthday she will never forget. *note to self remember to get laska a _____ ______ for birthday if i dont get to see her(yes i know that might seem a little mean but hey shes gonna love me either way)*
yea well this site was down today for mantianance. fuckin crap yo. that pisses me of to. so yea. lets see. i didnt talk to laska last night cus i was all pissed off and after being yelled at and slapped for something that i didnt even do made me upset and pissed off so all that woulda happend woulda been me yelling at her.so that wouldnt have been good. she woulda been sad and upset and prolly even pissed at me.
well heres some stuff for your veiwing pleasure
Pirates Of The Caribbean
But you have heard of me.
(hey i might be a bad ass but you have heard of me:))
you will always remember this as the day that you almost caught Captain Jack Sparrow !
(well yet again, i have never been caught unless it was by my cop friend from down the block, lol. but that really doesnt count as being caught. lol.)
Scarlet! (she slaps him) Not sure I deserved that.
(im always getting slapped, but im not sure i deserved that.)
What? (she slaps him) I may have deserved that.
(again me being slapped, but i may have deserved that.)
No, that one I deserved.
(here i am being slapped again, but that one i deserved.)
May I ask you something? Have I ever given you reason not to trust me? Do us a favor, I know it's difficult for you but please stay here… and try not to do anything stupid.
(yesh well that is true yet again, i remember doin drug sales and i tell someone 'i have never given you a reason not trust me, so do us both a favor , i know its difficult for you but please stay here...and try not to do anything stupid. :))
When you marooned me on that godforsaken spit of land, you forgot one very important thing, mate…I'm Captain Jack Sparrow.
(Yesh you have forgotten one very important thing mate, im the master and Captain Andrew Joanson)
Stop blowing holes in my ship!
(this would most def be on thing i shout if anyone ever blown bullet holes in my truck/car 'STOP BLOWING HOLES IN MY TRUCK/CAR!')
I always liked you.
(def one thing ive said to Laska:))
I know exactly what you mean, love.
(yet another thing i have said to Laska:))
But why is the rum gone?
(yesh we dont know why the rum is gone?)
Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest... Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly… stupid.
(Yesh, me dishonest, you can always trust a dishonest man but its the honest ones you have to watch for cus they are always doin something stupid. :))
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| 01.13.04 (4:09 pm) [edit] |
hmm, well today is my moms birthday yesh it is. and well yea. i picked her up some tulips that re-grow every year so i think she'll like those and i got her a cake. she'll like that to. so yea. i dunno. ehh.
work sucks as usually. yesh it does. damn fog horns lol. dont ask its on someones sn sound when they log on or off. lol. anywho
laska is blonde. still. i thought maybe since she's been around me enough in the past month or so that she'd grow out of being blonde. but i guess its something that you dont grow out of. hmmm.....anywho. im gonna go get something to eat and ill catch ya'll tomarrow.;)
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| 01.12.04 (12:21 pm) [edit] |
well today started off greeeat! like tony the tiger lol. :lol:
i was very happy ok, very happy just to sleep more than 10 hours again:) its a thrill for me ok?
well i woke up and i went in for a shower so i could get ready for work and while im in the shower the phone rings. so i just ignore it im not getting outta my shower to go answer the phone ook? :roll:
well after i got outta the shower and got dressed the next thing i know is my door bell is ringing. so i go down stairs and answer it and guess who it is! My new probation officer! :x :shock: wow! i just got off probation not even 2 fuckin months ago. and now im back on it. you remember that guy that my daughter 'knocked his block off' well since he wouldnt hit a kid he came back for me, i guess he followed me and my friends or something cus he came back for me and i fucked him up and now im on probation? that makes no sense to me whatsoever. well we'll see about this one.
well right now im at work its 308pm and i talked to my boss about that whole probation thing and what not she told me it aint happening. lol. :) so that makes me kinda happy.
