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| Sickness, Arson and Death |
| 06.29.04 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
threatend to silence us forever, but faced with problems that have ripped other families apart the Joansons at the end of the day closed ranks.
It's almost like i know how to breathe life into souls.
I've had to learn through all of it that the most important thing in all of it is me.
That would deplete our funds and we be back ar zero.
It's not over as far as me still having memories of what happened, but it is over with as far as me talking about it.
If we didnt go through the bad times, the struggles, the hard work, we wouldnt be as close as we are, we wouldnt be as strong as we are, we wouldnt be as wise as we are.
The one thing that i've learned is how to love myself, thats the one thing that i've learned, yes, its a doggy dog world out there, so if i dont love me i wont survive.
It's the most fun we've ever had.
I guess when people look at us they see something thats authentic.
In the mist of all this confusion burnt bridges turn into bruises, copin and dealin makin me feel like im about to burn any second, losing the feeling like lifes depression, generations are burning and people ain the same no more.
So now what have i done and gotten into?
The day i learned you were gone a new star was born distant voices filled my mind said look up in the sky and when i did there you were.
Till you truthfully see are you listening to me?
What will i do baby now that you're gone?
I know you're afraid but you can't leave me now, lean on my shoulder soon it'll be over, im trying to build our future, im doing this for us you're the only one i love the only one i trust.
Love, hate, mistakes tell me what you think is goin on?
As i reflect back on what i've used and abused and detect that i need some clues to get through to those that accused me of never being true ill lose if i play into this game and never know the rules.
But to question my every decision my intentions were good.
The more they compare me to the ones they could own they know the never shoulda left me alone.
I do not believe in death, i believe in transformation for a better lack of words, i do believe that there is an afterlife.
Yo, all i left her was a broken heart and a bunch of lies that i told her and i bounced before the sheets were warm.
A world that doesnt care whether i live or die and why cus i go to city high.
Tell me why it seems to be the only time you work with me is when we're inbetween the sheets, when im working your body thats when we get along but when you put your clothes back we're right back to the same old song we got it all wrong.
But where ever life may lead you, you'll always have a friend in me.
Touch me slow, watch it grow, kiss the tip gently flow be my hoe and take the show.
I know there are no guarantees, in love you take your chances.
Its magic!
Yo, yo, you got me heated, but i stay undefeated cus i cant the bull.
They say two wrongs dont make it right, so if im wrong i aint trying to fight, im trying to have some dinner with some candle light, lay up in the bed and make love all night.
Are you free or are you guided?
It seems right, do the math sportin laughs, bubble baths, autographs awards and claps.
With the sunny days it would soon pass away and the loneliness i feel will be just a memory.
I'm giving you all of me, every single part of me, im here to let you know that i love you and ill never let you go.
How you feel when you make a mill?
Say good-bye to hard times, small crimes and felonies.
Not to mention all the weed in the ride and the way we drive we are stupid to ride.
Murder mothafuckers im tired of waiting, now quicken the pace, blast me but never ask me to live a lie am i wrong cus i wanna get it on till die?
Come here i wanna tell you something.
I'm waking up to another day its amazing its getting crazy!
You say im crazy, you say im too damn wild, you gotta understand this is just the way i live.
It was a rollercoaster relationship of extreme highs and profound lows.
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| soundproof demention |
| 06.28.04 (12:25 pm) [edit] |
im trying to write a new song called "Get Away". so yesh im basically in my soundproof studio trying to write it. so yea. right now im talking to Amanda. i have the perfect concept for my song i just need the words.
so anyway....i seriously think my brother fell off the face of this earth, i havent seen him in like a week. i seriously dont know what happened to him. maybe he got arressted and is too afraid to call home for help. lol. hey it could happen.
hmmm....oh man im totally shot. i've been working two jobs now, just helping out one of my buddy's who works down at the rental place. so i've worked for 15 days straight with not one day off. ugh. and i dont have a day off this week either. they got me at 32 hours at the law firm this week plus they also go me on another 28 hours at the rental. so thats 60 hours im working this week. well at least from the rental i'll be able to keep that whole 300.00 paycheck with me and spend it.
randomness....
