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hmm lets see
05.28.04 (2:08 pm)   [edit]
well i spoke to Amanda last night. and there wasnt really anything much to interesting. except what i thought was gonna happen and it did so yea. theres nothing new in that area.
me and D rehearsed over the phone last night and a lil while this morning/afternoon. it was a long process cus everything we did we just basically ran through not even really hitting notes right or anything. we just ran through it to make sure we know it for the up and coming show. whenever that is. lol. i dont even know. but when i find out she amd mike will be sure to know.
well theres not much to say except for randomness...

[u]Burn [/u]
By: Usher

Intro:
I don't understand why See it's burning me to hold onto this I know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an end And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn

Verse 1:
It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heart It's been a long time coming But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn

Chorus:
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over
We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn

Verse 2:
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to Got somebody here but I want you Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself Callin' her your name Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain? It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake Now it's too late I know she ain't comin back What I gotta do now To get my shorty back Ooo ooo ooo ooooh Man I don't know what I'm gonna do Without my booo You've been gone for too long It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

Chorus

Bridge:
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh) I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Breakdown:
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?) Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh So many days, so many hours I'm still burnin' till you return

Chorus
 
yesh....
05.26.04 (1:13 pm)   [edit]
well Amanda's been racking my brain since shes not been on and she hasnt really told me why. kinda sounded like she was breakin up with me. well you know what i already told her. she leaves me again and this time i am not taking her back. thats it. i cant keep putting myself through all this shit.
i gotta get in touch with D tonight cus we're gonna rehearse over the phone. seeing as how im not going anywhere tonight and shes prolly not gonna wanna go anywhere tonight. so yea.
theres not really much to say about today. except that people are retarded, they really are. you ask them how are they doing today and you get 'are you talking to me?' or they just totally ignore you and you said that loud enough for their dumb asses to hear you. ugh. i hate people. fuckin law firm. oh well its money in my pocket. 1000 a week in my pocket. so its all good.:)
randomness.....

[u]Mexican Wine[/u]
By: Fountains Of Wayne

Verse 1:
He was killed by a cellular phone explosion They scattered his ashes across the ocean The water was used to make baby lotion The wheels of commotion were set into motion

Chorus:
But the sun still shines in the summer time I'll be yours if you'll be mine I tried to change, but I changed my mind Think I'll have another glass of Mexican wine

Verse 2:
She lived alone in a small apartment Across the street from the health department She left her pills in the glove compartment That was the afternoon her heart went

Chorus

Verse 3:
I used to fly for United Airlines Then I got fired for reading High Times My license expired in almost no time Now I'm retired and I think that's fine

Chorus
 
well lets see.....
05.24.04 (5:14 pm)   [edit]
well theres good news and theres bad news. which one will you want first?
the good news.
well dora got a puppy. yesh she did. shes very excited. she got a 5 month old basset hound puppy. very cute. she named him Tyler.
the bad news.
Amanda's not gonna be on for a while because of "problems with her life". so yea. i dunno. shes always having some kind of problem and stress with her life. so thats nothing new really. but its understandable. as for everyone else who says i dont deserve her they need to back the fuck up and mind their business.
well theres nothing really new going on with me. i got the rest of my truck accessories the other day from sound trax, that would be friday. yesh. so im all happy. my mom and mike have been getting along better. kelly is just a pain in the ass. and keillie is as cute as ever, being good. so yesh. thats the story of my life.
randomness......

[u]Bright Future In Sales[/u]
By: Foutains Of Wayne

Verse 1:
Sleeping on a planter at the port authority waiting for my bus to come. Seven scotch and sodas at the office party now I don't remember where I'm from. I think I had black wallet in my back pocket with a bus ticket and a picture of my baby inside.

