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07.30.04 (10:21 am) [edit]

yep im in the middle of a sold out tour in the states. but thats the good news. i enjoy being on tour and it helps with some of the shit that you have to deal with.
well i just recently visited family in a different part of New York a week or so ago and i found out that my cousin is pregnant, well she just fucked up her whole life. i swear that whole family up there is all fucked up. i think its just that one side of the family. my dads side, cus he's fucked up to. my other cousin is in a foster type home but that happend at least 2 1/2 years ago but its more of a lock down type of thing. my other cousin is all into the drug thing, i've tried talking to her cus i know what shes going through but she's just like 'you wouldnt understand'. im like what do you mean i wouldnt understand i've done and tried every type of drug that there is out there even the new ones that are coming out. i know exactly what your going through, dont try to bullshit me now. so yea that whole family is fucked up.
i found out that dora is going throgh something similar but she wouldnt talk about it. she just said it was family issues so i can only imagine. u know?
so i dunno. i gotta go to a quick sound check in about 20 minutes or so, so im outta here. peace y'all.

[u]Everythings Gonna Be Alright[/u]
By: Aaliyah

Intro:
Yo Rodney You Ready? Cause Im Ready So Lets Go Check It-Check It Out Aaliyah Makes It Hot BlackGround Makes It Hot The R.G. Makes It Hot. To Get Up, To Get Up And Don't Stop Everythings Gonna Be Alright, Lets get This On Tonight. Its Time To Get Real Loose, Do What You Wanna Do. Everythings Gonna Be Alright, Lets get This On Tonight. Its Time To Get Real Loose, Do What You Wanna Do.

Verse 1:
Baby Can We Talk About, What We Came To Do, Lets Turn This Party Out. Lemme Show You What Loves About, Come Here Baby, And Let Me Show You How(Toniiiiight)

Chorus:
Everythings Gonna Be Alright, Lets get This On Tonight. Its Time To Get Real Loose, Do What You Wanna Do. Everythings Gonna Be Alright, Lets get This On Tonight. Its Time To Get Real Loose, Do What You Wanna Do.

Verse 2:
Now We Know Whats Goin On, Just Come To Me, And Baby You Will See, That Im Not Into Playing Games. You Can Do This Baby, With The L-I-Y-A-H.(Baby)

Chorus

Bridge:
When Im With You, You Make Me Smile. Stay With Me A Lil While.(A Little While) Dont Ever Go, Cause Tonight Is The Night Baby I Will Do Anything You Want me To

Chorus

bills paid....

07.27.04 (9:48 am) [edit]

yep my bills have been paid. i sent them all checks out this morning when i woke up. the school i went down to this morning around 11 and i paid them off in full with my visa gold card. but now i got more bills. lol. it never ends. i got my charge card bills which i will be sending them checks tomarrow. :). my mastercard is only about 200.00, my visa gold card is now up to like 2,300.00 which isnt bad considering i just put my tuition up on it. and my american express card is empty. lol i owe them nothing. well i could pay those cards off in full so i dont get hit with interest up the giggy.
as for my mom, whoe her bills are outregous, im so not even gonna go there. the heating, the air, the food, the electric, the cars, the trucks, the house, the list goes on. i hate to have her bills. my lousy 300,000.00 in the bank would never cover her bills lol.
oh yea. well one good thing that happend today was i got my check from my uncle for 200,000.00 cus i work for him so thats great. now i got 465,000.00 in my bank account. money is good. i love money. im just waiting for my american express bill to arrive for next month cus i pimped out my denali so thats gonna be like 10 g's. lol. im like a money spending freak. i cant get enough of it. lol.
i saw Audrie last night for a lil while, i went over her place and her mom made the family dinner and then me and her went to starbucks and im offically on vacation. woohoo!
you ever notice those people who all they do is talk shit and then when they are confronted with the shit they said they either deny it all or contradict themselves. well read tuaras' blog. he's very racist agaisnt everybody, even his own race. normally i would agree if you're gonna talk shit about others, do it to your own kind as well. but this guy is just out of hand, he's very disturbing and he makes me sick literally sick to my stomach. i was reading his blog and all i wanted to do was go puke up my lunch from 4 days ago.
randomness..