THAT BASTARD WILL GET WHATS COMING TO HIM!!!!
and that my friends is called the FBI BOUNTY HUNTERS!!!! *evil laugh*:twisted: my friends he'll be put in jail for a long time if i have something to do with it. oh yes. my uncle is busy right now getting my ass off probation because the only reason why i fucked him up was self-defense. he hit me first then i flipped :twisted: ooh yes. well maybe i wont have the bounty hunters after him but i will have him put in jail in the cell with big black bubba.......hes gonna get rapped by bubba. go bubba go bubba go bubba rape the bastard. *clears throat* ok now
heheeeeee im happy. i hate the snow. my mom was like why dont you drive your new benz today im like 'what are you crazy theres snow on the ground, sure the roads are clean but with the slush and shit you gotta be off your nut.' she laughed at me, i knew she was jokin and she knew i was serious. lol. :x argh! why do people do this to me.
i have no idea where laska is shes supposed to be on but all i see is a fuckin away message up on your profile. :arrow: :( :!: yesh me sad now. but i only have uhh about another hour or so before i get outta work and go home. so i should be home like around 5 or 530ish. yesh. well thats all my drama for today. peace outs.
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| 01.11.04 (4:32 pm) [edit] |
[u]Ma'Ship[/u]
chorus:
you must be crazy, what you gonna do with a thug like me? im so good at being bad, im the best you never had. Your not so tight, ill make you cum all night and you cant handle me. baby.
Verse 1:
as i reflect back on what ive used and abused
and detect that i need some clues to get me through.
to those that acused me of never being true.
ill lose if i play into this game and never know the rules.
so how can i bring out the me that nobody sees?
we kept things pretty tight this far,
love without the sex and 100,000 cars.
check it,
is there a reality
of my mentality
through cliffs and valleys,
tumble down i set a new ground for jack and jill.
i knew it was only time before my rhymes would dig into my mind,
i get crazy outta line
i do my best
to never disrespect ya,
so is you down for the count,
do your hopes still amount,
to the price that we pay
to remain up in this cruical game?
call it a test.
me and you one on one breakin the ice till the water runs,
down my face here i come.
i wont quit until the job is done
as our worlds unify
an entity upon itself to spread wings and fly.
a peaceful co-existance that will surely last.
as we come forth into the depths and through the blackest hole
we can find rainbows and a pot of gold
instead of leading to compells the demonds to shatter plus mental combustion of plastics comes between those who last and those in our past.
yo,
uh,
you understand that i want a tour of whats inside
bring your safety guide before you take me on this ride, straight into the center i enter your demention,
the question is protection selected in my session.
you must be crazy to think
that you can handle me.
i try to escape the imprisionment of those defiant to me,
the epitome of your every dream you seem to think,
for interchangeable fantasies.
im on a quest and i will not rest until i break it,
well if its naked,
ill take it with the batteries and bake it,
cus i gotta get mine and you gotta get yours,
but never ending if i take it and shut the door,
so you know what nigga?
chorus repeats
[u]My Whole Life[/u]
Verse 1:
Down the hill,
through the woods to da hood,
to da trunk,
dont spill the pep-pep-si.
Ill say it once,
how U doin?
My nigga,
i figga,
you fell in a daze then come out and say
'and you for believing
the recieving
which comes to decieving of the belief
that one can make the relief
of the impossible mission which you are accountable for?'
I'm tired of feeling confused and abused
for wrongs that i've made right in the past,
now that i'm the same lasting person that you've come to love.
But you can either be my friend or my foe,
its either you love me or you hate me,
thats how the game goes.
to remain strong and to never ever say die,
its to be a soilder through rain.
imagine re-delievering from deeper within.
Chorus:
my whole life has changed as if im in a whole new world with you. you are so sweet no one can beat. (2x)
Verse 2:
But to question my ever decision,
my intentions were good.
twist the story all around and make me misunderstood.
i put my soul in every project,
my blood,
sweat and my tears.
dont underestimate me if i cant find peace of mind.
im saying good bye to hard times,
small crimes,
and felonies.
in a new beginning,
but ill never let you try to stop me,
im born to fly sky high up to the top see,
nothin to fear,
no doubts and no tears,
you can either be scared or get prepared,
im agaisnt all odds to make these moves
and take flight like me,
comin though for the world prophecy,
master of deception to over throw your interception.
im gonna make it hot,
that aint no question.
i just want to live with ease,
with tropical trees,
in 90 degrees,
please,
i've found love,
do like the birds and the bees and start a family
so see every word that i wrote
and know that i will never surrender
cause its truth that i spoke
Chorus
Bridge:
But yo lets go the 8 mile, every moment is another chance, but is love enough?
Chorus
Outro:
i keep to myself till death do us part, not somebody else.
[u]The Untouchable[/u]
Verse 1:
He the one who you never thought would do a solo LP,
yea now what thug could outsell me?