Chorus
And if I make it home alive, I'm gonna get my shit together Cause I could live like this forever You know I've come too far and I don't want to quit I got a new computer, and a bright future in sales, Yeah Yeah (Yeah Yeah) Bright future in sales, Yeah Yeah (Yeah Yeah) Yeah Yeah

Verse 2:
Heading for the airport on a misty morning gonna catch a flight to Baltimore. Tried to kill an hour with a whiskey sour and this time I might have just one more I gotta do some, quick reading for the big meeting but my head is spinning and i can't quite open my eyes As long as I don't have to drive

Chorus

Verse 3:
I had a line on a brand new account, but now I can't seem to find where I wrote that number down I try to focus, I'm staring at the screen pretending like I know what all these little flashing lights mean. (Oh Yeah) I gotta do some quick reading, for the big meeting but my head is spinning, and I can't quite open my eyes

Chorus


 
what a beautiful day.....
05.15.04 (8:44 am)   [edit]
it is, honestly. but i went out as usual with my friends friday night. drunk off my ass, hangover this morning, came in around 4ish. its like 1115ish now yea. i got 5 1/2 hours sleep this morning and i have a huge headache but i needed food and thats the only reason i got outta bed this morning. besides the phone lol. so yea.
well mike just got his ass kicked last night by my mom. what he do? i have no idea. do ic are? nope not at all. although there will be updates on that when my mom starts yelling again. lol.
Keillie has another month of school left to go. first grade went by pretty quick. lol. shes doing really well in school and all. shes a happy kid. esp since for every "A" she brings home daddy gives her $10.00. so shes been working on that. so yea.
well lets see is there anything else new besides that shtuffs.
i called Dora before just to see what she was up to, i kinda woke her up, but good i was up and miserable and so should she be. lol. im jokin i was bored and needed someone to talk to so i called her. she told me about her night with her boyfriend last night. she had fun. she also told me that she left a note on Cornell's car that stated something like 'just came by to say i love you baby' she like taped that thing on his car with packaging tape. lol. i found that quite amusing. she never did that with my car. i feel so unloved.
ehh its all good. randomosity.

[u]On The Freeway[/u]
By: Bizzy Bone

Intro:
She's ridin' on the highway, highway, highway (She's ridin' on the highway) She's ridin' on the highway, highway, highway (She's ridin' on the highway) She's ridin' on the highway, highway, highway (She's ridin' on the highway) She's ridin' on the highway, highway, highway

Verse 1:
Tellin' me to be careful
Zoom, zoom, zoom, zoom,zoom
Tellin' me to be carful though so dangerous
I say let's change it
Put on your coat and call up the chauffer
Oh, gotta leave the babies
Face-to-face it's goin' down
Baby lace it with some basment as (just a little)
Just a little temptation, and bury it underground
And make ya nigga feel famous and say "Hey, fuck the pages"
Off to the freeway, anxious to play
(Damn) Baby protect my health and yourself and everyone else
And lady respect my patience from temptations
Let off all that frustration, all is well, hell, what are you waitng for?
Basic relations waitin', wakin' up in the storm

Chorus:
Roll with me Roll, can't you come over? (8X) Have you ever made love, on the freeway, the freeway? Have you ever met your lover out on the highway? Ah, ah, ah, ah (12X)

Verse 2:
When I Put you in my car (Zoom, zoom) move far
We chose to lose time and, my, why there you are
When I saw that night, I had to call
It's gotta be right, it couldn't be wrong
Lookin' in far fallen and gone, lookin' at the stars, all of them, long
And on the freeway, baby believe me, gotta take it easy
Yet appeasin' to please 'em
Oh, Jesus, she's breathin' on me!
But I ain't that weak to put her to sleep
So respectful, respect your temple, subliminal
Probably pause in the distance, reminisce visual, member my car

Chorus:
Roll with me Roll, can't you come over? (12X) Have you ever made love, on the freeway, the freeway? Have you ever met your lover out on the highway? Ah, ah, ah, ah (8X)

Verse 3:
We're peekin' each other's secrets (Shhh)
No speakin', just heavy breathin'
(Why don't you take a ride with me? C'mon)
Friday!
Friday evenin' clear through the weekend we're peakin' each others secrets
No speakin', just heavy breathin'
A quarter inch from your cleavage
The reason you got me
Teasin'--be gentle
Interested sexual in a room to touch you eventual, too much potential
Lookin' at you sensual
Let you go, roll, have your space
And I'll be paper chasin' up and down, straight ghetto face
And have you ever fell in love
Just as much that you forgot about everyone just for their touch?