[u]4 Page Letter[/u]
By: Aaliyah

Intro:
Yo Turn My Music Up Up Some More Up Some More Up A Little Bit More

Verse 1:
Mama Always Told Me To "Be Carefull Who I Love" And Daddy Always Told Me, "Make Sure Hes Right" I Always Had My Eyes, On This One Particular Guy I Was Too Shy, So I Decided To Write

Chorus:
I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter, And I Enclosed It With A Kiss. And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time. Im Sending Him A 4 Page Letter, And I Enclosed It With A Kiss. And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time.

Verse 2:
People Always Sayin That I Play Myself For You. They Say That You Dont Even Notice Me(Echo) Maybe When I Get The Nerve To Come To You. Promise Me That You Wont Diss Me.

Chorus

Bridge:
Ima Write You, A Love Letter Tonght(echo) You Better keep Watch Cause The Mail Mans Coming. Ima Write You, A Love Letter Tonght(echo) You Better keep Watch Cause The Mail Mans Coming.

Chorus

bills bills bills

07.26.04 (9:13 am) [edit]

ever notice how all your bills come at once in the same month? well guess what i just got all my bills. i got my college bill this morning thats 1,800 and this has to be paid by august 11, 2004. i also got my car and truck insurance bills today. i got my Porsche insurance bill thats 2,000. i got my Mercedes-Benz McLaren insurance bill thats 3,000. i got my Aston Martin insurnace bill thats nother 3,000. i got my Escalade insruance bill thats 2,000. and i got my Denali insurance bill which is another 2,000. so in total for my car and truck insurnace for the year im paying 12,000 to be able to keep insurance on my vechiles for another year. well guess what else came today i got my car and truck monthly payment bills to. i got my Mercedes-Benz McLaren bill which 560.00 a month. i got my Aston Martin monthly bill which is 600.00 <---4 more months and i payed that in full yea baby! i got my Escalade montly bill and thats 420.00 a month. and i also got my Denali monthly bill and thats 400.00 a month. well in total monthly payments on my cars and trucks and brings my up to 1,980 just in monthly installments. ohh fun. and if that wasnt enough bills for me to pay i also got my cell phone bill which is yet another 200.00. so yea. all together this month im paying about 15,980 in bills. well at least i dont have to pay that every month. lol. normally its just the car and truck monthly payments and my cell pohone so that like 2,180 a month. which is a better number than 15,980 any day lol. but hey if you got the money why not flaunt it with expensive toys? well at least i always have an average of 300,000.00 in the bank. :) >weell i went out to a party last night and got smashed. i came hom so drunk. you name the drink i prolly had a 1/2 glass of it. lol. i tried everything. and im not really feeling any kind of hangover effects except for a headache. but i took excedrin migraine and that went away about an hour ago. so i dunno. Audrie came out to the party with me last night and we had a good time. she didnt drink much cus i gave her my car keys cus i knew i wasnt gonna be able to drive. so she drove me home and then she just walked next door and that was around 430-5am. i just woke up also an hour ago. noon baby. and now i feel very wide awake. which is kinda strange. lol. well im abouts to say peace and give you your daily randomosity. so PEACE!!

[u]Choosey Lover (Old School/New School)[/u]
By: Aaliyah

Chorus:
Choosey Lover, Boy Im So Proud Of Ya. Im So Glad You Chose Me, Baby. And Ill Make You So Happy.

Verse 1:
Thought I Had A Love, But I Was Kidding Myself, Baby. By The Time I Learned The Truth About It, He Was Sleeping With Someone Else. But Not You Baby.