[u]Angel[/u]
By: Dru Hill
Verse 1:
Girl, it's been so long Since I held you in my arms So I picked up pen and paper And decided to write you a song Things just ain't the same Since you took your love away All I have is dark and lonely days Cuz the sun don't shine my way Wish that I can find the words To say to show you love is real The words just can't express the way I feel
Chorus:
You're my angel My sun up in the sky We've been through hell and back together Why you wanna leave me now Only you can ease the pain I feel And wipe my tears away Won't you fly back home and make me whole again
Verse 2:
Baby not a day goes by That I don't want to cry When I think of what we had And how you walked out of my life All I had was yours to take Till my heart you chose to break Still wish that I can make love to you Just one more time for old times sake If only I could find the words To say to show you love is real The words just can't express the way I feel
Chorus
Bridge:
Come back home Come back home
Verse 3:
Cuz without you here beside me, girl My house is not a home Only you can ease the pain I feel And wipe my tears away Won't you fly back home And make me whole again
Chorus
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| well doesnt time just fly... |
| 06.25.04 (6:43 pm) [edit] |
my friend Dora and her boyfriend Cornell have been together for 4 months already. time flies when you're having fun man. most def. i didnt know it has been that long with them, it seems so much shorter from this end of the relationship(friendship if he reads this). anywho.
well it seems that my brother has dropped off the face of the earth. he hasnt been around for in a couple of days. at least not since my last entry. maybe he's staying with his girlfriend. then again shes really not his girlfriend. more like a bad influence on him. but thats too much drama and im done with the drama for now.
Kelly has just not learned you dont bother mom when she first walks through that front door yet. Kelly went right on and started bitching at mom for something that she wanted and my mom bitched right back and basically kicked her ass out of the house for the rest of the day. she just wasnt having the bullshit today. oh yea.
well my mom is at her other job making mad dough at the hospital tonight. she loves the little kids. i brought my puppy there yesterday and they played with him. kids and puppies are great.
well i guess thats all my life has to offer today.
randomness...
[u]Nunca Te Hare Llorar (I'll Never Break Your Heart in spanish)[/u]
By: Backstreet Boys
Intro:
Nena, yo se que te han herido Yo se que en este momento sientes Que no podrias volver a amar Aun asi dami una oportinidad De demostrarte que te amo
Verse 1:
Cuando vi tu sonrisa supe que Estaria junto a ti juntos por siempre Y cuando me acerque a salir yo te invite Me dijistes que jamas volverias a amar El te hizo dano y tambien te engano Pero deja mostrarte que ese no soy yo Es dificil volver a confiar yo hasta te ensenare a amar
Chorus:
Nunca te hare llorar Nunca te hare callar prefiero morir que vivir sin ti te dare mi sed siempre sere fiel
Verse 2:
Coraszon todo se ve un poco mejor Podrias quererme como yo te quiero a ti, nena, linda Dicen que sientes temor por mostrar tus sentimientos El dolor y sufrimiento marcaron tu corazon El te hizo dano y tambien te engano Pero deja mostrarte que ese no soy yo Es dificil volver a confiar hasta yo te ensenare a amar
Chorus
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| no shit paper |
| 06.22.04 (9:14 am) [edit] |
yep theres no shit paper in our downstairs bathroom, my mom has to have her monthly thingy because i also have her weird ass cravings. thats what that leads me to conclude. besides shes been mad moody. well theres also this thing other thing goin on with her but i cant quite put my finger on that one. shes been acting wierd for a few weeks now. maybe her relationship is on the rocks. but then again i've seen Anthony here every fucking day. but then again i wouldnt know.
Mike has been getting into more trouble than usual lately. i wonder why. he has a gf maybe shes not keeping him in check. cus he was doing mad good for a while there. i dunno.
Kelly has also been acting wierd, not sure what her deal is either.
Kiellie has just been herself. seems her and i are the only ones who have been acting like themselves lately. its really weird what has been going on around this house in the past few weeks.
so i dunno. i guess we'll see what happens.
randomness time.
[u]These Are The Times[/u]
By: Dru Hill
Verse 1:
God knows that you're a sexy thang It's taking everything in me Not to kiss you over under Feel your inside feel my thunder How the hell could I not want you Girl you don't have to be a thang I'll wait for you, You wait for me (baby) Cuz true love's insisting We don't have to rush at all (baby yeah)
Chorus:
These are the times we all wish for The moment with less means so much more We don't have to do a thing at all We can take our time and talk And this is the way things need to be No pressure from you and none from me Just let the mood set the moment off We can make love or not at all
Verse 2:
Been thinking bout you all the time Morning noon and supper time Tear you up in little pieces Swallow you like reeses pieces Come on girl you know I need it (I know) It aint suppose to be a thing (I know) I'll wait for you, you wait for me (And I know) Cuz true love's insisting we don't have to rush at at all
Chorus
Verse 3:
I don't make promises Cuz I know my heart gets weak
When I get around you girl It makes them hard to keep
Cuz you bring out the best Make me the man God knows I'm proud to be (Baby yeah)
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| 06.21.04 (5:40 pm) [edit] |
yesh that was my last number on my blog that said how many times it was viewed, the last time i looked at that it was only like 2750. lol.