Drama comes in dozens and i know you love it
a rose is still a rose so i rose above it.
the more that they the man got a mind of his own
the less that they want a part of my throne,
it figures,
but the more they compared me to the ones that they could own,
they know they never shoulda left me alone.
im bigger,
no doubt,
money can ever get my g's up.
treat me like david blane and freeze me up.
let me up to address the issue,
im super not superfical,
spoil me,
the only statement i make in this world deep.
7 digits never under my bank account hold,
numbers like your phone numbers
plus area code.
gamble with your career go 'head chance him
see what happens with scrubs on your records deserve answers.
Chorus:
i know you fear me, its the untouchable, make yourself presentable, im listening to mysteries of the untold, oh oh, echoing inside my soul. (2x)
Verse 2:
whole bunch of names on you credit and pub,
trying to be loved.
i want 30 mil,
and a fan club.
what you got signed for i spent on some rugs,
dvds and tvs,
and thats just in the car.
boaderline genuis,
scientists swear by me,
imagine enstien in eminems body.
gave you auditions,
they say im a gymnist in business,
my summer saults sort you positions,
waste not,
want not,
i dont want your nothin.
on top,
im hot,
not discussion.
im a diva,
teacher,
here when it started,
ill be here when it changed.
start more careers than quince jones,
other rap artist acting funny since hes home,
do it again and again,
expect him to,
TWO you expect me to respect you to?
Chorus
[u]Good-Bye Love[/u] (its not rap its a sad love song)
Verse 1:
im sad cuz your leaving,
you cant go,
you're my best friend,
im sure gonna miss you.
i always think about you,
i cant believe that its true that now i have to see you leave.
Near the door he paused to stand,
as he took his classring off her hand.
All who were watching didnt care to speak as a silent tear ran down his cheek,
and through his mind the memories ran of the moments they walked in the sand,
but now her eyes were terribly cold.
They watched in silence as he bent near and whispered the words....i love you... in her ear,
he touched her face and started to cry as he put on his ring and wanted to die!
and just then the wind began to blow as they lowered her casket into the ground.
but what happend?
Chanelle you called me that night,
asked me if i wanted to go to a halloween party where all of our friends would be,
so i agreed.
you picked me up at 7,
my parents told me to have fun and told you i had to be home by 1.
we walked out of the house never knowing it would be the last time i saw you.
so we went to the party,
everyone was drinkin',
including you and i,
i told you to take me home,
you said later,
so i told you i would find another ride.
you and Andrew got into a fight and we all left in seperate cars.
you were speeding way over the linit,
you went around a curve in the rain and lost control of the wheel.
you crashed and rolled over.
we caught up and stopped.
you know you have crashed,
you've been thrown,
the dashboard is shattered,
the windshield is smashed,
minutes like hours.
your in trecherous pain that washed your senses,
the screams around you are faint to your ears,
its us,
as life flashed before you,
your hopes and your fears.
your mind starts to go dark as it falls peice by peice.
ill tell your parents that you love them and to put "daddy's Girl" on your grave.
and then you slip into darkness,
the pain has finally ceased as you close your eyes for them never to be opened again.
although we say good bye love today,
you will always be with our minds, hearts and souls.
You are and forever will be beautiful and pure.
we smile when we think of you,
even if we cry.
you have given us reason to be strong,
wise and responsible.
you will always be remembered.
we will see you in the afterlife love.
we love you always and unconditionally.
Im gonna miss you,
im gonna miss you girl,
forever.
Outro:
we personally do not believe in death, you know, we believe in transformation for a better lack of words, we do believe that there is an afterlife.
Good-Bye Love was written by my D. and inspired by Chanelle Robin "Love" RodReguiz who died instantly in a car accident from a blow to the head when she was thrown out the windshield.
Friends dont let friends drive drunk or without seat belts, we should have stopped her but it was too late, she was already driving away, so we just followed her.
RIP Chanelle.
We love you!