Chorus

Verse 2:
Cause Your Givin Me.....Givin Me Security, Baby And You Proven What You Said.(Ohh) Never Worried About You Baby, Jumpin In And Out Of Bed. Ohhhh, But Not My Baby.

Chorus

Repeat Verse 1

Chorus

Repeat Verse 2

Chorus

well its only me and Audrie home

07.21.04 (12:18 pm) [edit]

yep, my mom is at work as usual. i worked earlier today i just got home about 2 hours ago. my brother is at his friends and then he's working at the resturant later tonight. haha he got the night shift. Keillie is out with her friends, she's spending the night there. Kelly is somewhere, i dont really know where my sister is, however i dont really care where my sister is. lol.
im however making cheeseburgers for me and Audrie, i invited her over and then later after dinner we're just ognna chill here tonight. theres not much really to do since i spent my money yesterday. well friday i get paid so ill have money to take her out once again. and ill have a big pay this week to.
i either have to take my vacation at the end of july or the beginning of august. like i really have a choice here. my boss is like, take it now or you dont get it at all lol. so ill be going on two weeks vacation starting on friday. so from friday through the 8th ill be on vacation. YAY!! :D this one i cant wait for. all i gotta do is go there and pick up my pay on friday. so yesh. i wont be going anywhere so ill just be chillen at home with my girlfriend and friends. well im outs.
randomness and this ones a promise.

[u]One In A Million[/u]
By: Aaliyah

Intro:
Love it babe. Love it babe. (repeats and fades)

Verse 1:
Baby you don't know,what you do to me. Between me and you, I feel a chemistry. Won't let noone come and take your place. Cause the love you give can't be replaced. See noone else love me like you do. That's why I want to spend my life with you. Wanna please you in anyway I can. Wanna share my world don't you understand.

Chorus:
Your love is a one in a million it goes on and on and on
you give me a really good feelin all day long. Your love is a one in a million it goes on and on and on you give me a really good feelin all day long.

Verse 2:
Turn me inside out make my heart speak. Don't want nobody else you are all I need. Personality(ty) in everything you do(do) Makes me love everything bout you. Your smile your style so fly I can't deny I got a crush on you and that's true indeed. I'm diggin you your makin me believe.

Chorus

Verse 3:
I'll give you anything you want from me anything you want anything you need anything your soul desires
I'll give you anything you want from me anything you want anything you need anything your soul desires

Chorus

new ship in the mix

07.20.04 (2:53 pm) [edit]

ahoy. me and audrie are going out. that was the big thing last night. so ill be taking her to the movies and dinner on no money. im broke this week, thats the bottom line. lol. thats it. this should go real well. lol. gotta stop at the bank before we go thats all.
my mom loves the neighboors. she has a new friend. Audrie's mom, Lynn, shes cool.
well my sister also has a new friend. my bro is jealous once again over me, not like that is any different. he's always jealous over me for something no matter what i got its so annoying.
well thats my shit for today. peace
randomosity..

there is none today because lyricscafe.com is being a bitch.

yo, im getting more and more happy.

07.19.04 (2:31 pm) [edit]

well my mom invited our new neighboors over for dinner and man i cant wait. their one daughter, Audrie, man shes hot! so this'll be interesting, esp. since she's single she told me. :)
so since we're getting company my mom spend the day cleaning, oh yea, she get phycso when she cleans. lol. she does! i mean come on she even cleaned my room which was clean to begin with. lol.
work today was ok i guess. nothing really too interesting happened. my boss brought us bookkeepers lunch today. SUBWAY BABY!!! my boss is awesome.
well thats all for today. peace out.
randomness...

[u]Loyalty[/u]
By: d-12 feat. Obie Trice

Intro:
Whoa! Yeah! Ahh! (Mutha'Fucka's think they know us) G-g-g-g Guess whos back? D-Twizze!, O-Twizzie! Doc-Twizzie!, Shady-Twizzie!, slash Aftermath! Fiftycent!, G Unit!, Here we go!, Free Yayo! Mutha'fucka!, Benzino!, They don't know we finna' blow! Someone betta' tell them so. . .

