Blog For Free!
Archives
Home
2005 February
2005 January
2004 December
2004 November
2004 October
2004 September
2004 August
2004 July
2004 June
2004 May
2004 April
2004 March
2004 February
2004 January
2003 December
2003 November
My Links
fallinangel8587
Kristi
sweetdiva
midnightstar
Dora
undenyinghope
Chewy2075's Blog
Porsche
Aston Martin
Mercedes-Benz
Cadillac Escalade
GMC Yukon Denali
Holicheese
egopunk
Sillyme2323
tBlog
My Profile
Send tMail
My tFriends
My Images
Sponsored
Blog
I LOVE MY CARS!!!!
Porsche
Aston Martin
Cadillac Escalade
I LOVE MY TRUCKS!!!!
Cadillac Escalade
GMC Yukon Denali
Daily Tip:
|
| not much has happened but... |
| 09.30.04 (8:35 am) [edit] |
|
well my mom just finised renovating our house. the rooms that she didnt want the same as when we brought i think they came out really nice. hey as long as my mom likes it thats all that matters right? i mean you wouldnt even recognize the rooms if i showed you the before pics and the after ones. yes its that much different. so i dont know.
i guess thats all that really happened. just the house. yea. i dunno. im at school right now and it sucks balls. i gotta go to one of my classes fo sho cus i gotta test in it later. so i can miss my other class. hehe. i should cus im not feeling this whole school thing today. well im out for now. PEACE YA'LL TTYL.
Paradise
By: Nelly
Chorus:
She said her name was (paradise) Thats what she said to me She said (paradise) Thats what she said it would be Cuz she, the finest women that ive ever did see And not to mention how she looked in them jeans She said her name was (paradise) Thats what she said to me She said (paradise)
Thats what she said it would be Cuz she was, the definition of a ghetto queen And you should see that apple bottom in jeans
Verse 1:
I met her on a sunday She walkin down the runway
Fi fly
So fine what the fuck im gon say
And i just sit imtiently just waiting my turn
Waiting for my perfect chance so i can spit out my words
I think she openly spokenly damn i hope she notices me
Hopefully she go for me
So she on the boat with me
And ima take her places she can never imagine
Like water ski'in in costa rica
With snow mobiling in aspen
She prefare the cold
Winter, snow
And do shit like the tropical
Am i dreamin let me know
Tell me is it possible
That i could be the one she in search for a man
And she could be that one that end my search for romance
No time to slack now, act now, ima bout to crack now, i put my rap
down, mack down,
Aint no turning back now
I got the this feeling that she feelin the same
About to end this feeling games and just ask her her name
Chorus
Verse 2:
So the next day monday
Im riding down the freeway
Hit her on the 2 way
Im like what you doing tuesday
She said that she was free anytime after 3
And every second after that will be reserved for me
I said thats good to know say no mo'
Ill be there around 4
Around 4 that fo' do
Phantom at your front door
You can take it for a ride
Keep it in papas sake
Debate it at fate and the
Reservations at 8
And after dinner, shampagne, walks along the beaches
With the moonlight shines on ya
And i cant create the words to explain myself
My temtation to feel ya body
Temtation to kiss them curves
One kiss two kiss she all on my neck now
Three kiss four kiss im all on her neck now that
Temperatures rising
Hips and thighs coming
Hynotizing man i dont wanna stop
It feels like
Chorus
Verse 3:
They dont understand me because i really dont understand myself
I cant live with out (my girl)
Paradise is mine mayne
Anywhere and time mayne
She gon hold it down cuz she (my girl)
She love me she love me not
She love me to be on top
She love daddy to spank her cuz she (my girl)
And if you got ne doubts just ask when you see me out
Ill tell you who im talken bout
My Girl
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| theres not much to say... |
| 09.27.04 (2:06 pm) [edit] |
well today was pretty well. there wasnt much to do at all. i skipped my and second classes today and just went to philosphy. i kinda had to, cus Dora and i were going to the mall and she introduced me to her friend Jen from Nassua. Jen's cool. shes pretty to. but hey. so yea. i dunno. i got home about 2 hours ago. yea. i just hate the drive lol. it took me about an hour and 1/2 to get home from spending the same amount of time at the mall. so yea. i dunno. well im about to get outta here. go and get something to eat cus im mad hungry.