Chorus:
Roll with me Roll, can't you come over? (8X)

Outro:
Just for that touch
Roll, come on and roll with me
Stroll, come on and stroll with me
Girl, can't you come over?
Stroll with me?
Yea, you can.
Yea, you can go with me
Yea, I know you can
C'mon, yea you can
I know you can
Just ride with me
 
oh yea for all you haters....
05.11.04 (12:37 pm)   [edit]
heres my site with all my pics. i havent yet put up pictures of my auston martin vanquish or my or my benz yet or even my porsche. but my truck is on there. so enjoy. and then you can leave comments.
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i dunno. lets see. hmmm....ahh yesh. i should go get my car washed. that sounds like a good idea if i dont say so myself. yesh. hmm....also while im out i should get something to eat. yesh.
yea im like mad hungry and im not sure why. oh well food is food. hmm.....i think i hear my cell phone going off. but im not going to care who is calling.
well my mom is working today and tonight. yea. she has fun at her job. she doesnt even call it stress. her work is her "stress relief". she calls being home with Mike and Kelly stress. lol. i dont blame her for that one. so you see, im not stress, im a good kid. yesh.
randomness.....my computer is having issues.

[u]Thugz Cry[/u]
By: Bizzy Bone


Chorus:
This is what it sounds like, when thugz cry This is what it sounds like when thugz cry, when thugz cry This is what it sounds like, when thugz cry This is what it sounds like
when thugz cry, when thugz cry

Verse 1:
Nigga we represent the planet get schizophrenic n panic
Maybe the past would understand
If they'd get off there ass and mash
How do you manage?
Paranoid, don't even trust my boyz
Watch for the plot and delays envoys
Scopin like a dope fiend
But I'm smokin in the alleyz
With these ghetto guns and erase my funds
Watts niggas in Cali take bullets to the brain
Still rowdy, Jesus really never died
You crucified mutual suicide, who am I?
Local with vocals going coast to coast
Heaven'll move me right fo sho
Deception weather my brethren
but sunny days when they parlay
Get killed when they get to steppin
Member the wepon's close
and the doctor said
I need time to myself on the ocean
Those frivolous thoughts
But I'm brought up of this independent
Caught up sever relentless
Evil intentions nobody knows him
Even the henchmen warrior, poet,
never did mention
I love my lady rebel
We can get this stroke on, we can get this stroke on,
and we can get this stroke on, and we can get this stroke on.

Chorus

Verse 2:
We keepin the light on at Ruthless and
I ain't fuckin the boss
lookin at me sexy
Take your clothes off
but my dick'll go soft!
Never mix bussiness with your sickness
Enemy see me flipin in the picnic
with your lil' divide and conquer
but my sister was ready to bomb her!
Get off the dizznik and off my voice
Me and my boyz
Give us a choice
How could you tell Sony that i was the
only one making noise
Ain't it a breech of trust
Look in the gutter,unh, never judge yo book
by it's cover word to the motherfucka
I....I didn't stutter but what if I lost it and
came in the office and nobody noticed
with liquid explosive on top of Versace
clothes give up the ghost
Krayzie's Picasso, lil' Layzie like Caesar,
Stacks like lil' Pesi N Casino and
Wish don't give a fuck! O
I'm Gambino -n- the walkin dead
Woke up on the wrong side of the bed
Bible of survival Triple six rivals, triple six rivals
Member you said I read but rode with
Killas, Niggas that'll bust in tha club you don't
feels us strapped in the bed
Strapped pickin up the kids in the realist,
the realist, the realist, the realist.