i dunno. well lets see, my mom has been flipping out on every little thing. i dunno why. i think shes PMS-ing again. lol. cus i've ben getting some mad weird cravings. i've been wanting a lot of cheese filled ravoli and manacoti and stuff like that.
well me and D have just finished a song called "Then Ya Gone" it turned out really well i believe. D is happy with it.
work is going well. im actually enjoying it. people suck donkey balls. it seems that all car accidnets happen around the summer and winter months lol. and the divorces happen around the fall a lot. so i dunno and all the other shit are going all year round. lol. i dunno just some of the things that i noticed. to make it even weirder my mom divorced my dad in the fall months also.
well randomness.
[u]5 Steps[/u]
By: Dru Hill
Verse 1:
I don't know how much longer You're going to be here
So I say my prayers Every night One 4 my mother
One 4 my father And one 4 the love of my life So if u decide to leave today Then leave tomorrow at the door
And take only Half of yesterday Forget all hope for the present Cause it just went away
Chorus:
We were 5 steps From eternity 4 steps 4 steps past love
And 3 wishes From Touching the heavens above
Verse 2:
Another day is gone Another night now dawn Waiting patiently hoping you'll return But not before long Why'd you say goodbye I still feel your presence In my bed at night And what was reality once A love True in form
Has now added pain For a man scorn Forced to wear the memories of pain Around an empty heart Now I sit in silence and begin to think As laughter echoes through the air I can't get you off my mind But a whole new love
I could never bare So now I lay Me down to sleep And I pray my Lord my soul to keep And if I die, before I wake
Then I promise I'll be there for you always
Chorus
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| 06.17.04 (10:46 am) [edit] |
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umm hmm nothing really much going on here today. i tried to make an entry yesterday and this thing crapped out on me so yesh. there wont be no random song today. so im just gonna be going now. peace out ya'll.
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| I saw it coming... |
| 06.14.04 (5:16 am) [edit] |
thats right Amanda and Nick broke up just like i predicted in the beginning, no surprise there. she claims she still loves me, but i see it as if it was love she wouldn't've done it in the first place. we all make mistakes, and i learned from mine. i didnt do it twice.
on another note, we've been rehearsing for an up and coming show. i want a beach show! that would be hot. we could just drink and party the whole time, not like that is any different from what we usually do on shows. lol.
my mom met Jennelle she thinks she's sweet, arent all the girls i bring home sweet? even if most of them are just friends? i dunno. my moms weird but shes mad cool. i mean come on this is the same person who buys me alcohol because she doesnt want me getting caught with my fake id. i mean my mom is the coolest.
i dunno i guess thats all for now.
randomness...
[u]I'll Be The One[/u]
By: Dru Hill
Intro:
I'll be the one I'll be the one
Verse 1:
I heard a rumor there's a vacancy Somebody said he put you down Seems he found pleasure in some other girl Baby, he's dogging you around So now yhou're looking for a special guy Someone that you can call your boo A man that cares about your feelings girl A man to just be good to you Well
Chorus:
I'll be the one making you feel alright I'll be the one doing the things you like I'll be the one keeping you up at night I'll be the lover in your life I'll be the one you're gonna wanna call, yeah I'll be the one making you climb the walls I'll be the one gon' have you beggin' me I'll be the one, the one you need
Verse 2:
You gave him seven years of your life To think about it akes you cry Why don't you come with me I'll make it right Let's bump that nigga outta your mind Let's take a ride baby, no special place, yeah Somewhere where we can be alone, hey Take off our clothes and let our feelings flow I wanna groove you all night long I'll be the one
Chorus
Verse 3:
Here's the thing you should know about me, yeah Jazz is the man when it comes to ladies I know what I want Baby I'm keepin' it real, said real babe Ain't no him now that you're with me That's the way that it's gotta be If you're down, then be down Don't be playin' around with my heart, oh no I'll be the one
Chorus
Outro:
I'll be the one I'll be the one
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| well........ |
| 06.13.04 (5:26 am) [edit] |
i went to the 720 movie last night and saw RIDDICK oh man that movie was the shit! it was awesome. i went to dinner after that cus im always hungry. :) always. after that i just basically took Jennelle home. i then went home myself to an empty house.