[u]What Do I Do With The Love[/u]
By: Dru Hill
Intro:
What do I do, what do I do babe
Verse 1:
I can put away the letters Hide them in the drawer I can even forget what you sent them for And I can take your name out of my book I can put away the pictures I can put the dreams aside But I just can't seem to put you out of my mind So tell me now, oh
Chorus:
What do I do with the love, tell me baby What do I do with the memories of What do I do with the nights Without you by my side They used to be your's and mine
Without you, what do I do with the love
Verse 2:
I can go out every night now Stay out til the dawn Do whatever I want to Anytime I want And I can make believe we never met I can clear out all the closets
Leave your things ouside the door But I just can't seem to not love you anymore So tell me now, tell me now, what do I do
Chorus
Verse 3:
Do do I do with this heart Who do I give it to What do I do with these arms If they're not holding you What do I do with this time If I'm not spending time with you If I'm not giving my love to you, oh
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! |
| 09.26.04 (5:13 am) [edit] |
Well that little issue i had a couple days of go isnt really an issue, i just didnt feel like talking about it. its just basically that i was stressed, and yea.
i gotta go to work today, no not with the law firm, i dont work that on weekends. i gotta go to work with the FBI today. ooh the fun that will be 12-7. yep. well at least i get an hour lunch. thats awesome.
i had my birthday bash last night. weed, alcohol, and sex in the pool. it was soo much fun. too bad Dora left early. its cool though she had to be at work early. so its all good. so im gonna bounce.
PEACE!
[u]One Good Reason[/u]
By: Dru Hill
Intro:
Can I talk to you for a second Got something I wanna say
Verse 1:
I'm remembering in the first days You would never ever leave me alone But now it seems here lately, baby That you are always gone So tell me what am I suppose to do
Should I stay and wait for you My heart is slowly aching for your love And I don't know what to do so
Chorus:
Give me one good reason I should stay Your love is out of season Be on your way My eyes are tired of crying So what are we gonna do So give me one good reason Why I should stay with you
Verse 2:
Our love is like an hour glass You know we're running out of time How could you go and do this to me When you know it's messing with my mind I was there when you needed me So why can't you see I know you say that you love me baby But your friends, they come before me, so baby
Chorus
Verse 3:
I can't explain, no, no How the joy you've given me has turned to pain See I'm not gonna cry no more baby I'm walking out the door, baby There's one thing I know for sure Yeah yeah, yeah, baby
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| N dey Say |
| 09.23.04 (3:58 am) [edit] |
Well you know what they say, what goes around comes back around again. oh yea. what Amanda's parents got coming is gonna hurt more than anything in this world. i dont understand anything thats happening anymore. i dont even know what the hell is going on. i just want to talk to Amanda, cus i miss her and love her. i dont want to just talk over kiwibox or in journals and stuff i want to talk to her talk to her. if that made any sense what so ever.
all i know is im gonna get myself in some deep as shit and i wont be able to shovel up and start diggin my way out. thats all i know. im already in deep shit with other things. but yea. i'm not gonna go there now. ugh.
well i kinda dont feel good now, like my stomach hurts, ohh yea. it hurts. and i dont know why. i ate this morning. yep. maybe its nerves? maybe not. i dunno. its prolly nerves. yea thats it.....about what you ask? hey the truth will come out sooner or later right? right now however is not a good time. not with all im going through u know. NO its not cheating, NO its not sex, NO its not any of that stuff. its something else, something that i've been involved with for quite sometime now. NO its not Amanda. That can only mean that theres 6 things left. so you can take your pick between:
my family
my job (FBI drug busts)
my cars/trucks
drugs
voilence or
my dad
good luck in figuring that out. cus trust me you wont not until the truth comes out. lol. im so out i got class at 930am and its 904am so yea. im gonna put in my song and then im out. PEACE!
[u]N Dey Say[/u]
Intro:
Yeah, Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah, Let's Go
Chorus:
Ha ha ha ha ha ohhhhhhhh N dey say ohhhhhh ohh ohhhhhhhh Ha ha ha ha ha ohhhhhhh N dey say ohhhhh ohhh ohh
Verse 1:
Hold up stop now let me get a look at ya,
Damn girl I ain't seen you since prom,
Come to think about it I can't believe its been that long,
I heard your man locked down now how long he gone.... Oh dat long
How the hell he get time like that?