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| 01.11.04 (3:07 pm) [edit] |
so yea. i woke up today and someone from laska's house yelled at me cus i was talking to her sn, i mean its like damn yo relax all you had to do was say that she wasnt on at the time when i first imed you insteada letting me send 4 or 5 ims. lol fuckin people yo.
then my mom had to have gotten her monthly cus i have her pains. yesh. i got her stomach pains, thats real good. why do i get her sympathy pains for.
well i did go to pick up my 30" rims for my benz:) thats about the only good thing thats happend to me today so far. oh man i LOVE SOUNDTRAX!! man i walk up in there and they know me by name, its awesome. i get employee discounts cus im known so well there. i've been goin there every friday since i was 16 and had my first car. so they know me all too well. i get free stuff from the owner and shit its awesome. and to all you haters out there YOUR JUST JEALOUS!!!!
my daughter Keillie started school again after the break she couldnt be happier she really loves school. of course we all know why.
ehh so i dunno. people are just kinda annoying this week and i dont know why. some kid flipped out on me, i collided with some asshole named travis cus he likes to fuck girls and leave em, he looked upon me like i was a little kid but infact hes the one acting like a little kid, im the more mature one, i stopped talking to him after i proved my point. but he didnt seem to care. he'll get his when he comes home with 3 stds and wonders y.
but yea, besides that i dunno. people just get one my nerves, i am happier than i was last night, laska tried to make me happy but she kept me up a lot later than i expected to be up seeing how as i need 10 or more hours of sleep and only got like 7. so im dead tired.
umm ok heres a song by Tyrese and i think it pretty much tells how i was when i first met Laska.
[u]Sweet Lady[/u]
Verse 1:
Sweet lady would you be my sweet love for a lifetime I'll be there when you need me just call and receive me Now any other day I would play it cool But I ant now cause I want you See I'm hooked on how you flex your style and I wanna talk for a little while I never really seen your type but I must admit that I kinda like so maybe if you have the time we could talk about you being my
Chours:
Sweet lady would you be my sweet love for a lifetime
I'll be there when you need me just call and receive me
Sweet lady would you be my sweet love for a lifetime
I'll be there when you need me just call and receive me
Verse 2:
Now on the regular I would waste time but I don't want to
cuz you're so damn fine and I heard that you were taken
but that don't have to stop you from makin late night phone calls on the telephone about your fantasies and ways to get it on when you need me I will be there for you my sweet lady
bridge:
Say you will be baby say you will be my lady I've got to have all your love so I wont even front just say you'll give it to me don't wanna hear the maybe's and I will give you all my heart if you say you'll be my baby
Chorus fade out...
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| 01.10.04 (3:19 pm) [edit] |
so yea. today i had to do some things for my mom. i went shopping for her and the cashier yelled at me! for no reason. i told her that she was ringing up food that wasnt mine, because the old bitch didnt put the divider down so she just kept ringing. and she yelled at me. then she gave me back the wrong change! so i went up and asked to speak to the manager and i complained to him about her.
well yea the other things i had to do today werent so bad. i went to rehearsal and that was fun, i had a lot of fun there:).
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| 01.10.04 (7:12 am) [edit] |
anywho, hmm im not all that happy today and laska isnt trying at all. i dunno. shes always like that though. but i do feel a lil better.
im not gonna be home for 6 hours today. argh! yesh from 12-6. fuckin people yo, fuckin rehearsals yo, fuckin runnings yo. fuck you all!
im out. peace.
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| a fuckin cadillac pimp hea! |
| 01.09.04 (3:40 pm) [edit] |
oh man i leave in an hour cus i gotta go get my ring, yesh. i cant wait! i want my motha fuckin ring!
well nothin much happen today. i got minutes on my phone and went to the bank and work, and yea.
i was talkin to laska on the phone last night and it was pretty much just getting good until i ran outta minutes lol:( that sucks and she kept asking me what? cus shes blonde and doesnt listen to me. yep but thats just laska. shes blonde. but i love her.
well umm heres how a fuckin cadillac pimp rolls:)
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| 01.08.04 (12:53 pm) [edit] |
yea im hungry, anthony is in the process of making us baked ziti as a sort of surprise for my mom when she gets home for an hour before she has to leave to go to the hospital. so yea, she gotta go to work tonight after working all day. but hey as long as she loves what shes doin right? yea anywho i can smell it cooking and im mad hungry. well love sucks yet once again. yesh. it always sucks. :) jokin love.
lol
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| 01.07.04 (2:17 pm) [edit] |
i love laska.
well last night about 12am i went to the movies after i woke up. i promised laska that i was gonna come back on but i fell asleep, then i woke up i went to the movies. lol. i saw the only movie that wasnt sold out at the time which was 'cheaper by the dozen'. ohh yea that was fun.
when i got home i went to bed and then got up this morning and went to work. i was only at work for about 4 hours before my boss had to leave cus of a doctors app. i was like im not gonna stay here if shes gone. so i left to come home. but a little before i had to restart the work computer so i told laska that i would be right back well be right back turned into an hour later when i got home. so yea. i had an ok day.
