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ahh just got back from clothes shopping
08.30.04 (9:48 am)   [edit]
clothes shopping rocks! well school starts tomarrow. isnt everyone happy?! NO! i love my summer. im not thrilled to go back. i hate it. lol. well i dont hate it but i dont wana go back.
Kiellie is all eager as a duck in water to go back to school, she loves it. then again shes only 6 so of course she loves school. wait till she gets older. im still thinking shes like 7 already. lol. i must wait for another few months lol. ugh. they grow up so fast! i swear it feels like just a month ago i was taking her into preschool. lol. i dont know yo.
well mike and kelly are just as much trouble as ever. kelly is supposed to have her ass grounded and shes not supposed to go no where....brb gotta let the dogs out....so yea shes supposed to be grounded and she went out last night or the night before or something and she got caught, caught baby! yesh! she deserves it.
mike on the other hand just got his first ticket and he's not thrilled about that. speeding of all things, and also his rear break light was out, the cop was being a bastard and didnt understand that he was going to get that fixed. cops can be soooo annoying. oh yea. dogs are barking. im gonna go so i can shut them up.
oh yea my mom and Anthony are engaged. :)

[u]3-Way[/u]


Intro:
bone diggy dig on bone {repeat x8}

Verse 1:
Now the way you went Got me in this messed up predicament Cuz i aint know how to be monagomous I was caught in the wrong Just walking through the mall
With a short on my arm Now i played the fool Sitting in the sneaker store buying shoes My girl best friend came strolling through I tried to turn away but i turned to late
cuz she already saw my face I was hoping she Didn't really get a good look at me She walked out the store so casually I thought that i was fine till she called me later on With my girl on the line

Chorus:
She seen me Call me up on the 3-way Giving my girl the whole replay Has it happened to you She seen me Call me up on the 3-way Giving my girl the whole replay Tell me what to do

Verse 2:
Now I tried to lie Said it must have been some other guy
You know your friends jealous of you and I She aint got a man So she all up in our business SHUT UP AND LET ME FINISH GIRL! You crushing me Acting like you aint got no trust in me I thought that you said that you was in love with me Well act like you know me Hang up the phone, tell your girl leave us alone But she aint quit
The more i try to lie the angrier she get Told me it was over with us, that's it Word to all me If you gon' be out creeping Look out for her friend

Chorus

Verse 3:
Now ladies know how to stick together, together No matter what you say you ain't gon' win, mmm mmm
Brothers, better have yo stuff together, together But she always gon' believe her friend She always gon' believe her friend

Repeat Intro

Chorus (with repeating intro)

Repeat intro till end
 
Spongebob Squarepants....
08.29.04 (6:14 am)   [edit]
Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? Spongebob Squarepants.And pores and square and yellow is he? Spongebob Squarepants. If nautical nonsence be something you wish. Spongebob Squarepants. Then flop on the deck and flop like a fish. Spongebob Squarepants.
ok thats enough. my daughter, Keillie, is watching that now. lol. that show is pretty funny. "this is gonng be great!" lol.
well lets see, theres not much going on today. im off from work. i got just the weekends off from work. so just saturday and sunday. which isnt too bad i'll be bringing home anywhere between 920.00-1150.00. so that would be like anywhere between 30-40 weekly. so yea. i usually get 35 hours weekly so thats not bad. this week i only got 32.5 hours. so ill be getting about a g for that. well enough about how much i make since im only doing that for me lol.
hmm...school starts soon, it starts tuesday. TUESDAY. oh my god i've been having a blast this summer and in a way im ready to go back and in another way im not ready to go back. im not ready to go back cuz i've been enjoying that "single life". if thats what you would like to call it cus i havent talked to or seen my girlfriend in about a week or so. so yea. its kinda like single life cus i can go out and have a blast without a girl. you know. so i've been going out to the bars and having a great time with my friends. my friends are awesome. i wont be seeing much of them once school starts. i'll be so busy with the group and homework and school and Keillie and my cars/trucks. so yea. i'm working on my cars all the time. hopefully i'll have sometime to get online. that would be hot.well im out. peace.