Three strikes with possession, aww he ain't comin back,
He left you with 2 kids and bills all around,
Plus you found out he had another chick cross-town,
It's always the darkness right before the sun rises
And you gotta stay strong for the kids in their eyes and
Please don't despise and go against all brothers and
have a hatred in your heart and take it out on another,
I hate to sound Tupacish now momma but keep your head up,
But you gon' make it I promise you keep your head up
And that,
that don't kill you only makes you stronger
And the will to succeed will only feed the hunger,
Fo' Reel (Fo' Reel, Fo' Reel)
Chorus
Verse 2:
I was at the gas station and a man walked past
With his sign will work for food, clothes or cash
and he asked if he could pump my gas, so I let him
Clean the windshield and throw out the trash, so I let him (Hey)
I even asked a brother his name, where he was from, got kids man and
what's their ages
He kinda stuttered for a second, he kinda looked surprised that anyone would even take an interest in his life
He said young brother dem the only words I done heard in the last year
that wasn't no or get the fuck away from herrre
How could somthin so simple as general conversation
Mean much more than general conversation? (Hey)
You could tell life had beaten him down
Like he was in the title fight and this might be his last round
Sometimes the easiest things we take for granted
Until they gone,
then realise we even had it, Fo' Reel (Fo' Reel, Fo'
Reel)
Chorus
Verse 3:
I used to think that life had a plan for me
Until I realised life had to be planned by me, see that's the key
I only deal with what I can see cause over history, mystery brought us
nothin but misery
Man more people done died in the name of the lord
Than in any natural disaster, disease or gangwars
Before guns there was swords and they was killin each other
and what's changed to this day still killin each other
Killin a brother while another mother cries for help
Man! we need to help a brother find themself
Feed em light 1, 2, 3
Hey! that's something every brother should see and that's Fo' Reel,
and that's Fo' Reel, and that's Fo' Reel
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| Amanda |
| 09.22.04 (10:06 am) [edit] |
i did hear from Amanda and from what i heard it wasnt too good, i wasnt too thrilled about anything i heard. but shit happens for a reason, i just dont know the reason for this one yet. i guess she gotta tell me that when we speak. im not going to go into what happened, thats seriously not my place to say and im sure she wouldnt want me telling her business to everyone. its just not right.
As for my mom, she has started making wedding plans, Anthony is helping her. all they got done was the place they wanted the reception. lol. they went through a lot of work just to find the perfect place for it. its a really nice place to. marble floors, waterfront, the whole nine yards. its beautiful.
I had to pick Keillie up from school today cus she was not able to go over her friends house today cus her friend was in trouble. understandable. so i picked her up on my way home from school.
Mike was brought home by the cops last night, no surprise there right? my mom told Anthony to handle it and oh boy did he handle it. i swear i seriously think Tony has kids of his own somewhere, cus he's one hell of a father. I know for a fact Tony doesnt have any kids, we're his first set of kids. but whoe parent Tony came aboard. lol. Mike is now grounded by Tony. lol. haha.
Kelly after seeing that doesnt want to get on Tony's bad side, but like anything else thats gonna last too long.
I'm taking my Escalade in to the shop so i can get my spinners taking off for the winter season coming up. I have other brand new gold wheels that im putting on the truck. since my truck is black and it has the gold in it cus its the limited edition, hence gold wheels. yea that should be done by friday.
well im out now so peace peoples.
