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well now
03.31.04 (7:54 am)   [edit]
well this morning was going great until i got pulled over by a cop for doing 65mph in a 40mph zone. so yea that went well, the cop also found a bag full of narcotics under the seat that was kinda sticking out from under the seat. so all in all i didnt get a ticket for anything. i showed them my FBI card and told them that i was in a hurry to get to my next scene because my partner was in trouble and i had to drop the narcotics off at 7th precent. well that worked wonders because she let me off and just gave me a warning and told me that i should have my blue light or my red and white light on flashing to let people know that way im not an endangerment to other drivers. lol. im great. i get away with murder. its awesome.
well the next thing is that Amanda said that she was gonna dump me in her blog but she said it was a "may be" type of thing. so i dunno. she gave me all the "i love you and i dont wanna break up, i dont wanna put two years down the drain" type of stuff. so again i have no idea. again i maybe foolish in keeping her but yea. dont say that i am cus prolly im only gon get hurt again in the end like always. she'll prolly be pissed when she reads this but hey its how i feel you know. so i dunno.
however today im not gonn have a random song cus yea im at school. and this computer sucks cus i cant get into my buddylist on aim cus they have a pop up blocker. fuckin computers. well its almost 11am and i gotta go soon soon....OH AND WHAT?! i got my buddylist without going through that whole pop up blocker bullshit. and still no one is on. oh well. yesh. maybe i will try to find a random song for ya'll to enjoy for today. hold up lemme see what i have got in store.
haha i got a good one. well here is your random song of the day.

[u]My Band[/u]
By: D-12

Intro:
I don't know dude... I think everyone's all jealous and shit cuz I'm like the lead singer of a band dude... And I think everyone's got a fuckin problem with me dude... And they need to take it up with me after the show... Because...

Chorus:
These chicks don't even know the name of my band... But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands... Cuz once I blow they know that i'll be the man... All because I'm the lead singer of my band...

Verse 1:
So I get off stage right and drop the mic
Walk up to the hot chicks and I'm all like
"What's up ladies, my name's Slim Shady"
I'm the lead singer in D12 baby
They're all like "Oh my god it's him"
"Becky oh my fuckin' god it's Eminem"
"I swear to fuckin god dude you fuckin rock"
"Please won't you please let me suck your cock"
And by now the rest of the fellas get jealous
Especially when I drop the beat and do my acapellas
All the chicks start yellin', all the hot babes
Throw their bras and their shirt and their panties on stage
So like every single night they pick a fight with me
But when we fight it's kinda like sealin rivalry
Cuz they're back on stage the next night with me
Dude I just think you're tryna steal the light from me
Yesterday Kuniva tried to pull a knife on me
Cause I told him Jessica Alba's my wife to be
This rock star shit, it's the life for me
And all the other guys just despise me be

Chorus

Verse 2
You just wanna see a nigga backwards don't you
Hey dad how come we don't rap on proto
Smash these vocals and do a performance
But we in the van and he in a tour bus
You don't want my autograph, yous a liar
And no I'm Swift (oh I thought you was Kuniva)
What the hell is wrong with that dressing room
Cuz my shit is lookin smaller than a decimal
See I know how to rap, see it's simple but
All I did was read a Russell Simmons book
So I'm more intect, tryna get on the map
Doin' jumpin jacks whilin' get whipped on my back

Verse 3:
Look at Em little punk ass thinkin' he the shit
Yeah I know man find himself takin on a flick
Hey I thought we had an interview with DJ Clue
(No I had an interview not you two)
You gonna be late for soundcheck
Man I ain't goin' to soundcheck
But our mics are screwed up and his always sound best
You know what man I'ma say somethin
Hey yo Em
(You got somethin to say?!)
Man no
I thought you bout to tell him off, what's up
Man I'ma tell him when I feel like it, man shut up
And you ain't even back me up when we s'posed to be crew
When I was bout to talk right after you
I swear, I swear man

Chorus

Verse 4:
They say the lead singers rock, but the group does not
Once we sold out arenas to the amusement park
I'm gonna let the world know that proof is hot
I should cut his mic off when the musics starts
Ready to snap on a dumbass fan
Every time i hear (Hey dude I love your band)
We ain't a band bitch we don't play instruments
So why he get 90 and we only get 10 percent
And these guys they can find every area code
(Proof carry my bag)
Bitch carry your own
Can't make it to the stage, security in my way
(Who the fuck are you? Where's Obie and Dre?!)

Verse 5:
***dammit I'm sick of this group
Time for me to go solo and make some loop
I told you I made the beats and wrote all the raps
Till Kon Artis slipped me some crack
Lose Yourself video I was in the back
Superman video I was in the back
Fuck the media, I got some suggestions
Fuck Marshall, ask us the questions
Like who's D12, how we get started
(What about Eminem?)
Bitch are you retarded?
Anyway I'm the popularest guy in the group
Big ass stomache, bitches think I'm cute
50 told me to do situps to get buff
I did two and a half and then I couldn't get up
Fuck D12, I'm outta this band
I'm gonna start a group with the real Roxanne

Verse 6:
Girl why cant you see your the only one for me and it just tares my ass apart to know that you dont know my band...