[u]Didn't Ya[/u]

Verse 1:
Who is she?
That be pagin' you and callin' all night?
Just tell me please
Ain't no need for you to try and lie now.
Where did you go
When you said that you where gonna be here, boy, don't ya know?
Today I followed you over her crib.

Chorus:
Ya must've been crazy, crazy and dumb,
Ya thought I didn't see ya now didn't ya
Tried to sneak by me now didn't ya, didn't ya
Ya gonna be sorry cause I aint the one
Ya tried to sneak by me now, didn't ya didn't ya.

Verse 2:
Now I, won't cry
Cause honestly I knew it all the time but,
Deep inside the love I had for you was keeping me blind, but
I've made up my mind
I'm tired of giving yaw scrub-ass niggas my heart.
Now boy, you and that broad
'bout to meet with the lord.

Verse 3:
Cause now it's too late
(What are you gonna do)
I lost my control
(puttin' my trust in you)
Keep this on ya mind
(Every last dog gets caught some time, bye-bye)

Chorus

Verse 4:
Sorry,
I didn't mean to do what I done.
I'm only wrong for lovin' you too much,
Now I'm sittin' in these damn 'cuffs, locked up.
(Damn)
Ya must've been crazy, crazy and dumb,
Ya thought I didn't see ya now didn't ya
Tried to sneak by me now, didn't ya, didn't ya
Ya gonna be sorry cause I ain't the one
 
dates for rehearsals
08.24.04 (12:46 pm)   [edit]
the studio time rehearsals are schedualed as follows:
September:
9-8-04: suffolk college islip arts building on stage. common hour
9-15-04: suffolk college islip arts building on stage. common hour
9-22-04: suffolk college islip arts building on stage. common hour
9-29-04: suffolk college islip arts building on stage. common hour

October:
10-6-04: suffolk college audio and visual room. common hour
10-8-04: my house. studio time for what we have covered so far.
10-13-04: suffolk college audio and visual room. common hour to finish recording what we have covered so far.
10-20-04: suffolk college audio and visual room. common hour. recording.
10-27-04: suffolk college audio and visual room. common hour. recording.

there are the dates for the next two months. be there or i will kill. j/k just show up will ya.
aight as for me today, im doing good, theres nothing too much out of the ordinary thats going on. and i guess that about covers it lol. i still wonder what happened to Amanda she still hasnt been on its been like a week already and im getting kinda worried. so peace.

[u]Right Here Waiting[/u]
By: Monica

Verse 1:
Oceans apart Day after day And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice On the line But it doesn't stop the pain
I see you next to never How can we stay forever

Chorus:
Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you

Verse 2:
I took for granted All the time That I thought would last somehow I hear the laughter and I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh can you see it baby You've got me goin' crazy

Chorus

Verse 3:
I wonder how we came so survive This romance, but in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaance

Instrumental Break

Chorus

Outro:
I'll be right here waiting for you Oh, I love yo Oh whatever it takes Whatever you do Where ever you go I'm never leavin' you (I Will Be Waiting) I'll be right here waiting, for youuuuu oh oh, youuu
 
ATTENTION T.W.O. MEMBERS!
08.21.04 (1:17 pm)   [edit]
Okay this is how its gonna work from now on. I have taken some advice from another group member, D, and we will now announce our rehearsals (which we have never done before) as well as our shows (which we have always done except for one). This will make the lives of everyone a lot easier and it will also make getting ahold of a rehearsal property a lot easier. seeing as how we always dont rehearse in the exact same place all the time. I will also be posting the rehearsal and show dates on here so you will have to check this site in order to know when the dates will be. I will NOT be telling anyone anything anymore about the dates. It will be YOUR responsiblity to check the site and make sure when your next rehearsal/show will be. Show admission will be going up. if you have any questions concering this new method please feel free to email me at Thug103102@aol.com or you can hit me up on AIM at NightProwlerThug is that clear? okay. The dates i will be posting for the rehearsal for studio time will be up in the next couple days. so be sure to check back over the weekened.
Rehearsals will run as follows:
1) There will be A LOT less alcohol at the rehearsals, we dont want a bunch of drunks (THIS INCLUDES EVERYONE, yes me also) on the mic in the studio.
2) You are only able to bring 2 guest each. Any more than 2 guest they will have to leave.
3) There will be NO MORE disputes among group members, guests, or workers.
4) Lastly, respectfulness towards other peoples belongings and the equipment.
Studio Time and Shows will run as follows:
1) You must arrive at least an hour before time posted.
2) There will be NO alcohol brought in, if you buy it leave it in your car/truck. There will be alcohol at the shows, not studio time.
3) Sound check will run 25 minutes before the show starts, EVERYONE MUST BE PRESENT AND PARTICIPATE IN THE SOUND CHECK NO EXCEPTIONS!!!
 