[u]Paradise[/u]
By: Nelly
Chorus:
She said her name was (paradise) Thats what she said to me She said (paradise) Thats what she said it would be Cuz she, the finest women that ive ever did see And not to mention how she looked in them jeans She said her name was (paradise) Thats what she said to me
She said (paradise) Thats what she said it would be
Cuz she was, the definition of a ghetto queen And you should see that apple bottom in jeans
Verse 1:
I met her on a sunday
She walkin down the runway
Fi fly
So fine what the fuck im gon say
And i just sit imtiently just waiting my turn
Waiting for my perfect chance so i can spit out my words
I think she openly spokenly damn i hope she notices me
Hopefully she go for me
So she on the boat with me
And ima take her places she can never imagine
Like water ski'in in costa rica
With snow mobiling in aspen
She prefare the cold
Winter, snow
And do shit like the tropical
Am i dreamin let me know
Tell me is it possible
That i could be the one she in search for a man
And she could be that one that end my search for romance
No time to slack now,
act now,
ima bout to crack now,
i put my rap down,
mack down,
Aint no turning back now
I got the this feeling that she feelin the same
About to end this feeling games and just ask her her name
Chorus
Verse 2:
So the next day monday
Im riding down the freeway
Hit her on the 2 way
Im like what you doing tuesday
She said that she was free anytime after 3
And every second after that will be reserved for me
I said thats good to know say no mo'
Ill be there around 4
Around 4 that fo' do
Phantom at your front door
You can take it for a ride
Keep it in papas sake
Debate it at fate and the Reservations at 8
And after dinner,
champagne,
walks along the beaches
With the moonlight shines on ya
And i cant create the words to explain myself
My temtation to feel ya body
Temtation to kiss them curves
One kiss two kiss she all on my neck now
Three kiss four kiss im all on her neck now that
Temperatures rising
Hips and thighs coming
Hynotizing man i dont wanna stop
It feels like
Chorus
Verse 3:
They dont understand me because i really dont understand myself
I cant live with out (my girl)
Paradise is mine mayne
Anywhere and time mayne
She gon hold it down cuz she (my girl)
She love me she love me not
She love me to be on top
She love daddy to spank her cuz she (my girl)
And if you got any doubts just ask when you see me out
Ill tell you who im talken bout
My Girl
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| a day like no other. |
| 09.21.04 (3:55 am) [edit] |
well ever have those days where you just dont feel like yourself. yep thats me. i've been having a week of that and im not sure exactly why. so yea, just not like myself.
Maybe i havent felt like myself cus i havent had my Amanda. i mean i heard from her, but that was it. i just heard that she was aight. then i havent talked to her in a while, she said she wasnt going to be around for a while. so is that it? I hope so, i hope once she comes back ill be back to my old self again.
well it happened yesterday. me and my mom got into an arugement over something stupid once again. it was about with what happened a few days ago. yep me i fucked everything up again. fortunately what happened a few days ago id rather not say, although this will make me look the same you know. my mom got me pissed and i just turned away and started to walk away throwing my whole arm in the air and accidently hitting her. well you know how you get pissed and walk away from something and throw your arm up in the air as if to say the hell with it? well thats what i did and didnt realize that my mom was standing directly behind me and i smacked her in her face. well she was pissed. oh yea and she kicked my ass for that one. i never meant to do it, it just happened u know. my mom has this whole issue, its a strong one to her i might add, that men shouldnt hit women. shes strongly agaisnt it. i totally agree with her on that one. she has that issue because my dad was this drugged up drunk abusive guy. i mean he was cool when he wasnt drunk or drugged up, but that was rare to see. he always always drunk and drugged since i could remember. so thats her whole thing. Anthony hasnt yet got to find that out. so with me he's even more pissed off that she was. of course my mom knows me best. im not sure if she will ever tell him about it, but i think it would be a good idea. i know i have those abusive tendacies but i keep them in check and under control for the most part. just dont push me too far u hear? seriously.
well as for that whole drama checked out. i think i am feeling a little better to have let that all out, i still my Amanda, she will always be mine. no matter what. so lets see. uuhh yea thats all for today. peace out!