Chorus

Verse 3:
It'll make your body shake when it's too late soon as
you flipped off the saftey baby this we all day
Don't tell me you crazy
Will they sell me? Hell Naw!
For the reason this weepin widow be the demon
so cheap and at least she go peepin go peep deep
dead in yo pockets no sleep
Rollin with my crucifix Lucifer usually uses
the rule of these wicked tricks in the school
of these ghetto games and the fool of this bitch mist
I say shame, shame, shame.
Enemies attacking me
Actually I'm in the grain ask Mr. Majesty
These casualties well they're passin me by
but I hear death callin when it's so cold in the room
who's stalling better come after me
We say fuck y'all
all in the battle we, battle we, battle we.

Chorus

When thugz
When thugz
When thugz
When thugz
When thugz
When thugz
When thugz
When thugz
When thugz cry
 
amanda thinks im a sexist pig only out for one thing and oh yea did i mention alcoholic to?
05.09.04 (5:59 pm)   [edit]
yea lets see how amanda explains this one to me. her argument is that im always drinking. she says its like my job. if it was my job i would do it every fucking day right? acourse i would. so yea. i dunno. i dont why she worries about my friday night drinkin habit. its not like i get smashed every friday. so yea anywho.
well mothers day went great. my mom decided to go into work work because they had an emergency at the hospital so she had to go in. then she came home at 7 and decided not to let us take her out to dinner cus she didnt feel like it. yea women, they never know what they want sometimes. well actually make that all the time. cus its true. im not being sexist as amanda would say but its true. so next.....
dora keeps bragging to me that cornells birthday is on wednesday of this week and what she got him and that he better not catch her in one of his birthday surprises. so yea. i dunno. i dont care anymore. shes been teling me this for a fuckin month already i dont care! next.....
well lets see. krazedone gave me site to go on to get music on my site i thank for that, but im not gonna put it up today, u know old habits are hard to break. lol. besides right now its just easier to put the lyrics in for now.

[u]Outrageous[/u]
By: Britney Spears

Chorus:
Outrageous When I move my body Outrageous When I'm at a party Outrageous In my sexy jeans Outrageous When I'm on the scene Outrageous My sex drive Outrageous My shoppin' spree Outrageous We on a world tour Outrageous Let's be it, girl Outrageous

Verse 1:
Sexy as I wanna be Got these fellas chasin' me It's 'bout time I hit the streets All my girls still feelin' me B girl ain't lost the beat Jumped over drama and I landed on my feet Gotta keep goin' No stoppin' me And if you don't like it, then La la la la la la la We are over here Comin' to ya like a world premiere Trench coat and my underwear Let's go with this freak show

Chorus

Verse 2:
I'm about to bring the heat Lockin' down the industry All dressed up and glamorous Red carpet and cameras Take trips around the globe Keeps on my Jeeps so nobody knows So hot, gotcha coming out ya clothes I'm about to give ya the La la la la la la la We are over here
Coming to ya like a world premiere Trench coat and my underwear Let's go with this freak show

Chorus

Verse 3:
I just wanna be happy In a place where love is free Can you take me there Somebody, ooh And when you mention my name Make sure you know the truth, yeah Until I vow to keep it forever

Chorus
 
What makes me happy?
05.07.04 (11:35 am)   [edit]
there are a lot of things that make me happy. lets list them shall we? Of course we shall.
1. My Family.
2. My Lovely Girlfriend, Amanda.
3. My 2004 Cadillac Escalade Limited Edition
4. My 1963 Prosche 911
5. My 2003 Aston Martin Vanquish
6. My 2005 Mercedes Benz McLaren (it hasnt come out yet my mom spend a fortune to get it early for me.:))
7. My Home.
8. Food.
9. My Friends.
10. Customizing My Cars/Truck.
11. Spending Money.
12. Hanging Out With My Friends.
13. Partying. (this includes Drinking)
14. Making Money. (this includes any kind of work that i do to make money).
15. Driving. (no drinking and driving DO NOT go together, thas just bad).
16. Washing My Cars/Truck.
17. The Beach.
18. Illegal Activities. (the adrenaline rush of maybe getting caught is always fun:)).
19. Doing FBI Work With My Uncle.
20. Holiday Parties. (birthday parties are included).