well
08.18.04 (6:35 am)   [edit]
me and Audrie broke up, thats really no news cus are personalities are so different. but its cool though. i broke up with her yesterday, she said it was cool and that she had the same idea. i mean come on after about a month or whatever and you hardly see each other cus your personalities are so different you know things arent going right. lol. so yea thats about all for that topic.
Kelly finally came home last night sometime around 11-1130pm and did my mom have a shit fit on her last night. i mean she called the cops and everything and posted lost child signs all over the place. and then she arrivevs home in a car full of friends. my mom was pissed, well she still is. Kelly wont be going anywhere for the next year. lol. oh well its not me.

[u]Sittin' Up In My Room[/u]
By: Brandy (waiting to exhale soundtrack)

Verse 1:
Whoa, ooh Seems like ever since The first day we met There is no one else I think of more than you I can't seem to forget Can't get you out my head Cause the verdicts in I'm crazy over you How can one be down?
Tell me where to start Cause every time you smile I feel tremors in my heart I have but one concern How can I get with you? Till my day comes here's what I'm gonna do.

Chorus:
Be sittin up in my room Back here thinking 'bout you I must confess I'm a mess for you Be sittin up in my room
Back here thinking 'bout you I'm just a mess with a plan for you

Verse 2:
Pray that you'll invest In my happiness All it takes is just one simple call from you Turn my heart around If I'm making ground Pretty baby please tell me if I'm getting through Tell me what is up You see I need to know Tell if I'm far or if I'm getting close I have but one concern And one concern is you Till I'm with you here's what I'm gonna do

Chorus

Bridge:
Ooh whoa, oh yeah, oh yeah Hmm, oh, oh, oh How can one be down? Tell me where to start Cause every time you smileI feel tremors in my heart I have but one concern How can I get with you? Till my day comes here's what I'm gonna do

Chorus

Verse 2

Chorus
 
well now
08.16.04 (10:38 am)   [edit]
lets see i was gonna go shopping today but we got rained out and D was supposed to go to but she decided not to go cus we're rained out. lol. we got massive floodings in the roads so yea. we never did get the hurricane as we were supposed to, the weather people are never right, i do have a weird feeling that this winter is gonna be a bad one. already today there were 3 car accidnets just around in the town, i went food shopping with my mom and saw the 3 so yea. big fun.
well anyway earlier today i was woking up by my new puppy (the basset hound. D gave me the idea to get one in the first place. this dog is like 5 months old. lol. the dog is hyper and energetic in the morning and i dont have that much energy to deal with him. so yea.
Kelly has left the building a couple nights ago and still hasnt returned i swear shes gonna be on unsolved mysteries cus shes fucked. i dont even care anymore.
Mike has been coming home later and later i swear he's gonna be fucked when school starts again and he has to get up at 6am to get to school by 630. lol. hes gonna be fucked, seriously. he's been coming home anywhere between 4-7am. he's so gonna be fucked. and my mom doesnt want to deal with it anymore. she's had it with his shit.
my mom is now at work she will be going to the hospital to see the kids later in the day. she loves them. i think she's even gonna bring my doberman tonight. however im not completely sure.
so i dunno. as for me, im still the same, nothing really has changed with me, i still drink and party a lot but its just me. its fun. but i dont let my drinking get out of hand lol. thats the one things i will never do. i know what alcohol does to the human body and the brain and i wont, i refuse to end up like that. i dont know whats happening between me and Audrie, we seem to be two different kinds of people, i mean personality wise. i dont think we're gonna be compatible for very long so i dont know whats gonna happen. if shit does happen we will still remain friends.
randomness? okay.