[u][u][b]ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!! IM 20!!! [/b][/u][/u]
[u]Peaches And Cream[/u]
Verse 1:
So hot, hot
It's the S the L the I the M
Let me tell you what I wanna do
Let me show you that I'm feelin' you
Wanna sex, wanna ride with you
Wanna taste, wanna put my lips all over you
Can't get enough of you
Always taken of you
So sweet, so very wet
So good, girl you make me sweat
Girl I'm talkin' 'bout
Chorus:
Peaches and cream I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine It's even better when it's with ice cream Know what I mean Peaches and cream I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine It's even better when it's with ice cream Know what I mean, peaches and cream
Verse 2:
I never thought that I would be
So addicted to you
On top, underneath, on the side of you
Better yet baby inside of you
Love the way you're just flowin down
And I can feel it all around
In the front, in the back of you
Ooh I love the taste of you
Girl you know what I'm talking about
Chorus
Verse 3:
Won't stop girl you know I can't get enough
Wanna taste it in the morning when I'm waking up
Like peach cobbler in my stomach when I eat it up
Got your legs around my neck so I can't get up
See the boys 112 we from the A'
(A' - shorty we don't play)
And when it comes to eating peaches, shorty we don't play
So all the ladies in the house if your peach the shit
Put your hands in the air represent your clique
Chorus
Bridge:
Oh girl I need it I gotta have it It's always on my mind
Know what I mean Peaches and cream I like it in my car
Or even in my bed Or baby on the stairs Know what I mean Peaches and cream (2X)
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| Fuck 'Em |
| 09.19.04 (5:23 am) [edit] |
Fuck Mr. Flower
Call me Mr. Pavement
Fuck Mr. Yoga
Call me Mr. Cigar
Fuck Mr. Indian Style
Call me Mr. Barstool
Fuck Mr. Quaker Oats
Call me Mr. Six Eggs and Bacon
Fuck Mr. Flab
Call me Mr. Muscles
Fuck Mr. Hovel
Call me Mr. Real Estate
Fuck Mr. serenity Prayer
Call me Mr. Beefeater
Fuck Mr. Vatican
Call me Mr. Belmont
Fuck Mr. Antiseptic
Call me Mr. Ashtray
Fuck Mr. Sunrise
Call me Mr. Midnight
Fuck Mr. Manure
Call me Mr. After World
Fuck Mr. Motherless Motherfucker
Call me Mr. Happy Birthday
Fuck Mr. Fuck 'Em All
(was changed a little bit from the orginal)
One Time
I fucked a woman in the front seat of her car while parked at a friends house. His father was kind enough to wait until i was finished before he came out to complain about the headlights shining in his bedroom window. It was 3A.M. THe moral os this story is that i fucked a woman in the from seat of her car.
Credited authors were taken from my college Evolution Magazine.
|
|
|
| |
| My mom and Anthony |
| 09.18.04 (4:44 am) [edit] |
I've actually been thinking about that a lot the past couple days. My mom and Anthony really deserve each other. of course, i havent told my mom that. i just told her i was happy for her. i mean she deserves a good man like Tony around. not like the fucking drunk and drugged up person my father was. Tony's cool. Tony's only about 2 years younger than my mom. he's making just as much as she is at one job. lol. thats the FBI for you. another FBI agent. oh lord lol. hey well now thats awesome. esp since i can go along with Tony now, not just my uncle. thats awesome. my uncle does the drug busts and drug searches. Tony just pretty much focuses on the drug and missing persons cases. mostly the missing persons are the drug wanted criminals. but he takes all the missing person cases. which is cool. i get to go along with him. thats awesome. esp seeing as how i wanna make a life in the FBI. the criminal aspect of life calls for me. i mean i know everything there has to be about drugs. well at least i've done in the past. so its not that hard for me to realized a druggy or an alcoholic. esp since my dad was an abusive one. Tony is awesome and i wish my mom and Tony the best of luck for the next 70 years. damn that would make my mom 108 lol. and that would make Tony 106. hey at the rate they are going they would live that long. lol. well im out for now. peace.
[u]You Don't Know Me[/u]
Chorus:
You don't know me They don't know me Y'all don't know me So don't try to judge me Cause I'm hard headed I don't wanna listen Experience is my teacher That's how I'm gonna live my life
Verse 1:
Now lately it seems as though your actin' like your someone else And the way it used to be you could come to me and tell me what you felt Now I heard they say what you see is what you get But that ain't always a fact, but if you turned me inside out I think that you'd gain a new respect
Chorus
Verse 2:
Seems like everybody knows my mind better than I know my own Always questioning the things I do, I wish y'all leave me alone I may hang out and drink a lot but that's just how I get down If I listen to him or her or you, I'd never get my feet off of the ground
Chorus
Bridge:
You think you know me but you don't I'll do me and you do you think you know me but you don't have a clue You think you know me but you won't
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| I miss my Amanda.... |
| 09.17.04 (3:44 am) [edit] |
well today i woke up at around 730 and proceeded to get ready for work, as i'm leaving the house i hear "daddy can i go to Ashleys today?" i honestly dont care, i just cant drive her. i tell her yes and of course she gets happy. as of right now its 355pm and shes still over Ashleys. i should be getting a phone call soon asking if she can stay for dinner there. not like i care. she can if she wants.