Verse 1:
You don't me, McVay and I doubt if you understand me
Why would I give a fuck about you if we ain't family?
I roll with a chosen few, and those of you that's behind me
Witness the most potest' furocious *****s that rhyme
These bitches turn they back on you, actin' like they ain't did shit
When you rappin' never mix bussiness up with your friendship
If you lackin' up in this jungle, then what you breathe fo'?
*****s's don't love you, you got habits of breaking street codes
Far as static, I automaticly get medieval
When i'm after people, then i'll explode you bitches with C-4
These hoe's, have no insurance, bodies get repo'
Making you vanish even when we ain't got our heat close
Keepin' .44's where you're hoes are swallowing deep throat
If you owe me dough then you know you falling asleep, close
*****'s pupils that's what I do, i'm foolish will shoot you
Cuz' i'm coo-coo, But I don't think *****s can take in heat tho'

Chorus
See i'm a man, and a man gon' do what he gotta do
And he ain't really family if he ain't loyal to you
If they was really soldiers then they would do what we do
And be loyal to crew and crew was loyal to you

Verse 2:
I don't give a fuck, i'm quick to blaze chronic
Smoke on so much green, use twelves and supa-sonic
Bizarre pack guns and knives, put to dick to 'Nuns and Wifes
Now who the fuck want to fight?
Ain't nobody fucking with me, Ain't nobody fucking with the D'
They get beat like a M-P
You heard about Bizarre taking all them drugs
You heard about Proof wil'ing in the clubs
You heard about that nine that Eminem packs
You diss us, you get you're fucking face cracked
I'm from 7 Mile and stout, I'll shoot up you're house
Next day, i'll pee in you're mouth. .

Verse 3:
Aiyyo, loyalty's first, all the bullshit second
I showed you on the record, Cheers to who respect it
Most of these *****s neglect it
Even though it's a known method
From the hectic hood that you slept in
You wanna' be an exeption
That's when the weapon is leaving you're half stepping
With that 'caine in you're left hand
Obie from a section that'll stain up you're flesh and
Have you on bare breast
Questionin' you're affection for streets
D-Twizzie no question
One of the best groups that done it
And Obie is their reflection
Lil' homey that know sowly that loyalty is reckin'
D-Twizzie fo' life, Obie Trice is second. .

Chorus

Verse 4:
Which one of you *****s wanna' be ?boltion? bump heads
When I got a passion for clappin'. . .with one hand
Talent's on my roster this mobster's in dump land
Send a gangsta to sleep two by two like bunk beds
Never leave the crib without packing my black burner
On some T. Ali rapper to merk a have murda
Incorporated, Hitman Herry is at you're service
Reach for me one more gain' and thats closed
For life as D12, no ice and spreewells
Every night that I chill in, I fight by free-will
Knowing I can be killed
Leaving my group, pieces of proof with a reason to shoot
And a liecense to ill
We lost Bugz and i'll be damed if we loose another man from our clan
Without forcing our hand
Estorting you're family, i'll torture you're granny
For my *****'s, i'm on you're motherfucking porch with a 'Cammy

Chorus

Verse 5:
Yo its funny how *****s get caught along (and get bombed on)
Knocking teeth in back of you're throat (and break you're jaw bone)
(I'm on ignorant shit) these *****s is bitch
Pass me a cigarrete quick (shit is finna' get thick)
Yo' man i'll get split (by a brutal and critical hit)
With identical dent (or bullets with identical prints)
I'm wishing you if (you come you're Lutenints a snitch)
You teminant fick (and we know you ain't finna' do shit)
I'll stick with my clique (The Kon Artis Bomb Artist)
Kuniva The Rida' (Shooting through you're fucking Long John garmets)
Dirty Dozen (We deep in the street)
Unbelivable heat, we'll even lay you out infront of the chief of police
Muthafucka'

Chorus

Outro:
Yeah! D-Twizzie D12, Dirty Dozen Nothing but family up in this muthafucka' Loyal to everything that we do You ain't neva' gonna' catch none of us slippin by ourself
'Cuz we always together You know what i'm sayin . . Y'all *****s don't know what family means Bugz watching over our ass Thats why we still alive know
Knocking yall *****s outta the clubs and shit Haha! Runyan Av. Baby! Shady Records! Where yo' mamma at *****?

yo, im getting more and more happy.