Shortly after 6am my brother storms in the house after his night out, he starts breaking shit so i get up pissed cus all the breaking of glasses and shit woke my tried ass up. well we had words and he ate my fist, that was his breakfast.
well theres really nothing more to say.
randomnessssssss.
[u]6 Feet Underground[/u]
By: Ja Rule
Intro:
Dice are rolling, Knives are out with thee present danger all around I don't say they mean harm, but they'd each give an arm to see us six feet underground. see us 6 feet under ground It doesn't matter what those morons say
Chorus:
It's Murda I N C Uh, the Lord is calling me My demons haunt me this really tortures me cuz they don't understand me And while I'm holdin up I know you smilin' down at all my enemies who wanna see me (six feet underground)
Verse 1:
Look at me now hittin' em up holdin it down
cuz I'm destined to be I know you love to see me
(6 feet underground) why see do the Devil's Eyes
you vision my demise so may your soul lie
(6 Feet Underground) and before that I believe
that I can fly most people gettin lye my niggas is gettin' by
if you can't see we bitches ya jags, we foward ya last
we Diamonds ya glass, we get pussy yall ass. Give me love
we be wearing gloves tied up in gloves with special 38 slugs
so we don't end up (6 Feet Underground) the butch is hittin em'
the rule is to get rid of em' for those who feel they getting away
Ja we sendin em' (6 Feet Underground) I've feel I've cursed
my body and soul I been outta control ever since I fell in the zone
I want nothin more than to see my niggas eat with me
but my enemies want nothin more than to see me (6 Feet Underground)
Chorus:
Veres 2:
I'm so ignorant cuz I done played my last tears
and pain is bliss been through so many things
it's hard to resist a mind that's currently
thinking on his last wish it's nothing to fuck with
when I know what I want because you must think I'm a fool
claiming you love what I do and be out playing the Rule
bad move, more cars, more hoes, more jewels, and I'd love
nothin more than to see you (6 Feet Underground) doesn't
matter how we gonna get outta weed rollin it outta mindows
nor from adam? but we show them uh now we leave them niggas
creating a deal let it open so won't be goin (6 Feet Underground)
because I've feel I've cursed
my body and soul I been outta control ever since I fell in the zone
I want nothin more than to see my niggas eat with me
but my enemies want nothin more than to see me (6 Feet Underground)
Chorus
Verse 3:
get up (4x) baby the Rule can't die tonight
(6 Feet Underground)
now all my niggas is ya wit mea yea
all my niggas is ya wit mea yea
you start I warned em' that I ain't
livin right niggas might see my life as
sort of a scarifice money, bitches, and ice.
but fuck it whoa whoa something let me
still to something ride 125 in a low low frontin
it's free will emotion you know I'm high flickin' ashes
at police while I'm ridin' by I'm ghetto I don't fear
is deeper than love if you want to get it nigga then
come on nigga get it in blood because I've feel I've cursed
my body and soul I been outta control ever since I fell in the zone
I want nothin more than to see my niggas eat with me
but my enemies want nothin more than to see me (6 Feet Underground)
Chorus
Outro:
Yea it's Murda Inc. Baby so what you want baby ain't none of this cuz ya niggas ain't crazy it's Ja Rule, Irv Gotti, Blackchild, Tah Murdah, 01, Maricon?, Vita, it's Murrda. see us (6 Feet Underground) Chris Gotti. it doesn't matter what these morons say
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| *sighs, clears throat* |
| 06.11.04 (8:39 am) [edit] |
well, i dunno. i just got off the phone with Jennelle and she was complaining how her house is a total disaster area so i told her she can come over if she wanted to. she quickly picked me up on that offer. so she should be over pretty soon then. ill give her another 10 minutes. lol.
my mom is home today. oh joy she gets to meet Jennelle, oh yea bad idea. nah my moms cool. shes awesome. Although she'll prolly be in her office much of the time working on this new case that she just got in yesterday. this should be fun to hear her cursing over the phone, every other word out of her mouth will be fuck when she speaks to her employees or clients. no wonder why they love her. lol. then again thats why i love her to. :)
my sister and bro are out for the day and partly the night as well. thank god. Jennelle doesnt need to be put through that kinda of torture. :)
Keillie is over her friends house. she'll be sleeping over tonight. so shes outta my hair and now all i gotta actually do is keep my dogs out of my office way so she doesnt get pissed. which that wont be too hard ill just leave them outside they love it out there anyway.
well heres your randomness for today.