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| 01.05.04 (4:01 pm) [edit] |
[u]Then Ya Gone[/u]
Intro:
Well, well, well, well, hello baby. For one day you here adn then you're gone.
Rap
I'm waking up to another day its amazing,
Its getting crazy.
Thats why i wonder how i keep escaping touchin that pain and maybe,
its just my prayers be,
as in the strange ways stuck in a strange mane,
cuase if yo hood like my hood,
then you get fucked up,
cause the world is a ghetto.
Everyday you get locked up,
so gone none,
get ya hustle on,
get ya struggles gone.
For one day you here,
then the next day you're gone.
Chorus
One day you're here baby, and then you're gone. Then the next day you're gone.
Verse 1
You gotta live everyday as if it was your last one, i'm glad i told you i love you so much before you died, i knew you couldnt and wouldnt be here for very long, see one minute you're here, and the next day you're gone.
Chorus
Talking:
See what i need, for ya'll to know that living life, can come and go you gotta face reality i want the world to sing with me.
Verse2
Sometimes the world that we live in dont seem so fair or forgiving. See these streets are hard to survive in cuz all day we see people dying, and i pray that one day we all see that life aint promised to you and life aint promised to me, never forget this and be clear, we dont know how long we gon' be here.
Chorus
[u]Promises[/u]
Intro:
Yeah.. Whatchyall wanna do?.. At you one more time know what I mean? But this time, you aint gonna be makin no more promises
Chorus:
Don't make promises that you cannot keep Don't say things that you don't really mean Don't make promises (To me) that you cannot keep Don't say things that you don't really mean
Verse 1:
I gave you the world and you tried to give it back tell me what is going on there was nothing wrong with you lovin' me right back then I turned around and you're gone You told me that your love was real and I and I believed you I believed you now I'm convinced that we don't feel the same cause you're so far away, and I miss my baby so..
Chorus
Verse 2
There's no other girl who I'd let take advantage
of all my time and energy You claimed you loved me girl
then you creep behind my back I thought we were meant to be You told me that your love was real and now and I believed you, I believed you now I'm convinced that we don't feel the same and you're so far away, and I miss my baby so..
Chorus
Rap
Yo yo you got me heated
but I stay undefeated cause I
can't take the bull what
what cha gon do
what I brings it on
forget the clones it's all bout me
now I'm showing off getting off
blowing freaking minds off
you're pretty
don't make me flip
'cause you're slippin'
intermission
I'm ever ready
serving whippings it's like - oh no what you lying bout D.L. - is all out
you can't get with it
so quit you're illigit
no doubt bout it word is bond
I'm lethal can't nothing get past me but weak skon
I remain jiggy with the illiest flow
so niggas wise up and act like you know
you tried to play me D ain't havin it
AJ aint havin it
so sing your song make em never forget
don't promise if you can't deliver
how you figure
now i'm steaming I got you tripping
in your scheme- what
Chorus
[u]Why?[/u]
Intro:
Here come another one, uh
Verse 1
I know things ain't work out for you and me But don't worry 'bout my child Cause I'm gonna take care of him baby But I can't keep coming around breaking you off
Cause it breaks my heart when we make love And ain't no love involved
Chorus:
Why should we screw? If we can't get along What's the point in gettin' it on You know that it's wrong When all we do is sweep it under the wrong What's the point when we touch If we're no longer in love
Verse 2:
This makes no sense to do what we do Cause baby I've been moved on And I know you got someone knew
Said we promised each other we wouldn't make this a sexual thing Cause it feels good, while we bang But when it's over You know we be fighting again
Chorus
Verse 3:
Why - tell me why it seems to be The only time you work with me Is when we're between the sheets When I'm working your body That's when we get along But when you put your clothes back on We're back to the same old song We got it all wrong
Breakdown
Chorus
[u]It Aint My Fault That You're A Dog[/u]
Rap 1
If you my dawg let me hear you bark
it aint my fault that the thought that hit your heart split you apart
you should've kept your guard
Trying to play it hard
last night pulled up in a black lex in a yard
talking all that rah rah
you gonna murder me
you got the wrong conspiracy
this aint kennedy
jealousy get your no where wait and see
you want a wish you better I dream a genie
Verse 1:
yo all i left there was a broken heart and a bunch of lies that i told her and i bounced before the sheets were warm see I'm the type to love them and leave them for no reason I'll be out the door i don't catch feelings cuz my heart is cold see I'm that brother that your mother tried to warn you bout but you just had to try it now you crying on yo mamas couch you put your heart in the fire
baby it burned up so heres a little story bout a lesson you should learn from
Chorus 1
It aint my fault that I'm a dog I've been in love before
But me I picked the apple that was rotting to the core
I put the world at her feet she kicked it in the dirt Now I won't fall in love cuz i end up gettin hurt It aint my fault that I'm a dog I've been in love before But the trust i had in women as been thouroughly destroyed I put the world at her feeet she kicked it in the dirt Now I won't fall in love cause i end up getting hurt
Verse 2:
Well first of all it aint my fault that the chick broke your heart if you was hurt you should have told me from the start instead of sending me the flowers all that candy and the gucci shit on the phone for hours gasing me like I'm some groupy bitch I've been hurt to but that dont mean I'd hurt you never did i burn you or run you like some do now look what we've come to it's young and it's stupid how you blaming all of us for one chick that was rooking
Chorus 2
It aint my fault that your a dog I've been in love before
But you you put the apple that was rotting to the core
i put the world at your feet you kicked it in the dirt now I won't show no love cause i'll end up getting hurt it aint my fault that your a dog I've been in love before But the trust I have in men has been thouroughly destroyes I put the world at your feet you kicked it in the dirt now i won't show no love cuz I'll end up getting hurt
Rap 2:
I thought you was a angel God sent to me
must have be,
but the memory of our love burned like a rub burned
but a thug learned never put your heart in a flame
be a part of the game
play smart in the game
but I was young back then
dumb back then
but nowadays how I plays not the same
controlling these games I know it cant do the pain
so dont come cry to me
lie to me
these days these women just leave you bustin pennyless stuck with no benifits
fucking for benjamins suckers like guinea pigs thinking
they innocent
if I let them in again
I may never win again like the Bulls with no Jordon
i'm pimpin it
so when no love strong enough for me to be steppin in
where the booga basement love dont win for no more baby face it
Chorus 1
Chorus 2
[u]So Many Things[/u]
Verse 1:
I don't understand why you had to go I guess I'll never know Life seems so hard Since you went your way, There's still some things I got to say Even though I'm all alone I know you want me to be strong Standing tall admist the rain Without you life just ain't the same
Chorus:
There are so many things I'd like to ask you And there are so many things I still don't know And there are so many things I'd like to ask you Still yet so many things I will never know
Verse 2:
If there was anyway I could see your face again I'd give my own life Only you can ease my pain And if I could turn back the hands of time It would take me just a moment To tell you what's on my mind Even though I'm all alone I know you want me to be strong Standing tall admist the rain Without you life just ain't the same
Chorus
Verse 3
Sometimes I sit and wonder, "Will we ever meet again?"
But wherever life may lead You'll always have a friend in need
[u]The Only One I Trust[/u]
Verse 1:
It was two weeks before my son's birthday D.T's ringing my bell
(Ma'am we need to ask a few questions)
They told me the rain would go down anyday If I was smart I wouldn't tell
(no no)
It was all over him Your my boyfriend the criminal
He was caught up in the game And the FBI warned if I didn't go along They'd make sure I never saw my son or my boyfriend again But how could I just turn him in?
(Ma'am if you don't help us, you'll never see your son again. Trust me) He would always tell me
Chorus:
I know your afraid But you can't leave me now Lean on my shoulder Soon it'll be over I'm trying to build our future I'm doing this for us Your the only one I love
The only one I trust
Verse 2:
I'd been with him for about 4 years and I swear He gave me anything I could dream
(anything)
But the life that he lived was a nightmare I swear Wasn't clean he was blinded by the cream All the murderous capers, the trips to Las Vegas Making millions from papers must say
(nasty money)
Stuck in my head like a song, sorry sin I knew every wrong And if I don't go along, I'd never see my family again
(no no no)
(hmmm)
(hey hey hey)
(So whats it gonna be?)