07.19.04 (2:30 pm) [edit]

Basically i just walked in...

07.17.04 (5:20 am) [edit]

my house in the early morning from a night out with friends. that was around 330-4am. dont even ask what im doing up. cuz i dont have the slightest clue. headache maybe? but my head really doesnt hurt. oh yea i got to pee, cus i had to go really bad then i couldnt fall asleep. i coulda gotten laid last night but decided agaisnt it. i know what you're thinking 'what guy would say no to sex?' lol. i dunno. i was just having too fun with my friends to even think about sex. i dont regret it if thats you're thinking. i got home this morning and my mom is screaming at my brother for having to picked up at the police station at 230am. my mom was pissed. i dont know what it is with him, i never did anything like that. i just got brought home by the cops but never had to be picked up at the station. lol. that was less stress on my mom. now with my brother oh god. that kid needs a fuckin beating and one soon. lol.
this morning is going well its only like 9am, lol. i know im up dont ask. my mom is sleeping she should be up soon to cook breakfast, but if shes not it wont dissapoint me, i hardly eat breakfast here. i just eat lunch and dinner. and half the time im not even home to eat. lol. Keillie was up last night scared from my mom yelling. she came into my bed but i wasnt there. i came home 2 hours later.
someone once told me that im not a good father. im like whered the hell y'all get that from? im home for her, i take her places with me, i give her whatever she wants as long as shes good. the weekends im usually home for her during the day sat&sun. its the night i go out. weekdays i work during the day and then im home to be with her monday, tuesday & thursday. im home with her 5 days out of 7, i mean its like i gotta have a life to you know. i guess its just what people see. i dunno.
randomness? Ahoy.

[u]Git Up[/u]
By: D-12

Verse 1:
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
Ready or not here we come, here comes trouble in the club
11, 12, 13, pistols big as M 16's
How the fuck we sneak in with this many heaters in our jeans
Nina, 2 nina's, a peace and they dont even see us
Some shit pops off we squeeze each one they gon' think its machine guns
Vanos vo vano, bananas in our flannels
Hands around our colt handles, hold them like roman candles
Vannas vo vannas, banana fanna fo fannas
Who come back all bananas, banna clips loaded
Managers, bouncers and the club owners, the motherfuckers dont want us
To come up and rush in the club and run up in it with a bunch of
Motherfuckers from Runyan, steady poppin them onions,
Ready set to go nut up, prepare to tear the whole club up
Fixin to get into some shit just itchin to choke someone up
You know we finna loc'n when we mixin coke with coke and nut rum up
Yeah Yeah oh, what up, see my people throw shit up
See you talk that hoe shit now when you down you dont get up
And can't sit up your so slit up, the ambulance wont sew you up
They just throw you up in the trunk once they tag your big toe up
Heater no heater, automatic no matic
Mac or no mac it dont matter if I have or dont have it
You never know what im packin' so you just dont want no static
And open up a whole can of whoop ass you dont wanna chance to
Risk it no biscuit, mili mac a mac milli
Really homie dont be silly, homie you dont know me really
You're just gonna make yourself dizzy wonderin what the dealy
Fuck it lets just get busy D Twizzys back up in the hizzy!