[u]How Deep Is Your Love For Me[/u]
By: Dru Hill feat. Redman
Intro:
Yo, yo, yo, yo Look around brother, ha, ha Def Jam, Def Squad Frank Rock Yo, yo, yo, yo Look around brother
We keep it hot, Dru Hill Def Squad from the top one time
Verse 1:
Hey mami don't you know that I like it when you call me papi
But it seems like lately baby that you've been seeing another chico
And baby you know that he can't go down like me
And you know the nigga can't freak like me
So mami tell me one little thing
How deep is your love for me
Chorus:
How deep is your love for me Tell me what it's gonna be
Do you see yourself Fucking with a nigga like me On the low though so your friends won't know, see now How deep is your love for me Tell me what it's gonna be
Do you see yourself Fucking with a nigga like me
On the low though so your friends won't know, see now
Verse 2:
Ven aqui little mami
Puerto Rican I see way you wiggle it
The way you move your body
He can't make it get wetter than me
But I bet you he keep telling you he better than me
Ooh you know that he can't go down like me
And you know that he ain't no freak like me
So baby tell me one little thing
How deep is you love for me
Chorus
Verse 3:
Ay Nokio venga aqui Ay Dios mio, Ay venga aqui Papi morenito, damelo duro Damelo papi chulo
Yo, yo, yo, yo, buenos dias mama, creep with doctor bullshit, when I
talk my teeth should rot, I'm from the Ritz which means I'm born to dog,
you heard this, wanna a shot at it, warn them all, I hit all off from the
bathroom stall, tappin' draws and they get gas to pass, platinum cars,
Then I'm like yo, yo going to buy my crew bikes, with double pipes and we
quick to lose on the turnpike, I'm the one that turned you out, dug
it out, it was the Hennessy that made us thug it out, what you like
shit freaky, you down with it, your other man's a punk with a hand to
punk tha grunge, ride out tough, even Honey Comb hide out, duck the hour
rush, better choose quick chick, I got tracks to dust, Dru Hill, Def
Squad, if you askin' us
Chorus
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| 06.10.04 (5:02 pm) [edit] |
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I AM SO TOTALLY MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!
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| 06.10.04 (3:54 am) [edit] |
well i got a text message that Amanda sent me last night this morning when i woke up, she just wanted to say hey and that she still loves me. i kinda dont know how to take that one. i mean after all that has happened. i know i still love her, that will never change i always will, but i dont know. its just weird. if you love a person you're not just gonna dump them outta the blue for someone else and say that you need as normal life as you possibly can. it just doesnt work. i dont know maybe thats just the way i see things. what cha'll think?
i went out with Jennelle last night who i've known for a year. she's pretty cool, shes goodlooking, we went to dinner and a movie. i had her home by 10pm cus she needed to get up for work and so do i so that worked out well for the both of us. otherwise theres not really much to say.
randomness....
[u]Rock Wit U[/u]
By: Ashanti
Intro:
Aw baby (aw baby) Yeah, murda inc I wanna love you babe hahahahhaha Wanna love you babe, ooh baby Ashanti, chapter two, let's rock it
Chorus:
Can you rock with me (aw baby) Non-stop with me Can you take it to the top with me I just wanna love you babe (love ya babe) Always thinking of you babe Can you roll with me (ooh baby) All over me Can you take control of me I just wanna love you baby Always thinking of you baby
Verse 1:
I think I like how your body feel next to me Aw baby when you kissing me, aw baby when you loving me I can't describe what I want to do to you tonight Aw baby when you come to me, I'll make it so you'll never leave
Chorus
Verse 2:
See I don't know if I can handle you as just a friend Aw baby I can't pretend, aw baby I'm so far in But I don't mind as long as I could have you in my life Aw baby I'm satisfied, even if you're not just mine
Chorus:
Verse 3:
Boy you make me not the same (Aw baby, aw baby, ooh baby, ooh baby) Can you feel me when we say (Aw baby, aw baby, ooh baby, ooh baby)
Chorus
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| 06.08.04 (12:43 pm) [edit] |
i went to the mall today with my friends and they introduced me into two girls, Alia and Chantel. good looking girls who both have things for me:). which that makes me happy. but then what girl wouldnt want me? i mean come on im cute, sexy, stylish, fun loving, out going, humorous, great personality, and not as big of a dick as some people make me out to be. but my qoute of the day for those people.