[u]Everything I Do (I Do It For You)[/u]
By: Brandy

Verse 1:
Look into my eyes You will see, what you mean to me Search your heart, search your soul When you find me there, then you'll search no more

Chorus:
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for You can't tell me it's not worth dying for You know it's true, everything I do I do it for you

Verse 2:
Look in to your heart, you will find There's nothing there to hide Take me as I am, take my life I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Chorus

Verse 3:
There's no love, like your love And no other, could give me more love There's nowhere, unless you're there All the time, all the way

Chorus

Outro:
Everything I do i do it for you
 
ahh well
08.15.04 (6:02 am)   [edit]
since i havent spoken to certain people my life is back in order. happy, fun, non stop excitement. lol.
well i just went school shopping with Keillie yesterday and she cant wait to go back to school. she's a happy kid and she never frowns wish my life could be like that. lol. so yea. right now its like 947am on a sunday and im up. why? because Keillie woke me up today to show me how she looks in all her new clothes. lol. so yea. shes putting on a fashion show for me while im sitting here lookin back and forth at her and the screen. well at least i can type and look at her at the same time. lol. thats the important thing here right? and besides on how cute she is.
well back to work on monday. lol. mondays suck. well at least i got friday off. :) yea baby 3 day weekend. thats all im lookin forward to.

[u]Have You Ever?[/u]
By: Brandy

Chorus:
Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever

Verse 1:
Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start

Chorus

Verse 2:
Have you ever found that one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do anything to look into her eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed you eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

Chorus

Bridge:
What I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What I gotta do to to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you into my world 'Coz baby I can't sleep

Chorus
 
YOU DONT KNOW ME!!!!
08.13.04 (10:26 am)   [edit]
You dont know me, they dont know me, ya'll dont know me, so dont try to judge me, cause im hardheaded, i dont wanna listen, expierence is my teacher, that how i wanna live my live. now lately it seems as though you're acting like you're someone else, and the way it used to be you could run to me and tell me what you feel. now i heard they say what you see is what you get but that aint always a fact, but if you turn me inside out i think you'll gain a new respect. Seems like everyboyd knows my mind better than i know my own. I always questioning the things that i do, i wish they would just leave me alone. I may hang out and drink a lot but thats just how i get down, if i listen to you and him or her i'd never get my feet off the ground. Everybody help me say you think you know me but you dont, i'll do me and you do you, thinking you know me when you handle you, you think you know me but you dont!
 
i dont know.
08.12.04 (1:20 pm)   [edit]
well my friend D finally got her blog up in here. i saw her comment before along with 2 others. she's been reading blogs on here for a long time and she just decided to get her own, thanks to her bf.
well i just got home from work about 5minutes ago and of course i come straight onto the computer, lol, its like my life. yesh. i got home at 5 it takes my like a damn hour or so depending on traffic to get to my home in East Hampton. so yea baby.
Everyone seems rather bitchy today and i dont know why. my mom is bitchy but she is usually bitchy when things dont as they should at her law firm. she just left about a 1/2 hour ago to get to the hospital on time for the kids that she works with, they are such little angels.
i guess thats about all today. caio

[u]Time[/u]
By: Backstreet Boys

Verse 1:
I know that I, I can't believe Just what the past has brought me To the man I wanna be I know that we have had some times That we can't forget the struggle Cause we have so far to go

Verse 2:
I know we've changed but Change can be so good So let's not forget why It's understood that

Chorus:
Time, look where we are and what we've been through Time, sharing our dreams Time, goes on and on everyday, baby Time is what it is Come what mayc(come what may)

Verse 3:
I remember when, mom used to say That things are getting better And you'll soon be on your way Remember those days When we would sing at the drop of a dime (Oooh) Way back when nothing mattered (Mmm, mm, mm)

Verse 4:
I know we've changed, but Change can be so good Oh so let's not forget why it's understood that

Chorus

Bridge:
So here we are (here we are) And we'll always stay together And through it all you know we owe it all to you, you, you , you Time goes on and on

Chorus

Outro:
Time, goes on and on everyday, Time is what it is Come what may Come what may

 
Why?
08.11.04 (12:22 pm)   [edit]
Why is it that when i say something and someone else comments on it im automatically wrong for whatever i said. Now first off i never said Amanda was a bitch for getting help, i just said it seemed like she changed and everything blew up and it was like this sick came up in here and called her a bitch for getting help and now im like 'where'ed ya'll get that from?' She seemed to change a few months before we broke up that was a few months before she went to get help. aight. so you all that are calling me the bad guy in all this need to get your fuckin facts straight and not read so much into what im saying and not take it the wrong way. ANYWAY........GOD HAVE I EVER SAID HOW MUCH I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE!? well if i didnt now you know.