Chorus

Outro:
The hottest boy band in the world... D12!
I'm the lead singer of my band, I get all the girl's to take off their underpants And the lead singer of my band, my salsa Makes all the pretty girl's wanna dance My salsa, look out for my next single, it's called My Salsa... My salsa, salsa, salsa, salsa, my salsa Makes all the pretty girls wanna dance And take off their underpants My salsa makes all the pretty girls wanna dance And take off their underpants, my salsa (Where'd everybody go?)
 
ehh well work?
03.29.04 (11:21 am)   [edit]
yesh im at work. im not supposed to be on this site. lol. im actually supposed to be doin work. but i just got in and i have more than enough time to do all my work and get it done by 7 before i go home. well its 201pm and i just got in like 2 hours ago. 12. lol. and i havent started anything. oh well.
well heres some news you might be interested in. Amanda has dumped me again. its just she blames everything on me and says i blame everything on her. im like yea right. if ive hurt her more times than she can remember shes done the same to me with her grandpa dying then cheating on me and i could go on but im not. im not takin her back no more. fuck it. she dumps me and then a few weeks later shes running back to me, not happening again. fuck it this time. ive had enough with that shit. she says to put the past in the past but she keeps bringing it up. she says i lie to her and shit. im never around. im sorry if i have a life on the weekends that i wanna hang with my friends for a 3 or 4 day weekend. she pretty much sees me on here monday thru thursday sometimes on friday. but once friday comes im outta here. i go on a party spree for the weekend. cus i dont have time anymore to go out during the week and be home on weekends for her. im liek get outta here. i dont need that. FUCK IT!
anywho random song of the day. of course.


[u]Invisible Man[/u]
By: 98 Degrees

Verse 1:
You can hardly wait to tell all your friends How his kisses taste sweet like wine And how he always makes your heart skip a beat Every time he walks by And if you're feeling down He'll pick you up He'll hold you close when
you're makin' love He's everything you've been dreaming of Oh baby

Chorus:
I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes
lookin' deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby to you all I am Is the invisible man

Verse 2:
You probably spend hours on the phone Talkin' 'bout nothing at all It doesn't matter what the conversation
Just as long as he called Lost in a love so real And so sincere You wipe away each other's tears Your face lights up whenever he appears

Chorus

Breakdown:
I see you all the time baby The way you look at him I wish it was me sweetheart Boy I wish it was me But I guess I'll never be...

Chorus
 
ahh well today is goin good.
03.26.04 (11:50 am)   [edit]
yesh it is. well tonight im hangin with the fellas so i wont be around tonight. and ill be hanging with the fellas all weekend so i prolly wont be around either.
trouble in paradise? yep if you say so. theres always trouble in paradise esp. here, if you're me you're always in trouble. no matter what kind you're getting slammed with something. but its soo much fun though i cant give up the lifestyle.
paradise is great for the most part though. although you have the money hungry bastards that want you done and out and aint nobody takin me under. not happening. i dont go down period. i go up in the ranks.
well you prolly have no idea what im talkin about you can leave comments if you want to know the answers lol. or you think you know what im talkin about but honestly you think you know but you have no idea.
random song of the day.

[u]I'll Never Break Your Heart[/u]
By: Backstreet Boys

Intro:
Baby, I know you're hurting Right now you feel like you could never Love again Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

Verse 1:
From the first day That I saw your smiling face Honey, I knew that we would Be together forever

Verse 2:
Ooh when I asked you out You said no but I found out Darling that you'd been hurt You felt like you'd never love again I deserve a try honey just once Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong

Verse 3:
You walked in, you were so quick to judge But honey he's nothing like me

Chorus:
I'll never break your heart I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie (2x)

Verse 4:
As time goes by You will get to know me A little more better Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby

Verse 5:
And I (I) know you're afraid (know you're afraid) To let your feelings show (feelings show) And I understand Girl, it's time to let go (girl, it's time to let go because) I deserve a try (try) honey Just once (once) Give me a chance (chance) and I'll prove this all wrong (wrong you walked)

Verse 6:
You walked in, you were so quick to judge (quick to judge) But honey he's nothing like me Darling why can't you see

Chorus (2x)

Bridge:
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry) I swear (Oh I, oh I, I swear) No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)

Chorus (3x)
 
im doin a lil better
03.25.04 (11:29 am)   [edit]
yea im doin better as long as i dont see anything in the paper about my friends. im not going to the wake or the funeral, i cant live through seeing that one again you know. so yea.
my mom is still bitching. of course shes always bitching. she was yelling at my sister for something or another today. something about sex. lol. ooh boy. hate it when my mom gets like that and screams those things. i came home and left already.
well i talked to d and her dad is still kinda mad about her dropping that class but i guess he's getting over it right? so yea. d and her boyfriend cornell have been together a month. i think she said a month was tuesday. im like damn yo. when was i supposed to be imformed about this? that went by mad fast. it seems like just last week she was telling me shes dating him. she seems really happy with him. as long as shes happy you know.
well im not really sure theres anything else to say. well heres your random song of the day.