"its like a marriage almost, you have to imbond it to one another so you respect them for how they are and you love them for who they are."
i show that to people but in some cases i dont get it back like i should. so fuck those people i just annoy them for the rest of their lives. *evil laugh insterted here*
those who do wrong in relationships always get fucked in the end and as for me i will benefit from all that they have to offer.
and of course i didnt forget about the randomness i know you like it:).
[u]Put it On Me[/u]
By: Ja Rule
Intro:
Where would I be without my baby The thought alone might break me And I don't wanna go crazy But every thug needs a lady
Verse 1:
Girl it feel like you and I been mourning together
Inseparable, we chose pain over pleasure
For that you'll forever be a, part of me
Mind body and soul ain't no I in we (baby)
When you cry who wipes your tears
When you scared, who's telling you there's nothin to fear
Girl I'll always be there
When you need a shoulder to lean on
Never hesitate knowing you can call on, your soul-mate
And vice versa, that's why I be the first to
See Jacob's and frost your wrist up
Now you owe me, I know you're tired of being lonely
So baby girl put it on me
Chorus:
Where would I be without you (uh) I only think about you (yeah) I know you're tired of being lonely (lonely) So baby girl put it on me (put it on me)
Verse 2:
Yo, and I appreciate the rocks and gifts that you cop me baby
And that house on the hill when you drop like 80
On a down payment thinking damn ain't life gravy
And ever since for my honey I been twice the lady
What would I do without the nights that you kept me warm
When this cold world had a girl caught in a storm
And I accept when you riff when you caught in the wrong
And respect when you flip, 'cause our love is strong
And when you hit the block, I watch for 10-4
And when my pops asleep you snuck in the backdoor
Baby boy we been down since junior high
So when life get hot in july it's the world against you and I
We ballin', tied together and never
Heart from the heart, knew that it would last forever
When you told me, you would never leave me lonely
So baby boy put it on me
Chorus
Verse 3:
Since we met it's been you and I
A tear for a tear, baby eye for an eye
And you know that my heart gon cry
If you leave me lonely
Cuz you not just my love you my homie
Who's gonna console me, my love
I'm outta control hold me, my love
Cause I'm yours
And I don't wanna do nothin to hurt my baby girl
If this was our world it'd be all yours, baby
The thought alone might break me
And I don't wanna go crazy
Cause every thug needs a lady (yeah, yeah)
I feel you baby cause them eyes ain't lying
Wash away all the tears there be no more crying (baby)
And you complete me, and I would die if you ain't wit me
So baby girl put it on me
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| 06.08.04 (5:54 am) [edit] |
the only good news i have today is that im SINGLE again. free to do what i want, when i want and how i want. i have no responsibilities of a girlfriend, theres no more worrying or anything. so yea. im a happy person.
Soundtrax was calling me last night so i had to take a trip down there around 10ish. i called the owner and he opened the store up specially for me. :D i got free gifts which is good. so i dont know.
i went out to the club last night with a few friends and had a lot of fun, i stopped drinking when i got a lil tipsy. lol, i didnt have to drive so its all good. hmm....i guess thats all thats happening today.
[u]Between Me and You[/u]
By: Ja Rule
Intro:
Murder Inc. shit Uh... uh, uh, uh
Chorus:
Now every little thing that we do (that we do) Should be between me and you (me and you) The freaky things that we do (that we do) Let's keep between me and you (me and you) Cause every little thing that we do (that we do) Should be between me and you (me and you) The freaky things that we do (that we do) Let's keep between me and you, ba-byyy
Verse 1:
Yo...