Chorus:
Git Up Now! Lets get it crackin, Git, Its on and poppin Its D12 is back up in this bitch, uh, there aint no stoppin We're gonna get it crackalatin What you waitin for the waiters orders Say no more fo tryin to play the wall and quit hatin Git Up Now! Notice you're sittin, what the fuck is you deaf You motherfuckers dont listen, I said, We bout to get this motherfucker crackalatin' Quit, procrastinatin' What the fuck you waitin for get off the wall and quit hatin

Verse 2:
I keep a shit load of bullets a pitpull to pull it out (?)
And automatically explode on motherfuckers until they mouth be closed permanently
You get burned until i quickly you can not hit me *****z to terrified to come get me,
Tempt me if you think Swifty won't send a slug, people run,
When the reaper comes, the repercussions' gon' leak your blood,
Inglewood, steepin' without a weapon, you leave, you gone,
I'm still runnin' with stolen toasters while on parole,
Snatch you out our home, like eviction notices hoe,
When I unload, I'm known to never leave witnesses to roam,
When I'm blowed, I'll write the wicked in scroll,
At the toll, when I'm sober I'm prone to roll up and disconnect your soul, *****.

Verse 3:
Now it's proven it's about to be a misunderstanding
In furniture moving, bullets flying, lawyers & mothers suing
Cause *****s don't know the difference, you bitches just stick to fiction
It's sickening, you can't even walk in my jurisdiction rippin' it,
Grippin' the pump and who wanna fuck with a walking psychopathic
Pyromaniac shady cats with 80 gats
And maybe thats the reason that you gon' get it the worst a
And since you jumpin' in front of everybody you gon' get it first
I dispurse the crowd with something vigor and versatile
So go on and record you verses now while you got a mouth,
And it's not a joke, it's some kind of riddle,
Kunizzle will lift up a 12 gizzle and throw a party from my equittle,
And a glock that ? stop you from waking,
Bullets'll hit your liver, I'll even shoot native americans,
A ? *****, we back in you life and back in your wife,
Hit you in the back with a knife and get it crackin' tonight.

Chorus

oh yea i forgot to mention while i was here before that i have a new neighboor:) thats exciting. its a family of a mom, a dad and 3 girls. the mom looks in her early 40's the dad ill day mid 40's and the girls, the oldest is 20, the next would be 17 and the youngest is about 8. so there you have it lol. i was helping them move in to their new house yesterday before i went out with my friends.

Drama that I'm not dealing with no more.

07.14.04 (6:59 pm) [edit]

well yep. here it goes again, the story of my life. Amanda left me again for reasons that she has to deal with herself first and not worry about me. She doesnt need to worry about me. i dont tell her anything that goes on in my life to make her worry. she also says that there are more reasons she has to deal with but none of which were discussed. i understand that whole thing there. thats cool you know. what pisses me off is that she does this shit all the time. she leaves, she'll meet someone new that apparently knows and can relate to her better, she dates them, then breaks it off with them and comes running back to me. well you know what? not this time. i know i said this before, but this time i really cant do this shit anymore. i wont do it, i refuse. i'll be friends with her but nothing more, even when she gets her shit together. im not dealing with it, i cant.

[u]How Come[/u]
By: D-12

Chorus:
How come we dont even talk no more And you dont even call no more We dont barely keep in touch at all And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now After all the years we been down Aint no way no how, this bullshit can be true We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you

Verse 1:
So young, so full of life in vibrant side by side wherever you weres ridin I went
So close, almost on some bonnie and clyde shit
When ronnie died you weres right by my side with a shoulder to cry on
Tissue to wipe my eyes, and a bucket to catch every tear I cried inside it
You even had the same type of childhood I did
Sometimes I just want to know why is it that you surcame to yours
And mine I survived it, you ran the streets, I 9 to 5'd it
We grew up, grew apart, as time went by us, then I blew up
To both yours and mine surprises
Now I feel the vibe I just cant describe it
As much as your pride tries to hide it
Your cold, you touch its like ice
In your eyes is the look of resenment
I can sense it, and I dont like it