[u]I'm A Dog[/u]
By: Kid Rock

Verse 1:
See me ride across the country with my shotty ridin' shotgun Got slimmys on my jimmy with magnums rockin' platinum Wig's dig this, the fuckin' police know I see 'em So I'm headin' up to Reno like a geo and I'll great 'em Free my mind of lifes inconsistencies You got a lot but yo you can't get these Free my mind of lifes inconsistencies I had enough and you can swing on these 

Chorus:
Cause I'ma dog baby See me ride across the country 
I'ma dog bitch Big suitcase full of money I'ma dog mamma And I'm rollin' El Camino I'ma D-D-D dog 

Verse 2:
Drop top continental with a suicide see me ride You by my side big girl, yo we will never die I'll be your Hollywood eyes and send you swingin' baby Bring it home to pappa and Rock gonna make it jingle baby 
It's a God damn shame people they look at me But I know in the end you givea fuck about me And that's the reason I spit fire That's the reason I'ma set your ass on fire, fire I shoulda never left the bottle And if they want the truth then tell them bitches i shot 'em 

Chorus

Verse 3:
Yeah..can ya, can ya, can ya feel it now? Freedom or death, nothin' left to do but fill it up Tripple X eyes of lust and you need to give it up Live it up sucker cause they're sayin' my days are numbered Who wants to live long anyway I'm goin' out with a blast Gettin' some ass, smokin' grass, leavin' all my cash for my little boy You wouldn't understand, you dont know where I come from 
hey yeah yeah 

Chorus

Outro:
I'ma dog baby 
I'ma dog baby 
I'ma dog baby
 
4 die in the worst car crash in 20 years
03.24.04 (1:39 pm)   [edit]
yep thats right four of my friends died in a car crash late sunday night and found monday morning. heres the newspaper artcles to explain more.

DIX HILLS, N.Y. (AP) _ A car carrying four young people streaked off a Long Island highway into some dense woods, killing everyone aboard, police said. "It's probably one of the worst accidents I've seen in 20 years," Larry Feld, assistant chief of the Dix Hills Fire Department, told Newsday for Monday editions. A passing driver spotted the wrecked car and bodies Sunday at about 7:30 a.m. off the westbound lanes of the Northern State Parkway. The car _ which had split in two _ was buried under leaves and a fallen maple
tree about 200 feet from the road. "You could tell they had been there awhile," Feld told The New York Times for Monday editions. "The car was cold." Sunday morning, an off-duty detective spotted the wreckage of
Ceparano's car. State police said that all four died after Ceparano's car missed a curve on the Northern State Parkway and spun off into the woods. Investigators are continuing to examine the crash, the cause of which
appears to have been excessive speed. The exact time of the accident was not immediately known, although
police theorize it happened sometime before sunrise. Also unclear was whether the occupants had been drinking and where they had been going. A statement issued by the state police said a preliminary investigation showed that because of "the extent of the damage to the vehicle, it is believed that it had been operating at a very high rate of speed." The victims, all from Long Island, were identified as Victor Ceparano,
23, of Farmingdale, the driver; Kyle Hurd, 19, of Coram; his brother, Brendan, 20, of Farmingdale; and Erika J. Lane, 19, of Yaphank. Lane and Brendan Hurd had been dating, police said.
yep. amanda's all pissed off but what the hell does she expect four of my friends died, ive known all for about 6 years. im stressed and depressed. and i just dont need her flipping out on me for no reason. thats all.
i send my condolences to the families and friends of the crash victims. there are pictures check out http://www.newsday.com/news/l...,0,6961938.story is you want to see pictures
this is my sorry for 2004.

[u]Sorry 2004[/u]
By: Ruben Studdard


I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Verse 1:
It's like I missed a shot, It's like I dropped the ball. (Man I'm Sorry) It's like I'm on stage, and I forget the words. (Damn, I'm sorry) It's like building a new house, with no roof and no doors. (Damn, I'm sorry) It's like trying to propose, and I ain't got the ring. (Oooh damn I'm sorry)
But girl I've apologized a million times before. (I'll apologize a million more) So here it comes again for all the wrong I've done. (so get ready babe) Here's one million one.

Chorus
This is my sorry for 2004. And I ain't gonna mess up no more, this year. I'm 'a take this one chance, and make it real clear. I'm sorry (for May) and I'm sorry (for June)  sorry (for July) in case I don't tell you. August, September, October, November 'till your December. I'm Sorry. (I'm sorry 2004)

Verse 2:
It's like stayin' out at night, and way too much to drink. (Damn, I'm sorry) It's like you change your hair, and I don't say a thing. (Damn I'm sorry) It's like your fallin' back to sleep, with no kiss and before we hear. (Damn I'm sorry) It's like I forgot your gift, on 02 14 03. (Damn. So sorry!) But girl I've apologized a million times before. (I'll apologize a million more) So here it comes again for all the wrong I've done. (so get ready babe) Here's one million one.