Now when I first met her all I thought was "Thong thong-thong"
like, "Lose the lame, we can get our freakin on"
Baby know the game, slip away, and slide me yo' number
It's the last day of spring, see you first day this summer
I'm a bad motha; shut yo' mouth! Pull the drop out and
creep at a low speed, cause homey probably know me
I push the pedal, thoughts of your stilleto
way up in the air like I think he's here
Cause see, every time that I'm alone with you (with you)
Homey be checkin up on you (on you)
But if that nigga only knew (only knew)
You've got a lot of freak in you, ba-byyy
Well now it's startin to rain, I pop the roof and the champagne
How Jay said? "Money Ain't a Thing"
It's been close a few, at times even impossible
But, it's been between me and you, ba-byyy
Chorus
Verse 2:
Girl it's on again, every year - we hummer 'em in
Beaches, houses, hoes, foes, friends
And when the, day ends - that's when it all begins
You wit him? Here's my room key; holla at me
While you thinka-think I'ma hit it up
then look at the nigga you thinkin you love? C'mon love
We could go there, me and you, creep off all night
If you love it, in the mornin, awake with new light
If you lookin like I ain't gonna handle his
Let me handle my bizzz, it is what it is
Nigga livin his liiiife, and that's my bitch
You know I gotta wiiiife, let's keep this thing tight, ba-byyy
Chorus
Verse 3:
Don't let the word get out (shhh), ba-byyy
This is - strictly between me and you, ba-byyy
If they - knew we were doin what we were doin it'd probably ruin
our creep away summer in Cancun'n-and I, love
the way we get away, throw away a whole day
Turn off the pagers and phones, we in the zone like
"Fuck liife, we live liife
This is our liife, live your liife"
Verse 4:
Cause see, every time that I'm alone with you (with you) Shorty be checkin up on you (on you) But if baby girl only knew (only knew) You've got a lot of freak in you, ba-byyy
Verse 5:
Did I ever tell you, my man love what you do
That little thing with yo' tongue; you the best, who knew?
It's been close a few, at times even impossible
But, it's been between me and you, ba-byyy
Chorus
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| well Amanda..... |
| 06.07.04 (11:19 am) [edit] |
Amanda just informed me last night that she's seeing this new guy Nick, she informs me like it was nothing, like she was telling one of her girl friends. well you know what im not doing the games no more and im not doing the drama either. no mo games, no mo drama. thats it, im done with her. i put in 2 years of my life and im finished now. i will remain friends with her if she wants, but nothing more anymore. all i ever hear her say is all the negative things about me, well no more, im done, thats it. not taking her back no more. i guess it'll be better for the both of us in the long run.
i had rehearsal last night which D missed cus she was with her boyfriend, its all good though. Mike came over and watched TV and shit while i was just basically rehearsing with the new girl, Holly, shes learning all the songs she's gonna need to know for the up and coming concert we're doing. shes good. shes got 2 songs down well so i think shes a keeper for the group.
My mom is getting fed up with the people at her lawfirm, i think shes gonna fire someone pretty soon. With all the bullshit that she has going on with the lies and crap from her employees she's getting rid of someone for sure. As for her job at Good Sam's Hospital she loves it. She loves working with the little kids. and thats all she basically does. she plays games with them and stuff. i go an volenteer some of my time with the kids, its a lot of fun i bring my dogs in and the kids who dont have animals at home really appricate dogs coming in and playing with them.
Keillie will be getting her last report card for the school year soon, i dont even have to worry about her, shes such a good girl. She's bringing home A's and B's all school year. 3rd grade Keillie is coming. i cant believe shes gonna be in 3rd grade, shes growing up so fast! that means im getting old-er. lol.
ummm....what else has been going on lately, nope i think that was all actually. well yesh.
randomosity...
[u]Demons Surround Me[/u]
By: Bizzy Bone
Intro:
Demons surround me all the time Demons surround me all the time Demons surround me all the time Now pick up your psychic line Now pick up your psychic line
Verse 1:
Nobody believes
Nobody believes
Nobody believes me, even my baby girl
See I was raised up on that ouija in my crazy world
Better take it easy
Outta my mind, outta my mind
outta my mind, outta my brains, brains
7th Sign time, in a line, shine, fin to bye-bye, die die, bang bang
Hit 'em with that woo-woo, and that flip-flop flown-n-low
Steady as we roll
Maybe you don't know, oh
Get away for safety, in a coma like state, invade me
Everyone say: "Hey, hey, he's crazy"
Premenitions, kick pushin' daisies
Wait, they chase to slay me
Paranoid, mortal to the paranormal, jumpin' out portals.
Kinetical energy formal in the global get warmer
Mormons may mourn, may Messiahs be born, torn in the purgatory
Sworn to violence, silence, word my bond
Get ya story on, call me, saw me in the army gatherin' in harmony
Hardly in all we be so salty
Chorus:
Demons surround me all the time Demons surround me all the time Now pick up your psychic line Now pick up your psychic line
Verse 2:
Talk to the walkin' dead, crossroads, call on the Rev., lost souls
And I'm off in a coffin' tossin' my memoirs, oh no
In the closet, come open the door, what do you see?