[u]No One Else Comes Close[/u]
By: Backstreet Boys

Verse 1:
When we turn out the lights The two of us alone together Something's just not right But girl you know that I would never Ever let another's touch, come between the two of us Cuz no one else will ever take your place

Chorus:
No one else comes close to you No one makes me feel the way you do You're so special girl to me And you'll always be eternally Every time I hold you near You always say the words I love to hear Girl with just a touch you can do so much No one else comes close

Verse 2:
And when I wake up to The touch of your head on my shoulder You're my dream come true, oh yeah Girl you know I'll always treasure Every kiss and everyday I'll love you girl in every way And I always will, cuz in my eyes

Chorus
 
I seriously think
08.10.04 (1:09 pm)   [edit]
that Amanda has changed. better or worse? not sure. but the way she acts towards me she's definately changed for the worse. she used to be such a nice person to me, now dont get me wrong she still is nice to me, sometimes. but other times she's such a, i dont wanna say bitch, but she's such a aggressivly angry person at me if i say something she doesnt want to hear, even if its the truth. ignorant? aggragant? i dont know shes not being a bitch yet. but we'll see if that part comes out of her at me. she says all i talk about is my girlfriend all the time, and i dont. i wasnt even gonna mention her yesterday but i knew Amanda was gonna ask 'why are you changing your avatar on yahoo for?' i've known Amanda long enough to know that she would ask that so i just came out and told her and she got mad at me. which leads me to conclude that might be a jealously factor? i know shes gonna read this and totally take this the wrong way cus that what she usually does with my posts about her. but let her. right now im speaking the truth and thats all that comes outta my mouth is the truth.
well on a lighter note, i went out last night with a few friends and hung out at the local diner after we ate dinner and dessert, after that we all went out to the club and had a great time without the alcohol. its true what they say you have more fun when you're not drinking. but drinking is only fun if you have a bunch of drunk/tipsy people around you. you cant have the solber ones, cus there the ones that remember everything even if you do to, theres always something that you did that you wanna block out, and the solber ones will bring it up to you. lol. well im out for now. peace.

[u]All I Have To Give[/u]
By: Backstreet Boys

Verse 1:
I don't know what he does to make you cry But I'll be there to make you smile I don't have a fancy car To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles I don't care if he buys you nice things Does his gifts come from the heart? I don't know But if you were my girl I'd make it so we'd never be apart

Chorus:
But my love is all I have to give Without you I don't think I could live I wish I could give the world to you But love is all I have to give

Verse 2:
When you talk (when you talk) does it seem like he's not Even listening to a word you say? That's okay babe, just tell me your problems I'll try my best to kiss them all away Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most? Does his friends get all your time? Baby please
I'm on my knees Praying for the day that you'll be mine

Chorus

Bridge:
To you... (hey girl) hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside All the money in the world could never add up to all the love I have inside... I love you And I will give it to you All I can give, all I can give Everything I have is for you But love is all I have to give

Chorus

Outro:
But my love is all I have to give Without you I don't think I can live I wish I could give the world to you But love is all I have to give... to you
 
i hate this new posting engine crap
08.08.04 (7:57 am)   [edit]
its so retarded they put it up here and then it doesnt even work right. what the hell is up with that shit. they shoulda just left it the way it was it was working fine there was no need for change.
well anyway i have spend about 2 1/2 days with Audrie i mean 50 hours straight with each other. oh man its surprising that we didnt get sick of each other like i thought it would. well its most def a good thing.
hmmm.....i was talking to Dora a day or so ago and she told me that Cornell would be leaving for school the 29th of this month and she doesnt want him to go, and im sure he doesnt want to leave her either. i mean come on who would want to leave such a geat and beautiful person like her?
my mom has a couple days off from the hospital but she still will be doing her law office but i told her why not just take that off to i mean she doesn own the business so she can take time off and still get paid for it you know? but i guess she really loves it, she didnt even want to take time away from the kids at the hospital cus she loves them and her jobs so much. im like your crazy. i will be going back to work tomarrow and that sucks ass, but im kinda happy to go back cus i can go back to my boss everyone else around mode. lol
hmm i guess thats all for today so randomness it is my friends.