(I know my rights)
(One phone call from me and your son's going to a foster home. Answer the question)
(I don't have to answer shit)
He would also tell me
(tell me yeah)
Chorus
Verse 3:
It was Saturday evening, we were home watching TV
He looked in my eyes I wanted to cry
(oh)
My son ran to hug him, he kissed him goodnight How could I do this, could I do this? But I knew he would die
FED's rushed the door, yelled 'everyone on the floor'
My man pulled his arms and started to fight He was a shoulder of cause in a war he couldn't win But without him I'm lost So I stood by his side and went down with him Oh No no no no No no no nooo
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Oh Oooooh
Outro:
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...
[u]Floyd High Anthem[/u]
Verse 1:
They just gave up on our entire generation So we were all pushed to the side cuz we didn't see the world through our teachers eyes When all we needed was a little bit of motivation But because we wore our pants saggin' y'all labelled us gangstas And said we wasn't worth the time There are so many things I never asked you There are so many things I still don't know There are so many things you never told me And still so many things that I will never know and why, cuz I went to Floyd High
Chorus:
We don't need your education We don't want no pacifier
We are the leaders of your nation We're gonna make sure the world survives There ain't no justice there's just us What happened to the meaning of "in God we trust"
So as we get older and our children grow up We ain't gonna teach them what y'all showed us
Verse 2:
A school with more drop outs than sign-ups at registration And the pregnancy rate is at an all-time high, we all know why Now you would think the classroom's the place for mental stimulation But it's some brothers outside sellin' that stuff, that'll really stimulate your mind,
(talk about gettin' high)
There are so many things you never showed me, There are too many things you let slip by, How can I face a world that doesn't know me A world that doesn't care whether I live or die, And why, cuz I go to Floyd High
Chorus
Verse 3:
There's too many babies dyin' before they're born
(Lord ain't that the truth)
Too many young ladies cryin' with a daddy in the house but not a father in the home
(now y'all know there's a difference)
And what about all our young soldiers being led astray (by this negative music)
What happened to the Isaac Hayes, and the Curtis Mayfield's and all the Marvin Gayes? Man we really need 'em today And there were so many things that needed explaining But you said it was too late for me to learn You were suppose to be my shelter when it was rainin' But instead you left me out here all alone, so I gotta make it on my own
Chorus
Verse 4:
For people who did believe, what we could do to change our future, you knew the world was in our hands, help build them strong so they can withstand, all the pressures, all the war, all the prejudice, and the others who were sure we couldn't fight the stress in life, for those of you who didn't believe us, listen to my words for you, listen to your children sing to you
Chorus
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| 01.05.04 (12:28 pm) [edit] |
damn i went out with my friends last night for 3 hours. it was around 3-6. we were playing with our bb guns and i had to bring along my daughter. well this guy didnt think it was a good idea for me to be playing with a bb gun around my daughter so he threw something at my head and it hit me. well my daughter went right up to him and said 'you fuckin mexican thats my daddy that you knocked his block off now im gonna have to fuck you up you fuckin mexican bastard!' and she kicked him right in his balls. she came back and passed me and shes like 'all done daddy'. im like 'huh?' my mouth dropped and so did everyone elses mouth to that was around. i couldnt connect the two, i dont know what i was more shocked about what she did or what she said. i didnt teach her any of that.
well that guy was mexican and he recovered and comes up to me and points a gun at my face and tells me to back up, so i did but what he didnt know was i had my bb gun now in my back pocket and he was like 'just for that someone is gonna die!' im like shit. so he goes to shoot me and in the same way i sense it kinda and and i fall to the ground grabbing my friend kevin along with me and i shoot this guy with my bb gun right in the chest, i mean that seems like soemthing right outta a movie. we got the hell outta there real quick.
laska you should be happy that its not involing drugs right?
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| ooh yea. not good. |
| 01.04.04 (1:46 pm) [edit] |
well yea. me and my mom went food shopping today and we got home i was supposed to be talking to laska right now. but no shes on but shes not on you know what im saying.
well yea well we got home and my mom found out her truck is missing. my brother took my mom truck, hes only 16! he only has a PERMIT! im like oh shit! my mom is still flipping out, he has a cell phone but he doesnt have it on him. he left it at home. my mom is gonna call the cops soon. i NEVER did anything like that EVER! i mean i've done other things but nothing like this. i've had permission to use my moms truck/cars or whatever. but i also have a lisence. this sucks he's gonna come home and hes gonna get his ass kicked so bad!
lol. my brother is dead meat literally. my sister blames all this shit on me. ive never done nothing like that before. he aint following in my footsteps thats fo sho.:)
well yea. thats all fo now. lol. im about to bounce ya'll. GOTS TO GO GET SOMETHING TO EAT!!!!!! woohoo.