A funeral
Usually closest to kosher 'til I see some loved ones, don't go
Get it crucial, pick up the psychic line
Future to before time in the sinister mind of spiritual wicked
Intertwined with weak souls, come kick it
Written, rewind, get it, look out, hit it, rise
Dig it, wig out, feel it, ride
Mimic, die
Nigga, fly
Boom bye-bye.
My kind in time, 7th Sign, 7th Sign (7th Sign)
Time after time get mine, gon' get mine
Pick up the phone line, pick up the phone line,
ready for truth on the loose?
Got a dime or two and I'm liable to tell you, only if you know, wooo
He flew right bye you, true
demons follow and resume from the womb in the tomb
I fool you, boom, boom, boom
B-b-b-boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom
Outro (5X):
Demons surround me all the time
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| hmm well... |
| 06.04.04 (9:42 am) [edit] |
nothing much has really been going on. im mad happy with my truck. its SEXY!!! yesh. lol. props to D for that one.
AMANDA'S BACK!!!!!
we've been rehearsing over the phone for a while and its going good. yesh it is. what we gotta do is go back into the studio and our rehearsal headquaters to practice. that should go real well. esp since shes never home, shes always out with her boyfriend which is cool you know. mike yea ook, mike home? thats a laugh. he only goes home to sleep if that. then theres our new backup girl that i found, holly. shes mad good. so that will go great with D's voice.
yesh. well so yesh. what was i gonn say cus i was just interupted and i dont remember. oh well guess it wasnt important. oh well.
randomness is what im good at:).
[u]Tipsy[/u]
By: J-Kwon
Intro:
Teen drinking is very bad. Yo I got a fake id though. yeeah, yeeah, yeeah, yo, 2 step with me, 2 step with me.
Verse 1:
1, here comes the 2 to the 3 to the 4,
everybody drunk out on the dance floor,
babygirl ass jiggle like she want more,
like she a groupie and I aint even on tour,
maybe cause she heard that I rhyme hardcore,
or maybe cause she heard that I ride out the stores,
bottom of the 9th in the series gotta score,
if not i gotta move on to the next floor,
here comes the 3 to the 2 to the 1,
homeboy trippin' he don't know I got a gun,
when it come to pop man we do this for fun,
you aint got one nigga you betta run,
now i'm in the back gettin ? from my hunz,
while she goin down i'm breakin down what i done,
she smokin my stuff sayin she aint havin fun,
chick give it back now you don't get none.
Chorus:
Now everybody in the club gettin tipsy, everybody in the club gettin tipsy, Now everybody in the club gettin tipsy,
everybody in the club gettin tipsy, Now everybody in the club gettin tipsy, everybody in the club gettin tipsy, Now everybody in the club gettin tipsy, everybody in the club gettin tipsy.
Verse 2:
2, here comes the 3 to the 4 to the 5,
now i'm lookin at shorty right in the eyes,
couple seconds passed now i'm lookin at her thighs,
while she tellin me how much she hate her guy,
said she got a kid but she got her tubes tied,
if you 21 girl that's alright,
i wonder if a shake comin with them fries,
if so baby can i get em super sized,
here comes the 4 to the 3 to the 2,
she started feelin on my johnson right out the blue,
girl you super thick so i'm thinkin that's kool,
whitnessed that the one life that i need you,
her eyes got big when she glanced at my jewels,
expression on her face like she aint got a clue,
and she told me she don't run with a crew,
you know how i do but i guess why i gotta do.
Chorus
Verse 3:
3, here comes the 4 to the 5 to the 6,
i could spend ? i aint gotta say i'm rich,
this single man aint tryna get hitched,
nigga waste it on me man son of a bitch,
brushed it all off now i'm back to gettin lit,
grisa orange juice man this some good ish,
homeboy trippin cause i'm starin at his chick,
now he on the sideline starin at my clique,
here comes the 5 to the 4 to the 3,
hands in the air if you cats drunk as me,
club on the set kwon cut out them trees,
dude i don't care i'm a p.i.m.p.
Chorus
Outro:
everybody in the club gettin tipsy, everybody in the club gettin tipsy, everybody in the club gettin tipsy, everybody in the club gettin tipsy.
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