work was all together another headache. we have no cashiers downstairs, we are down to 2 instead of the regular 5 that we had. so its been pretty busy down there, seeing as how theres been a lot of people coming in to pay their bills. 2 CASHIERS! TWO! i'm like damn yo, they gotta higher at least two more. i cant keep having my bookkeeping going downstairs to ring up bills. we have a lot of work to do and it has to been done by 8, which is closing for our office. i cant be having them going down there when things get out of hand. but i gotta, even though its killing me upstairs. and the cashiers office is two floors down from me. they are the bottom level, then theres the main level when you walk in and theres my office. students went back to college so thats why we have no more cashiers. and as is we only have myself (which i am the head bookkeeper and customer service), Amanda, Vicky and Tom. which Tom is the newest guy there so in spite of training him i have to twice the work you know. its a headache.
I miss my Amanda. i do. i miss my Amanda. After all that we've been through i think its brought us closer from the now 3 years i believe that we've been together. after all the heartbreak and headaches we've through, we belong together. seriously. we're irrseperable. no matter what we go through, we still come back to what we call 'home'. so i have recently found a song by Nelly which really tells us. its just us.
[u]My Place[/u]
By: Nelly
Verse 1:
I used to pride myself on being the other man
But now it's flipped and I don't want u with no other man
Why can't u understand anything I'm offering
I gave you the world but you just wanted arguing
From the time I picked you up, until the time I dropped u off again Even flipped out on me at the mall again
"it's all his fault again" that's what u telling all ya friends
I aint pointing fingers ma, I just wanna call again
See how ya day going I know they stressin on ya
I know them times get hard that's why I'm checkin on ya
It's yours truly ma, I got a little message for ya
Anything he can do, girl I can do it better for ya, cause
Bridge:
When we laugh or we cry it's together Through the rain and the stormiest weather We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever
Chorus:
Won't you come on and go with me Come on ova to my place Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat And let me ease ya mind girl We gon do it our way
Verse 2:
I heard your friend told a friend that told a friend of mine
That you was thinking that we should do it one more time
If this aint the truth then hopefully it's not a lie
Cause I aint got no issue's with hitting at another time
We never had a problem gettin it done
Disagreed upon a lot ma but the sex wasn't one
Now check it I know u get excited (still) when I come round and bite it (girl)
Quit frowin up and quit actin like you don't like
I like it, I like it, I really, really like it, I want it, adore it, so come let me enjoy it
Bridge
Chorus
Verse 3:
Shawty where u been
Feels like a long time, long, long time since I seen ya
Yes it has girl, when I know I said some f*cked up things to u before
But girl u know I didn't mean it
(I didn't mean one single word)
(I never meant one single word)
If I could take back every word I would and more fo sho
If I thought that you believe it
Cause you make my life so convenient for me
Bridge
Chorus
Bridge
Repeat verse 3
Bridge
I LOVE AMANDA!!
|
|
|
| |
| well now |
| 09.15.04 (10:31 am) [edit] |
i havent heard from Amanda since i got the t-note from her on some facts of text messaging problems. im not gonna go into it because its really not my personal issue to be stating to the whole world of tblloggers.
i went to go see my Uncle Dan's grave the other day. i was really surprised at how pretty it was all set up with flowers and such. i honestly didnt even think that all the people that went to his funeral would have left stuff on the grave. that didnt happen last year. but i was reading the enclosed cards that come with the flowers, and they stated who they were from. so that was pretty cool.
I met up with my Aunt Trisha, who is now the widowed mother of two kids. i havent seen her really since the funeral, since she had moved to a different part of NY. we had a lot of catching up to do at the graveyard, a place of all places to do catching up right? yea.
yesterday i went shopping with Keillie, i of course had to buy a few things for myself. who goes shopping and doesnt come home with something for themselves? if you know that person i would like to meet them and slap them. LOL, not intended to be taking seriously of course.
well i guess thats all folks. PEACE!
[u]Sista[/u]
Verse 1:
Now you's my boy and all, but we need to talk Stop by the store bring ya ball, let's hit the park, I wanna rap for a minute, but don't take it hard, Cause, I'm hoping afterwards you'll still be my partner, It's hard for me to express how I'm feelin' and when you hear This news you might fly through the ceiling. But I'm willing to let you know the truth and in fact it's, better that I told you
For you hear the story backwards. It's 'bout this new girl I'm creeping, Its my secret, and I can hardly keep it yo peep it.