[u]As Long As You Love Me[/u]
By: Backstreet Boys

Verse 1:
As long as you love me Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine I'm leavin' my life in your hands People say I'm crazy and that I am blind Risking it all in a glance And how you got me blind is still a mystery I can't get you out of my head Don't care what is written in your history As long as you're here with me

Chorus:
I don't care who you are Where you're from What you did As long as you love me Who you are Where you're from Don't care what you did As long as you love me

Verse 2:
Every little thing that you have said and done Feels like it's deep within me Doesn't really matter if you're on the run It seems like we're meant to be

Chorus

Verse 3:
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows But I guess it shows When you look into my eyes What you did and where you're comin from I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

Chorus
 
Audrie's parents are away....
08.03.04 (5:45 am)   [edit]
and you know what that means. lol. not sex you perv! Audrie spent the night at my house and right now she's still sleeping i cant sleep, allergies hit me this morning and i kinda feel like crap. so yea.
my mom is working right now so shes not home, Mike is also working now he had to be in by 9. haha he sucks ass. im off for the rest of this week.
i was talking to Porsche and i sent her a pic of my girlfriend and then my computer crapped out and wouldnt let me back on so yea thats always good right? well if i talk to her again today ill tell her what happend. there isnt really much to be said about today. well peace out y'all.

[u]Everytime [/u]
By: Tatyana Ali

Verse 1:
Was I awake, or was it just a dream?  I opened up my eyes, and you weren't with me. And now you've said that you're leaving but you'll be home soon. It's never easy bein' away from you. One thought, boy, I'm all choked up. There's something about you, I could never ever get enough. It's the way that you move. It's the smile on your face. Breaks my heart in two everytime you go away. I always said I'd never cry over you. 
But it's hard to hold back tears when your fears come true. I'm sittin' here lonely just a-missin' you. Baby, come home... 

Chorus:
Everytime you go away, my heart goes with you.  Everytime you go away, my heart's torn in two. Is there something I can say? Won't you change the plan to make? 'Cuz my heart can't stand the pain. Everytime, everytime you go away. 

Verse 2:
Last night, I was sittin' up in my room. I knew I should be sleeping, but instead I was thinking about you. I can still hear your voice callin' out my name. I just closed my eyes, and you're lying here next to me. I always said I'd never cry over you. But it's hard to hold back tears when your fears come true. I'm sittin' here lonely just a-missin' you. Baby, come home... 

Chorus

Verse 3:
Why do you want to make cry? Why do I feel such pain inside? I need to know. I always said I'd never cry over you. But it's hard to hold back tears when your fears come true. I'm sitting here lonely, and I'm missin' you! 
Come home! 

Chorus 

Bridge:
Come home, baby. Missin' you when you go away. 
Everytime you go away, I can't stand the pain. I can't stand it. I know, I know. All them days will be perfect.  Someone stand the pain! 

Chorus
 
this morning....
08.02.04 (7:09 am)   [edit]
my mom is forcing kelly down to the rehabilitation center for drug and alcohol abuse and Kelly started bitching this morning about how come me and Mike dont have to go for rehab. im like what the fuck? im not abusing alcohol or drugs, i dont drink it day in and day out. lol. and Mike he just drinks with his friends and a joint here or there. although the whole joint thing my mom doesnt know about otherwise she would blow a shit fit. its like we're not hooked on the shit she is, totally different situations. that was about 7am this morning, i was able to sleep till at least 830.
my mom just got back from dropping Kelly off about a half hour or so after i woke up, Mike however was still sleeping. i was talking with my mom for a while about the whole situation with my sister and she said that she will be staying in rehab for at least 3 weeks. thats like the rest of this month and she will be coming back just in time to go back to school. lol. woohoo for her.
oh man i cant believe school is only like 3 1/2 weeks away for me! oh no! i get to go back the 31st fo this month. oh man. its all coming so damn quickly.
since we have ended the tour short we only get part of what we were supposed to get. which thats ok. im not buggin on a 5 grand. i got one out of it so whats the big deal you know? we will prolly start rehearsals again with the full group starting in september when we get our group life back on track. right now we're all on our personal lives and its holding us back from doing a summer show as planned. which im not complaining over here and i dont think that anyone else is either. we are happy with our personal lives and we really dont need to interupt them with group rehearsals or shows.
well i guess thats all for now so ill catch up with you guys later. peace!