There you have it, my top 20 things that make me happy. so i dont want to hear from Amanda that she doesnt make me happy, cus she does. i could make a list of things that piss me off but would be the top 50 things. and i dont feel like doing that. too much work.
well theres a party tonight that i have to go to with my friends. its one of those parties that you'll die if you dont go basically. so yea. i have to be there.
My mom and Anthony have finally made a date for their vacation and they're leaving July 20th and coming back August 2nd. Nice long vacation. I'll pretty much be in the house alone all that time. just me and Keillie. yesh! Cus my sister cant be trusted so she'll move in with her friend for that time. and my brother will be never home during that time. so yesh! :twisted:
well randomosity time? of course.

[u]Early Mornin'[/u]
By: Britney Spears

Intro:
Early mornin' All right, I was out real late last night Got a little messy Early morning Can't be like that anymore, oh

Chorus:
I was shaking my ass in the streets this morning Just walked in and it's early morning bump bump till the break of dawning It don't stop till the early morning Passed out on the couch I'm yawning Just walked in and it's early morning Got drunk till the break of dawning
It don't stop till the early morning

Verse 1:
Wanna talk to When he walked up someone grabbed him But I liked him to come here Kinda cool Baby, we can make plans Where ya live Does your mama live there We can hook up at the hotel Hands down so I told him, let's go But have a next guess But you don't wanna know

Chorus

Verse 2:
Oh, in love So I approached him We gotta give him his friends There's something ‘bout him that show So I said, what the hell Let's go Got up, got on the dance floor Hooked up with a guy named Joe When the music was fast and slow But have a next guess But you don't wanna know

Chorus

Breakdown:
Call all your boys Call all your girls Call all your friends Let's do it again Let's do it again Yes, early morning Yes, can't keep doin' this

Bridge:
I light your fire Your one desire Pull on me, baby And I'll take you higher You should try her So come over here and let's go so

Chorus

Breakdown

Outro:
Early mornin', early mornin'
 
so yea
05.03.04 (7:37 pm)   [edit]
well lets see, i did happen to get my right phone from verizon i got the one with the two way! yea baby. but although no one else i know has it. lol. oh well. i gots speakerphone to lol. anywho i got that phone saturday i believe. ive been a couple days behind. lol
well dora got her phone today in the mail she was braggin about that one earlier when i spoke to her. so yea shes all hip happy. lol. hip happy yea i like that. dora also got me hooked on this song from monica which i will be putting up today.
Amanda is finally back. yay!
well anywho not much to say so i guess its RANDOMNESS!!!


[u]U Should've Known Better[/u]
By: Monica

Verse 1:
I didn't ask to go with you to Mexico. I really didn't need the shopping sprees in L.A. and Melrose. Boy if you didn't know it, well now you know. I didn't need the furs or the jewelry, Because material things they don't mean much to me. And ever since you've been gone, I've been holding us down on my own. You know

Chorus:
I never ever cheated I never ever lied So you can stop asking Asking me why Why I never left you And why I've kept it real And why I'm still with you You should've known better than to think I would leave You should've known better than to doubt me It don't matter if you're up, matter if you're down Either way I'm gonna be around You should've known that I would stay by your side You should've known your girl was gonna ride or die And it just don't matter if you're rich or poor Out here doing five to ten You should've known better

Verse 2:
What makes you think that I would forget about you Think about it, who comes to see you Every Saturday and Monday I was on that receiver It's me your girl, your life, your world My family and friends, they just don't understand They say I should leave you alone But I say that they should all just leave us alone Don't you get it?

Chorus

Outro:
You should've known better


 
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