Chorus:
Its yo sista, and homey I been wit her I've been wit her for a while now And there's nothing you can do about it It's your sista and homey I been Wit her I've been wit her for a while now And there's nothin' you can do about it
Bridge:
It's yo sista, you know I love her I'd never hurt her, or ever leave her no no no no (repeat while....)
Bridge 2:
Do you remember the day when, I make it to Hoop practice I wasn't really sick and layed up, I made up The whole story just so I could be wit the girl She makes my heart skip a beat Lolly pops call her sweet.
|
|
|
| |
| wow 9-11-01 |
| 09.11.04 (4:39 pm) [edit] |
3 years since my unlce has been gone. time moves so fast. its been 3 years! 3 years since i got my porsche handed down to me from his will. 3 years since the world trade, 3 years since he died. its amazing how fast time actually moves. if you dont stop and look around once in a while you could miss it. Everytime i look at his 1963 porsche i think of him. i dont understand how he couuld take such a loving caring person who would do anything for anybody away from this family. i guess ill never know why.
[u]Best Friend[/u]
Verse 1:
(What's up my nigga?) Heh, chillin' yo (What's up man, ya ready to go? Come on!) Naw yo, you just go ahead
(What's wrong with you man?) (Wifey got you buggin' again) Pshh, I just don't understand, ya know (Understand what man? Huh?) She ain't talkin' to me son
(Word) Yo I need you to do me a favor yo (What?) You gotta call her homie (What'chu want me to call her for) You gotta tell her for me (Tell her what man) That I love her so strongly (Why don't you just tell her yourself) Cause she won't listen to me now (Damn) Without love in my heart I might as well be dead (Hold up, hold up, you ain't gonna be killin' yourself nigga) So can you help me out? You're the only one who cares
Verse 2:
Yo shorty I just got off the phone with Robby He told me to come talk to you (Yeah, bout what?) He said y'all having problems And you left him, now he's all confused
(Man, so what?) Now girl why you buggin? You know you was made for him And him for you I ain't trying to butt in
I just wanna be a friend And he asked me to call you
Chorus:
You gotta call her homie And tell her for me That I love her strongly She won't listen to me Without love in my heart I might as well be dead Please help me now
You're the only who cares You gotta call her homie
And tell her for me That I'm really sorry She won't listen to me Without love in my heart I might as well be dead
Please help me now You're the only who cares
Verse 3:
Hmm, girl this thing has gone on, long enough Can't you see The true reason that you left him Baby is cause of me, whoa He would be real surprised To find that I'm the new apple of your eye What kind of friend am I? To take advantage of - my best friend's trust
Chorus
Verse 4:
If you wanna know Why I did - what I did (Tell me why did you do it) I got tired of being alone While you was out trickin' (Who told you I was trickin?) I guess female dogs can't learn tricks too You see I'm not the bitch, baby payback is And what you did came back to you, oh
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
| well |
| 09.09.04 (4:23 pm) [edit] |
my mom and Anthony havent yet set a date for the marriage. but they have been thinking about a wedding in the spring or winter. my mom thinks it would be really pretty if she could have a wedding when theres snow on the ground. but that would be kinda hard to plan cus who the hell knows when its gonna snow? the weather man is always wrong lol. so in this case im kinda voting for the spring. lol. but it really doesnt matter what i think or vote for. its my mom and Anthony that have to decided on a date. lol. all i know is that im glad that i have my armani suit that i had bought for such occasions. lol. so thats always good you know?
well anyway since Mike and Kelly have heard about the wedding palns they havent been much trouble lately. Keillie is happy but i think shes more thrilled about school than anything else. lol. she loves it. and im ahppy. i dont have to deal with daddy i hate school. well at least not yet. she's still young yet. u know. shes only 7. lol. so thats good. well im about to bounce cuz im kinda hungry. so theres no randomosity tonight. holla at chyo brother!
|
|
|
| |
| yea so |
| 09.05.04 (3:19 pm) [edit] |
Uhh for all those that are curious. That would make Anthony my step-dad but that doesnt necissarly mean i have to listen to him. but it would be good to take his advice on certain things you know. which having a male rolemodel in the house would be good. esp for my little bro. so anyway. im gonna bounce for now. peace.