Chorus

Hook:
(I'm sorry for the way that I did you) (Sorry from the bottom of my heart for how I hurt you girl) (Sorry on the weekend, sorry on the week days) (Sorry for the things I did, sorry for the things I said) (sorry for the lies) (sorry for the time) That I didn't give you what you want, That I didn't give you what you like.All that I can do is, tell you that I'm sorry babe. (I'm sorry babe, I'm sorry) Oooooooooooooohhhhhhh! Wooooooooh! All them strip clubs, all them hot tubs. I'm gonna give them up,
'cause I don't want to lose you now.

Chorus

Outro:
This is my sorry for, 2004. And I ain't gonna mess up no more, this year. I'm 'a take this one chance, and make it real clear. I'm sorry (for May) and I'm sorry (for June)  sorry (for July) in case I don't tell you. August, September, October, November 'till your December. I'm Sorry. (I'm sorry 2004)

 
hmmm i dont know
03.22.04 (5:24 pm)   [edit]
so yea i dunno. lets see. nothing really happen. my weekend was awesome. i went out with my friends the other night and got into mad trouble, last night i got distracted by a phone call and then when i got off the phone my mom had shut my aol down and she went on i was like damn. so i couldnt get back on last night. so yea. that sucks like mad. so i dunno.
my brother is getting into mad trouble, man its like the end of the school year pretty much and he's getting detention and suspensions and all that shit. i know i was like that when i was back in highschool but still yo. i made the record for the most detentions that one person never went to in a year. and the most suspensions that i enjoyed also. lol. so yea that was me but this is him. that high school remembers me so they're not gon stand for his shit since he's related to me. so yea. i dunno.
i mean he's a good kid he just doesnt do the right thing. so i dunno. yesh.
random song of the day? yesh.

[u]Picture [/u]
By: Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow

Verse 1:
Livin' my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways 
I put your picture away Sat down and cried the day 
I can't look at you, I'm lyin' next to her I put your picture away, sat down and cried today I can't look at you I'm lyin' next to her 

Verse 2: 
I called you lastnight in the hotel Everyone knows but they wont tell But their half hearted smiles tell me Somethin' just ain't right I been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights I put your picture away 
I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him 
I saw ya yesterday with an old friend 

Verse 3:
It was the same ole same "how have you been" Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey You reminded me of brighter days I hoped you were comin' home to stay I was head of the church I was off to drink you away 

Verse 4:
I thought about you for a long time Can't seem to get you off my mind I can't nderstand why we're living life this way I found your picture today I swear I'll change my ways I just called to say I want you to come back home I found your picture today I swear I'll change my ways  I just called to say I want you to come back home 
I just called to say, I love you come back home
 
ugh people yo
03.21.04 (2:20 pm)   [edit]
anywho, my mom is fuckin flipping. about what? i have no idea. well amanda
shes washing dishes haha sucks for amanda. so ima wait till she gets back.
as for me my mom is making dinner so i wont be here too much longer or at least the food is ready. foood.
im fuckin starving over here. i had a donut at my friends house this afternoon which made me kinda sick. so yea. im fuckin starving.
well nothing much really happen. random song of the day.

[u]No One Else Comes Close[/u]
By: Backstreet Boys

Verse 1:
When we turn out the lights The two of us alone together
Something's just not right But girl you know that I would never Ever let another's touch, come between the two of us Cuz no one else will ever take your place

Chorus:
No one else comes close to you No one makes me feel the way you do You're so special girl to me And you'll always be eternally Every time I hold you near You always say the words I love to hear Girl with just a touch you can do so much No one else comes close

Verse 2:
And when I wake up to The touch of your head on my shoulder You're my dream come true, oh yeah Girl you know I'll always treasure Every kiss and everyday I'll love you girl in every way And I always will, cuz in my eyes

Chorus
 
ugh work sucks
03.18.04 (6:04 pm)   [edit]
yep worls sucks i got off at 730 and arrived home sometime around 845pm tonight. yea it sucks. well it was mad busy it was only me and two other bookkeepers, 4 of our cashiers downstairs called in sick so my two bookkeepers had to go down and ring so it was only me in the office. and it was mad busy all night. from all the car accidents and shit from this fuckin damned snow, its gon be spring on saturday and we have snow. you know we gon get a brutal summer. yesh. i can see it already.
well lets see my moms aight, shes mad busy we're having our house redone cus she doesnt like all the room pretty much the same color. so yea, shes having painters and peoples in here during the day to redo some of our rooms. so yea. i hate having all these people in my house when i come home and not know who the fuck they all are.
well anywho as for the rest, my grandpa has recovered pretty much. he still has his annual checkups every week to ensure that everything in his body is running smoothly like it should.
random song of the day time......i shay yesh.