[u]Come Over[/u]
By: Aaliyah feat. Tank

Verse 1:
Ooh yeah yeah hmmm mm mm hmm mm mm mm I just touched down (touched down) quarter after 2 (plat 1-0-2) I know it’s late (real late) but I’m callin’ you (callin’ you) tryna figure if I(I) can(can) come(come) see(see) you (can I come see you)hmm mm  I know your sleep (you sleep) but you were on my mind (my mind) I’m wide awake (awake) and I want to stop by (come on over) so can you get up and get out of the bed cause I wanna see you and I’ve been wondering

Chorus:
Can I Come Over(can I) Come Over(stop by) Come Over(to see you) Come Over(tonight) Can I Come Over(can I) Come Over(get which you) Come Over(just wanna) Come Over(be which you baby) Can I Come Over(can I) Come Over(stop by) Come Over(to see you)
Come Over(tonight) Can I Come Over(can I) Come Over(get which you) Come Over(just wanna) Yeah(be which you baby)

Verse 2:
So tell me what the deal you’re not that far I just got my bags and I’m headed to the car say yes or no cause I’m on the road (um...wait a minute...my battery’s low...let me...aiight) baby I wanna come see you said I really want to come see you don’t you worry about a thing I’m just wantin’ to hold you, embrace you, I want to, look at you and tell you, how much I love you, I want you, I need you, miss you

Chorus

Bridge:
Oh.....Oh..... Oh.....Oh..... Oo Oh... Oh..... Ooo Oo Oo...
Oh.....Oh..... Oh.....Oh..... Oo Oh... Oh...... Oo Oo...

Chorus
 
on a brighter note.
08.01.04 (6:38 am)   [edit]
wel dispite getting an emergency home flight because my Great Aunt Denise is in the hosptial for breast cancer. so yep. its like the past few weeks have been nothing but stress and heartache. so i dunno. i dont wanna talk about it right now.
next topic, well i havent heard anything new on my family situation from the last post so i have no idea whats going on there. well my mom found some powerdy substance in my sisters room she didnt know what it was so of course she comes to the drug expert of the family me acourse. to me it looked like cocaine, and im pretty sure it was just by the smell and taste of it. so now my sister is on drugs, mike is on alcohol but thats not any new news, we all have known about that one. i dont know mike is just so stupid, he's a dumb kid. well he's not dumb he just acts like it. he drives drunk and he is gonna get pulled over and locked up one of these days. he's not retarded just his actions are. i dont know where he gets it from. prolly my dads side of the family, that whole side is fucked. my moms side of the family isnt fucked, we have morals lol. nah im jokin my whole family has morals except my dads side thats not on in this part of New York. well anyway im leaving now peace outs.

[u]Miss You[/u]
By: Aaliyah

Chorus:
It's been too long and I'm lost without u What am I gonna do Said I been needin' you, wantin' you (Said I need you) Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you Is ur heart still mine I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

Verse 1:
Off to college Yes you went away Straight from high school You up and left me We were close friends
Also lovers Did everything For one another Now ur gone and I'm lost without you here now But I know I gotta live and make it somehow Come back...to me Can you...hear me (Callin') Hear me...callin' (For you) For you...'Cuz it's

Chorus

Verse 2:
Now I'm sittin' here Thinkin' 'bout you And the days we used to share It's drivin' me crazy I don't know what to do I'm just wonderin' if you still care I don't wanna let you know That it's killin' me I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby Come back...to me Can you...hear me (Callin') Hear me...callin' (For you) For you...'Cuz it's

Chorus

Bridge:
I...can't...breathe...no...more Since you went away I Don't really feel like talkin' Don't wanna hear you don't love me Baby do you understand me I can't do a thing without you

Chorus
 
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