[u]It Aint My Fault That You're A Dog[/u]
Verse 1:
If you my dawg let me hear you bark
it aint my fault that the thought that hit your heart split you apart
you should've kept your guard
Trying to play it hard last night pulled up in a black lex in a yard
talking on a rock rock you gonna murder me
you got the wrong conspiracy this aint kennedy
jealousy get your new way wait and see
you want a wish you better I dream a genie
Verse 2:
yo
all i left there was a broken heart
and a bunch of lies that i told her and i bounced before the sheets
were warm
see I'm the type to love them and leave them for no reason I'll
be out the door
i don't catch feelings cuz my heart is cold
see I'm that brother that your mother tried to warn you bout
but you just had to try it
now you crying on yo mamas couch
you put your heart in the fire
baby it burned up
so heres a little story bout a lesson you should learn from
Chorus 1:
It aint my fault that I'm a dog I've been in love before But me I picked the apple that was rotting to the core I put the world at her feet she kicked it in the dirt Now I won't fall in love cuz i end up gettin hurt It aint my fault that I'm a dog I've been in love before But the trust i had in women as been thouroughly destroyed I put the world at her feeet she kicked it in the dirt Now I won't fall in love cause i end up getting hurt
Verse 3:
Well first of all it aint my fault that the chick broke your heart if you was hurt you should have told me from the start instead of sending me the flowers all that candy and the gucci shit on the phone for hours gasing me like I'm some goopy bitch I've been hurt to but that dont mean I'd hurt you never did i burn you or run you like some do now look what we've come to it's young and it's stupid how you blaming all of us for one chick that was rooking
Chorus 2:
It aint my fault that your a dog I've been in love before
But you you put the apple that was rotting to the core i put the world at your feet you kicked it in the dirt now I won't show no love cause i'll end up getting hurt it aint my fault that your a dog I've been in love before But the trust I have in men has been thouroughly destroyes
I put the world at your feet you kicked it in the dirt now i won't show no love cuz I'll end up getting hurt
Verse 4:
I thought you was a angel God sent to me
must have be, but the memory of our love burned like a rub burned
but a thug learned never put your heart in a flame
be a part of the game
play smart in the game
but I was young back then
dumb back then
but nowadays how I plays not the same
controlling these games I know it cant do the pain
so dont come cry to me
lie to me
these days women
just leave you bustin pennyless stuck with no benifits
fucking for benjamins suckers like guinea pigs thinking
they innocent
if I let them in again I may never win again
like the Bulls with no Jordon
apifiniit so when no love strong enough for me to be steppin in
where the booga basement love dont win for no more baby face it
Chorus 1
Chorus 2
|
|
|
| |
| yo |
| 09.04.04 (4:30 pm) [edit] |
for the past few days i have had the best time. it was non stop parting. the drinking, the strippers, the dancing, the everything. it has been a blast!
i came home only to find out that my mom and Anthony are planning the wedding plans already. they wanna get married in about 8 months. so this should be exciting.
umm...mike and Kelly aren't in major trouble. surprisingly.
Keillie is really going to enjoy school this year. i can tell by the way she cant wait to attend.
Amanda still hasnt been on so im kinda worring about that. oh well. i guess ill find out when she finally gets her fucking ass back online.
[u]Why[/u]
Intro:
Booga Bassment Here come another one, uh
Verse 1:
I know things ain't work out for you and me But don't worry 'bout my child Cause I'm gonna take care of him baby But I can't keep coming around breaking you off
Cause it breaks my heart when we make love And ain't no love involved
Chorus:
Why should we screw? If we can't get along What's the point in gettin' it on You know that it's wrong When all we do is sweep it under the wrong What's the point when we touch If we're no longer in love
Verse 2:
This makes no sense to do what we do Cause baby I've been moved on And I know you got someone knew Said we promised each other we wouldn't make this a sexual thing Cause it feels good, while we bang But when it's over You know we be fighting again
Chorus
Verse 3:
Why - tell me why it seems to be The only time you work with me Is when we're between the sheets When I'm working your body That's when we get along But when you put your clothes back on We're back to the same old song We got it all wrong
Breakdpwm
Chorus
|
|
|
| |
|
Sign my Guestbook
View my Guestbook
|