[u]One Call Away[/u]
By: Chingy

Intro:
Ooh, yea yea DTP, how we do Call you and you can call me Whatever you wanna do baby

Chorus:
(You, could, roll, wit, me) You call if you wanna bump over me (If you was my baby) I'm only one call away

Verse 1:
It was weird how we met, huh
She was wit her mom in Bank America
I'm wit my son cashin the check
So I asked outta respect (uh)
Would she like to explore the world or buy
We can fly in my jet
Her reply was "Yes, can I ask you sumpin?"
I seen it in her eye, mama lookin like all I wanted was sex
Scene moved to the next (that is true) but it was something
about this girl's style that make me feel no regrets
We started off casual; walks through the park
Candle light dinners by dark, I'm thinkin smart (smart)
Of course she might think I'm in a rush
To touch, clutch and be up, but baby I ain't on that stuff
Dropped her off and told her call me up, we can talk
Conversate about political subjects whatever's thought
So I zoomed off, lookin by and my phone rang
It was her in the shower, (she said) she said "I couldn't do without ya"
Then I said. . .

Chorus

Verse 2:
The next day I'm with the fellas at the case playin ball
Here she comes wit her friends they posted up on the wall
Now I'm showin off, trynta dunk trynta dribble break fast
Through the middle just to see her smile and giggle
Game over I punched her wit a kiss on the cheek
The homeboys lookin at me sayin "Lil Howard you weak"
But you know how that go, what I got they want
What I got I flaunt, never mess wit it, PLEASE don't
Told her "I'm going home" she asked can she go too
I'm like "Yeah boo, I can't see me without you"
Got thurr, I took a shower jumped out she in the bed
With a see-through thong said I looked at her and said. . .

Chorus

Verse 3:
Girl recognize game, before game recognize YOU
You're dealin wit a player, TRUE
Now whatchu wanna do?
We can kick it and go puff on a bluuunt
Oh you don't smoke? Grab a pint of Hen' then we can get druuunk
It's up to you, I'm the man but baby just let me know
Cuz if you got an attitude I could treat you just like a hoe
Get to rollin wit me baby, hop in there's enough room
We can gaze at the stars that shine like the moon
Gimme a chance to show ya, and a chance to know ya
Just be true, and there's nothing I won't do, for ya
Some women like to play it foul (foul)
But them the kind I put in the place of a child (child)
Don't worry be happy and smile and. . .

Chorus
 
umm lets see
03.17.04 (11:32 am)   [edit]
well yea my mom is bitching. not like thats any news.
well lets see, nothing really has happend. i just talked to my friend a lil while and shes all pissed over one thing or another. well i dunno.
well i dont see anything much to say today. so yea. theres not much goin on except HAPPY ST. PAT'S DAY!!!!
random song of the day..

[u]Because i got high[/u]
By: Afro Man

Verse 1:
I was gonna clean my room until I got high I gonna get up and find the broom but then I got high my room is still messed up and I know why

Chorus:
cause I got high (3X)

Verse 2:
I was gonna go to class before I got high I coulda cheated and I coulda passed but I got high I am taking it next semester and I know why

Chorus

Verse 3:
I was gonna go to work but then I got high I just got a new promotion but I got high now I'm selling dope and I know why

Chorus

Verse 4:
I was gonna go to court before I got high I was gonna pay my child support but then I got high they took my whole paycheck and I know why

chorus

Verse 5:
I wasnt gonna run from the cops but I was high I was gonna pull right over and stop but I was high Now I am a paraplegic

chorus

Verse 6:
I was gonna pay my car note until I got high I was gonna gamble on the boat but then I got high now the tow truck is pulling away and I know why

chorus

Verse 7:
I was gonna make love to you but then I got high I was gonna eat yo pussy too but then I got high now I'm jacking off and I know why

chorus

verse 8:
I messed up my entire life because I got high I lost my kids and wife because I got high now I'm sleeping on the sidewalk and I know why

chorus

Verse 9:
I'm gonna stop singing this song because I'm high I'm singing this whole thing wrong because I'm high and if I dont sell one copy I know why

chorus
 
hmmm well....
03.16.04 (8:51 am)   [edit]
people are starting to get on my nerves. well today i went over my friend Mike's house since my last classes were cancelled. i have four classes on tuesday and thursdays and the last 3 were cancelled. well it was 11am when i arrived at his house to find out that he was still sleeping, im like what a fuckin bum. lol. his mom answered the door and asked if i could come back later seeing as how he was still sleeping. well i did tell him that i would be over his house at like 1230pm today just to chill for a while. forgetting that my other two classes were cancelled. so yea. i made the trip all the way over there and then had to come all the way back to the damned school just so i didnt have to go all the home. since from his house im going straight to work anywho. so yea. he sucks major ass.
well my grandpa is doin better, i think he should be comin home pretty soon, well his home not my home. lol.
someone who responded to my blog said i finally gave up amanda. nope not happened. didnt do it. but i do wonder however why is she such a bitch for? then after i wrote that response back it said i was responding to fallinangel8587 who is amanda. lol. so i dunno either amanda is tryna fuck with me or it was wierd. lol.
whos ready for the random song of the day? well it might take me a while to find it seeing as how i dunno what kinda song im feeling today. well brb. aights i got it here is your random song of the day.