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| would you believe this one? |
| 01.03.04 (7:49 pm) [edit] |
my mom decided to try those crest white strips so i was whatever. she made me go out and by them for her, she made me pick her up two boxes of them. well she paid me back for them. then next thing i know shes like 'andrew come try these with me' im like 'uhh no'. im sorry but she wanted them and now she can try them by herself, cus im not gonna put anything in my mouth without first seeing if they work or not. besides my teeth are naturally white as is. ok maybe not as white as u know johnny depp white teeth but they're white and shiny. ok? aight. i like my white teeth. lol. anyway enough about that.
Laska's mom is on her way home so that means laska should be online and able to talk to me in about 10 minutes or so. seeing as how its only 1032pm now. so yea. hmmm.....she told me to listen to this song but i cant listen to it because i saved the link and then went back to it today and it didnt bring me to the same site, i was like oook. so laska wont be too happy about that when i tell her she'll just have to send it to me again or link me again. cus the link was unavailable. :roll: so yea. enough about that.
my daughter keillie was bending my arm and im like 'my arm dont bend that way!' she like took my arm and was bending it back and to the right and im like 'my arm dont go that way that hurts' then she ran outta the room and started to laugh and came back in and stuck her tongue out at me. i was like 'oook' shes weird and laska says im wierd. but in a way thats true cus im a big kid in some ways. hey i like toysrus do u have a problem with that one? good i didnt think so. lol. :D
hmm was there anything else that i needed to put up in here tonight? oh yea one more thing. the song!
[u]This Is How It Works[/u]
Verse 1
Not everbody knows just how to do it
Some just learn it on the way
Once you get it right, ain't nothin to it
If you wanna get it right, you gotta learn to pace
Pre-chorus
Make it smooth, take your time
Make it groove, in, out, in
Make it last
Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss my ---
Ah, ah, ah
Chorus
This is how it works
Wrap your hands around my body
This is how it works
Go due south
This is how it works
Melt yourself into my body
This is how it works
Kiss my mouth
Verse 2
Some guys think they know the answers
Everybody knows how to make you scream
If most guys took time out their fantasies
Maybe we could stop our make believe
Repeat Pre-chorus
Repeat Chorus
Rap 1
Ready, set, go
You don't have to know
We can take forever, learn together any flow
Touch me slow, watch it grow
Kiss the tip, gently flow, be my ho and take the show
We can watch it in slow-mo, when the sweet and low drips
Don't forget to let me wet my finger tips
Write love letters back and forth across your lips
Spread your hips, count to eighty, eighty ways, eighty trips
Repeat Pre-chorus while:
Rap 2
One time for you mind
Two times if ya tense baby, let it unwind
Three counts, let it bounce
To the mothafuckin' ounce
Here we go, now you know 4th down
Let it flow back around, come on
Kiss my, kiss my, mm-wah
Repeat Chorus
breakdown
Is the way it works (yeah, yeah)
Is the way it works
Is the way it works (yeah, yeah)
This is how you melt my body
Repeat Pre-chorus while:
breakdown
Is the way it works (yeah, yeah)
Is the way it works
Is the way it works (yeah, yeah)
This is how you melt my body
Repeat pre-chorus and chorus (simultaneously) to fade while rap 2 repeats 2x
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| 01.02.04 (8:00 pm) [edit] |
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our last show was cancelled so we went home. i still got 2g's. so its all good. there werent enough people there for our last show. but we still had a blast. laska is still blonde but yea. d got her verse right! woohoo. i was like damn! she looks good and she got her verse right. what kinda sucked though we were all in one hotel room we were all pilled on my bed watching tv i ended up falling asleep sometime i got off here cus i was waiting for the blonde one to come on and she didnt. and when i woke up the next morning i had this face next to me it was d. i was like DAMN!!!! i hate waking up to people int he same bed as me esp when they werent supposed to sleep in my bed int he first place! lol. so yea. its bad enough keillie does it to me all the time, cus daddys bed is lumpy as she calls is. lol its a waterbed what do you expect lol. so ye ame gon go cus the blonde one, maybe i should call her by her name?, nah the blonde one only got a 1/2 hour to stay on. well peace outs!
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