Chorus

Verse 2:
It was my dream at first to be on spittin a verse
On my own album with a deal but shit got burst
So I came out I woulda killed a nigga first
Before I let him disrespect me and check me over some worst
Some bitch that I wasnt with I would hit her then quit
But you would pull a talk with her and tell her she was the shit
I told you dont get involved in it, you was smokin the chron with her
Comin out of the bar with her stumblin half drunk
Like yall was husband and wife or somethin
But me catchin you fuckin other niggers musta hurt you pride or somethin
Cuz you wont fuck at the mouth with people like you wanted with me
When all I tried to do was show your bitch was shifty
And ever since the fans and all the shit that I produced
You actin like I aint you man and lyin like she can't be loose
But I am really you friend, i'm jus trying to tell you the truth
But dont hate the game or the player
Cuz the one that is changing is you

Chorus

Verse 3:
You're only at the top cuz my homie had to stop
Now we actin like I gotta live only for the block
Homies in the hood only she be on the tube
Only gossip on the porch get to speakin on who
Fools I used to rap with all expect magic
Like my finger get to snappin and *poof* it jus happen
But PROOF is jus actin out the party was stoned
Shady made it so my babys aint starvin at home
See the devil in you grin since the ghetto we been friends
Whenever real intelligence thats forever till the end
I be the hatred in your eyes and the satan in your lives
And wastin my times with these snakes in disguise
(how come) when you talk its with bitter is fight
And (how come) it's my fault for what you did with your life
And everytime I go to hear you and play you look away
We barely embrace, you can't even look me in my face.

Chorus

lets see....

07.08.04 (12:51 pm) [edit]

the law firm business is going well. we're always dealing with people hurting themselves. lol. damned ashholes. its getting harder to deal with all the bullshit that goes on at that job but hey its something right.
well the Taylor business is going good. a lot of hard labor but then again what isnt?
well my mom is loving her jobs, she just cant get enough she worked over 70 hours this week. im like damn yo. and shes still raring to go to. shes not tired at all like i thought she would be. i brought my new puppy into the hospital for the little kids and they think he's just the cutest thing. they love him. and i think in a way he loves the kids to.
whats amanda have to say? i dunno. shes werid. but i love her anyway. thats right. amanda my love:)
hmm...we had a quick half hour rehearsal the other day down in Port Jefferson which is like a half hour drive from me. lol. but we only watched the dance ruitine that we are supposed to be doing for the show and handed out new songs that we're supposed to know for the up and coming show. whens the show? i have no idea. im supposed to be booking the show and i have no idea where to play or when or anything. i dont know i am sooo stressed out with this. but first we gotta learn everything and then ill worry about where to book the show. everyone is kinda wanting a beach show so hopefully if we work hard enough we can get one. but im not sure. the summer is almost over and then we'll have to go back to school and shit and thats a lot to do along with the group and shit you know?
well i guess thats all for today? right? yesh i think so. peace ya'll heres your random randomness for today.

[u]What Do I Do With The Love[/u]
By: Dru Hill

Intro:
What do I do, what do I do babe

Verse 1:
I can put away the letters Hide them in the drawer I can even forget what you sent them for And I can take your name out of my book I can put away the pictures I can put the dreams aside But I just can't seem to put you out of my mind So tell me now, oh

Chorus:
What do I do with the love, tell me baby What do I do with the memories of us What do I do with the nights Without you by my side They used to be your's and mine Without you, what do I do with the love

Verse 2:
I can go out every night now Stay out til the dawn Do whatever I want to Anytime I want And I can make believe we never met I can clear out all the closets Leave your things ouside the door But I just can't seem to not love you anymore So tell me now, tell me now, what do I do

Chorus

Verse 3:
Do do I do with this heart Who do I give it to What do I do with these arms If they're not holding you What do I do with this time If I'm not spending time with you If I'm not giving my love to you, oh

Chorus

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