[u]Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)[/u]
By: Eamon

Intro:
Whoa oh oh Ooh hooh No No No

Verse 1:
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

Chorus:
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Verse 2:
You thought, you could Keep this shit from me, yeah Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story Ya played me, ya even gave him head Now ya askin for me back Ya just another hag, look elsewhere Cuz ya done with me

Chorus

Bridge:
Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah

Verse 3:
Ya questioned, did i care You could ask anyone, i even said Ya were my great one Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Chorus

Outro:
Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah


 
umm yea
03.12.04 (1:02 pm)   [edit]
umm yea, well lets see mabye ill be more than i have been in the last couple of days. my grandpa seems to be getting better. i hope he'll be ok. well lets see.
right now im at work, i worked with d last night on a few songs, too bad we didnt get the chance to hang out last night and have some goofy fun. no not sexual fun for all you nasty people out there. i got my girlfriend and she has her boyfriend. well i finished the finishing work on the songs and gave them back to her today and she didnt listen to them when i was around she'll get to later.
well lets see, as for me i guess im doin better, my personal issues are still heavy over my head but they're being dismissed one by one as i work em out. right now my big personal issue is my dad and with everything ive been through with him this is gon take a long time.
my other personal issues deal with drugs and alcohol. so that will take a long time as well.
well ready for the random song of the day?

[u]Slow Jams[/u]
By: Twista

"Slow Jam"
(feat. Kanye West, Jamie Foxx)

Intro:
Are you gonna be Say that you're gonna be Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh...

Chorus:
She said she wants some Marvin Gaye, some Luther Vandross, a little Anita, will definitely set this party off right (Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well) She said she want some Ready for the World, some New Edition, so let me rip it in, and definitely set this party off right (Are u gonna be, are u gonna be, are u gonna be, well well well well well)

Verse 1:
I told her to drive over in your new whip
Bring some friends you cool with
Imma bring da cool whip
Then I want you to strip
See you is my new chick
So we get our grind on
She be grabbin,
callin me Biggie like Shine home
Man I swear she fine homes
Why she always lying though
Tellin me them diamonds when she know they rhinestones
She got a light skinned friend look like Michael Jackson
Got a dark skinned friend look like Michael Jackson
I play 'Ready for the World' -
she was ready for some action
My dawg said you aint no freak,
so you got to prove my man wrong
Imma play this Vandross
You gon' take your pants off
Imma play this Galdys Knight
Me and you gon' get right

Chorus X2

Verse 2:
Got you lookin at the gliss at my hands and wrists
While i'm likely at smokin on my canibus
When it come to rockin original like Marvin and Luther
I can tell you aint no messin with Kan-man and Twist
From the Chi and I be
Sippin Hennessy
Twistin almarie?
Tryina smoke a B
Lookin properly
Feelin on a G?
And always
(Well Well Well Well Well)
Come with me and sip on some regular champagne
You aint know Twista can work it like the Whispers
Hit the stop light,
get into some Isaac
The rims still moving so I ?
a little spinners
While I'm
Smokin on a B
Dippin through the streets
Bumpin R&B
And I got to leave
something to the Gs?
And I do it
(well well well well well)
When my earth and the wind smoke a fire
Let me when get your sheets wet listening to Keith Sweat
Put you in a daze for maze
Fullfilling our every sensation slow ? having deep sex
You ready for the world girl
Come on over make me touch you all over your body baby don't say no to me
An every moment you controllin' me I'm lovin the way you be holding me when I be listening to Jodeci
And when I come over and bend your ass
You be bumpin Teddy Pendergrass
I'da hit it from the back to the melody to roll it slow
Now I gotta go up in it fast,
but imma finish last
No matter how much of a thug you see
I still spit it like it's R&B,
so to the club with me
And with some Luther come on and hope you finna and stilla be in love with me

chorus X2

Verse 3:
Baby drop another slow jam
And all us lovers need hold hands
And if you aint got no man hop up on my brohem
I keep it pimpin like an old man
You gots to roll with the plan
Cuz after that then I
Take it to the dome
Then I got to bone
Stay up in the zone
Got to get you home
Gotta run up on
And I do it
(well well well well well)
Baby drop another slow jam
And all us lovers need hold hands
And if you aint got no man hop up on my brohem
I keep it pimpin like an old man
You gots to roll with the plan
Cuz after that then I
Take you to my home
And we could get it on
Whisper on the phone
Just to get you goin'
Tryina make you moan
And I do it
(well well well well well)
 
ugh yea well
03.11.04 (8:17 pm)   [edit]
umm well my grandpa is doin a lil better not much though. he's still goin through that whole damned tumor thing. and its really stressing everyone out. esp me u kno. yesh. i dunno.
my moms blowing a shit fit at me for what reason, theres many. so im not even gonna go into that right now. too much drama. yesh.
well dora and cornell are seeming to do pretty well with each other, she tells me about the things that go on between them just to keep me updated. so yea. she told me something but im not quiet sure what it was, oh well it prolly wasnt anything that she want me remembering anyway.
well random song of the day? yesh.

[u]Feelin Me[/u]
By: Baby Bash

Chorus:
she's in love with a hustla she dont be messin with them suckas lookin so good, little tight jeans on and G-strings on and i know that she be feelin me

Verse 1:
she in love with a hustla,
someone she could trust her
someone she can get down with cus she dont mees with suckas
sleep all day,
and grind all night
living in the fast lane,
the game's nothin polite
so im laced up tight,
cause i aint into laggin'
she love to watch me in the mirror when im doing my stabbin'
And she aint into punks,
giving em' bruises and bumps
and she know i blow big,
so she be twisting my blunts
thats real talk,
comin from a real hog on the block
she love the playboy lifestyle,
the knots and the rocks
and even tho sometime,
it might seem strange
she wouldn't trade it in,
with none of the thangs

chorus

Verse 2:
Well now she might of caught my ass like once or twice
but she'd rather stick me,
instead of rollin the dice
cause she know im official,
so why take a chance
and end up with a over jealous sucka romance
love to see me get the lap dance every now and then huh
never fuck around with her stripper girlfriends huh
now thats living like,
who's the boss
yeah she liking the money,
but she lovin my sauce
even tho she approached by them big time ballas
she ain't having that cause ain't another like papa
And her parents just dont understand
What kind of man she in love with,
but she dont give a damm

chorus

one day we gon get it together -8x

chorus 2x
 
ugh yea well
03.11.04 (8:16 pm)   [edit]
umm well my grandpa is doin a lil better not much though. he's still goin through that whole damned tumor thing. and its really stressing everyone out. esp me u kno. yesh. i dunno.
my moms blowing a shit fit at me for what reason, theres many. so im not even gonna go into that right now. too much drama. yesh.
well dora and cornell are seeming to do pretty well with each other, she tells me about the things that go on between them just to keep me updated. so yea. she told me something but im not quiet sure what it was, oh well it prolly wasnt anything that she want me remembering anyway.
well random song of the day? yesh.

[u]Feelin Me[/u]
By: Baby Bash

Chorus:
she's in love with a hustla she dont be messin with them suckas lookin so good, little tight jeans on and G-strings on and i know that she be feelin me

Verse 1:
she in love with a hustla,
someone she could trust her
someone she can get down with cus she dont mees with suckas
sleep all day,
and grind all night
living in the fast lane,
the game's nothin polite
so im laced up tight,
cause i aint into laggin'
she love to watch me in the mirror when im doing my stabbin'
And she aint into punks,
giving em' bruises and bumps
and she know i blow big,
so she be twisting my blunts
thats real talk,
comin from a real hog on the block
she love the playboy lifestyle,
the knots and the rocks
and even tho sometime,
it might seem strange
she wouldn't trade it in,
with none of the thangs

chorus

Verse 2:
Well now she might of caught my ass like once or twice
but she'd rather stick me,
instead of rollin the dice
cause she know im official,
so why take a chance
and end up with a over jealous sucka romance
love to see me get the lap dance every now and then huh
never fuck around with her stripper girlfriends huh
now thats living like,
who's the boss
yeah she liking the money,
but she lovin my sauce
even tho she approached by them big time ballas
she ain't having that cause ain't another like papa
And her parents just dont understand
What kind of man she in love with,
but she dont give a damm

chorus

one day we gon get it together -8x

chorus 2x
 
ugh aight yo
03.09.04 (6:30 am)   [edit]
well i went to see my grandpa last night in the hospital and he looked really bad. i was kinda afraid of how he would look and i guess i got my answer which wasnt what i was expecting, well i mean i was cus i know hes not gon live forever but its just the whole point of the situation you know. but more importantly he has a tumor which we believe is cancer in his brain, so we're hoping that they can heal it or take it out so he can still be with us. im hoping that he can pull through. but he just looked so horrible last night. if he's in pain i wouldnt want him to keep fighting for life. but if he's not in pain id say fight man fight it out. well this is just how it goes i guess.
well i haven't been on here in a week like you have realized that. only because of a bunch of personal issues like my grandpa for one.
well i guess its time for the random song of the day?

[u]Early In The Morning[/u]
By: Baby Bash

Chorus:
Early in da morning befo I eats my breakfast I gotta get down. Early in da morning befo I eats my breakfast I gotta get down. Late night in da evenin befo I gets to sleepin I gotta get down. Late night in da evenin befo I gets to sleepin I gotta get down.

Verse 1:
Oh goody goody got da mornin woody roll ova
so quick baby gurl give it to me man wut a
quickie stab it wit a stifie bust a bigga nut to be
da pan and Jiffy Give me a lil licky huggy kissie
kissie And off last night I'm still a little wiggy
Forgive my gurl if I damage ya but it feel like
I'm on Viagra

Chorus

Verse 2:

Well I'ma Cheech I'ma Chong Wrap da watta
bong Hit it fo so strong and hold it fo so long
I'ma whip I'ma worm roll da whole blunt Grab
da Visine feelin so crunk Check my watch
Connect my dots scratch my croach and get in
my flip flops All I hear is pots and pans wit da
sizzem ? and man its off da hizzle chokin on
dat residue I told ya'll man wut I fence ta do
Ya know Hydro he a friend of mine take da
monkey off my back like errytime Gotta stilo
Dats so frilo fly like an eagle so high me and
my amigos anotha day anotha dolla anotha
deal so wutcha huh wut when ya wanna kill?

Chorus

Verse 3:

Who dat comin threw wuts really cracka lackin
wuts up witchu Oh no not him again he be rollin
wit em crazy ass Mexicans Baby Bash you a fool
on da cool I'm just playin thou Wuts da deal
wut em otha boys playin fo Holla Holla all my
itchy dolla got errybody thinkin its cool to hate
anotha but man hold up I'm on a new page
All my hatas in da mess get out my Kool-Aid
I'm quick ta spark up and steal sumbody's
lighter I get cotton mouth and eat sum
Jambalya Oh my Mya Oh hell yeah befo I make
love I put you in da air Twice Last Night and
Once in da mornin I gotta get down so I can
get goin

Chorus
 
ugh yea well
03.04.04 (12:29 pm)   [edit]
hmm not much happend. really. uhh. yea. a few things my grandpa is in the hospital and is in really bad shapes. i dunno man he's like mad diseased. im like damn i hope he makes it.
i dunno. i havent really spoken to no one in the past week or so. i got family over for a few weeks. mostly my cousins and my aunt. damn they suck some mad cow ass. i dunno yo.
random song of the day and this time i promise that you'll have one.

[u]Image of Pimp[/u]
By: Baby Bash

Chorus:
yea yeah uhh
Its sucha flithy game, Its such a dirty game, da game dont eva change, my image is everything.

Chorus translated in english:
You know my image as a pimp, it can be kind of hard to ignore, Because of my image, I might call you a hore
You know my image as a pimp, it can be hard to accept, You gotta be open for some disresepect.

Verse 1:
Word around town is I pop these P's,
word around town is I hold these G's,
word around town is I blow these trees,
word around town is Baby Beesh,
Pimpin' in high velocity,
yall squares betta back up off me,
Cuz we gonna do what the hell we do,
Baby Bash the ghetto socrities,
Gettin' all these keys at playa prices,
Top notch ho by da name of Icess,
Soak it up quick cuz da game is priceless,
money and mackin' is nuttin nice bitch
Im out in Ohio man I missed my trial,
Feds after me cuz i serve this D,
got blessed as Golden child

Chorus
chorus translated in english

Verse 2:
I dominate the ladies,
insult the ladies
Some think that Oral Bee is badgering the ladies
I massage some ladies…but keep it on the hush,
I’m a pimp,
shit,
I’m not supposed to have no crush
met this lady,
she was off tha hook,
A playa got hard off her sexy look,
To my homies I said that she was crazy horny,
And,
like most bitches she was dumb and corny
..well,
the truth is that this girl was mad intelligent,
I wanted to follow her ass everywhere it went,
Yeh suh! This mama turned me on,
But then she met some slick-talkin’ playa and was gone,
He was a nasty playa who called her a queen,
Now,
I can’t do that,
I am a pimp-machine,
..sometimes I wish that pretty bitch still was mine,
but,
I got the image of a pimp,
and I stay true to it all the time…

Chorus

Verse 3:
Image of a pimp is wut I got,
take a look at me girl I live it hard,
I aint chose to rhyme my game is cold,
million dollar mouth piece have you bringin doe,
back to da daddy in a candy caddy,
wit a half bag of afghanastani,
Cuz me and Beesh see we blowin' big,
cant help us now cuz we on it,
Ohh look we slammin' da bom on it,
Dont act like yo ass aint noticed it,
im rollin' wit a bunch of hoggs,
yall ready know they like to ball,
I get paid fo sex give me the money on a daily basis,
have yo ass on the track till 8 in da morning,
Im a mack baby I aint savin' h0s.

Chorus

Outro:
Blow one...
Now wut it do,
wut it do,
is yo smokin' nephew
Wut it do,
wut it do,
is yo smokin' nephew
Wut it do,
wut it do,
is yo smokin' nephew
 
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